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    Shane was fourteen the first time a number felt like safety.

    The nutritionist worked out of an office in Kanata, framed certificates, a calm voice, laminated charts with columns. She explained it simply: fuel in, output required, timing of each. She said it was a starting point.

    Shane took notes in the margins the way he took notes on everything—completely, past what was required. Yuna had found the nutritionist herself, sat beside him, and took notes too.

    Like mother, like son.

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    Or: Shane’s system works until it doesn’t; Ilya notices first.

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    14 Jun 2026

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    Refusing to let Ilya ruin his career by signing with Ottawa, Shane chooses to really give their relationship a try and moves to Boston to live with Ilya and become a Raider. What follows is enough public scrutiny and backlash from his team that it has him questioning if he made the right decision. Until moments with Ilya and the Raiders show him exactly why he chose correctly.

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    Hayden’s eyes flickered to Shane as he sat on the bench, chewing on the edge of his mouth guard.

    “Don’t fucking look at him,” Ilya insisted as he bent down for the faceoff.

    “Excuse me?” Hayden mumbled, eyes darting back to him.

    “You heard me,” he retorted, his tone clipped. “He’s not your teammate anymore; he’s mine. If you think Marlow is a problem to your game, wait until you see what I will do to your team if you hurt anyone on mine again.”

    Hayden scoffed, dipping his head as he tried to focus on the game. Something about Ilya’s words still rang through his head though, sounding so definitive that he didn’t want to risk seeing what he was actually referring to when he said that.

    The puck dropped again, and Ilya stole it before he could comprehend how quickly it happened.

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    26 May 2026

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    I Am Not A Morning Person opened at 4:30 AM. Usually. Their menu was obscene and ever changing, and they offered shots of tequila in their coffee to anyone with an ID.

    Hannibal fell in love with their grouchy baker anyway.

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    22 Mar 2026

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    Kim Dokja grasps at his hands desperately. “Joonghyuk-ah. Was this not the world you wanted?”

    “What?”

    “Did I dream it wrong? Is that it? Is that why you’re so sad all the time? Do you—do you want me to dream it differently?”

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    (Post epilogue, Kim Dokja gets too caught up in his own head. He thinks that maybe, he should never have been here at all.)

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    16 Mar 2026

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    The day of PittFest doesn't even crack the top five worst days of Jack's life. Until he walks out onto the roof and sees Robby's stethoscope hanging off the railing.

    (Alternatively: Jack Abbot's horrible, no good, very bad day, Michael Robinavitch's worse day, and two old men doing literally anything except talking about their feelings.)

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    07 Mar 2026

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    They’d considered it—Shane being gay. It’d been an option. But Ilya Rozanov and the way Shane looks at him like he’s the love of his life has blindsided them. Blindsided both of them, and there’s almost nothing Yuna likes less than being blindsided. 

    She’s not mad, David wants to say. We’re so proud of you. We’re so happy for you. We just didn’t know. 

    Somehow we missed it, you falling in love.

     

    or, what David Hollander and Ilya Rozanov talk about while Shane and Yuna are outside in episode six.

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    30 Dec 2025

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    Dick Grayson joins the BAU and the team tries to make sense of their new teammate.

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    12 Jul 2025

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    New York City has a vast array of vigilantes and superheroes that call its streets home. Dazai Osamu, Port Mafia Executive and Mori Ougai’s right hand, is deployed to start building relationships in the area. Mori, ever the fan of tests, leaves Dazai to figure out how to best handle the local vigilantes on his own.

    And Frank Castle? He’s just worried that keeping this kid who refuses to identify himself alive may be more difficult than he was hoping.

    Or; a city-wide adventure, hotel hopping, forging friendships with local heroes and a long-winded game of cat and mouse, all featuring an embittered Veteran and a suicidal teenage boy.

    EDIT: This fic is on temporary hiatus. I will finish the final 6 chapters, then return to the usual update schedule. Thank you for your patience.

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    10 Mar 2025

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    17 Nov 2024

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    „Listen,” Ranpo says, sharply, observing how Dazai’s spine stiffens the moment their eyes meet for the first time. “When I call or text you, you answer. When you need help of any kind, no matter what time it is, you let me know. This isn’t just for work, got it? Those are the rules. Break one and you’re fired.”

    Dazai’s eyes drop to the phone held in Ranpo’s tight grip to the uncompromising set of his jaw, mentally weighting his options.

    “That’s fair,” he huffs, holding up his palm in a ‘gimme’ motion. “I guess if it’s Ranpo-san, I can make an exception.”

    Or, Ranpo is the only member of the Agency Dazai is not allowed to ignore or hang up on. Naturally, when the day finally comes, Ranpo knows, with inevitable dread, to expect the worst. He's right to.

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    08 Sep 2024

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    It’s a long flight from Gotham to Siberia. Dick’s siblings, to Bruce’s horror, use the time to start debating Dick’s love life.

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    27 Aug 2024

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    “Mob—!”

    Shigeo's barrier shatters around him like a window. His shriek is cut off.

    Reigen reacts. It might be the first time in his life that he reacted with his body before his brain.

    An ill-fated job goes horrifically wrong. But not as wrong as it could have.

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    04 Aug 2024

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    “You need to get better so that I can kick your ass properly,” Jason tells him, and Tim puffs out this low, long-suffering sigh.

    “You have no idea how to be normal about this, do you?” Tim says, so matter-of-fact that it floors Jason, and what is this, some sort of impromptu therapy session in the wake of casual attempted murder?

    “If you don’t shut the fuck up and eat your soup,” Jason says darkly. Fucking Robins.

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    27 Jul 2024

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    Very Fun!

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    Tim Drake is incapable of dying.

    He doesn’t exactly tell anyone this.

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    27 Jul 2024

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    Tim didn’t get it. It was raining out, Blonde Harry offered him a ride, and Tim accepted. Sure, Blonde Harry was a little sketchy and overly touchy, but Tim was a vigilante and could handle one ride home with the rich man.

    It was a business decision. And he was totally safe, which is why he didn’t get why Bruce was upset, Dick was concerned, Jason was bloodthirsty, and the brat, the brat of all people was giving him a talk on stranger danger!

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    10 Jul 2024

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    She thought there might be all kinds of things she would like about Tim, if only he would take a chill pill and let her find them. For months, Martha had patiently listened to Conner’s pining, then his gushing when the two boys finally got together. She’d been vaguely aware of the boy's presence in her house now and again when Conner shuttled him back and forth from Gotham. But other than a very polite introduction and a few passing hellos, Tim had mostly managed to evade her attempts to assimilate him into the family. He was skittish. And sneaky. More than once, Martha had wondered if he didn’t possess some kind of special ability like her son, invisibility or teleportation or something ridiculous like that. The matter wasn’t helped by Conner’s tendency to squirrel the boy away for his own private enjoyment.

    Or, Four interactions Tim has with the Kent family, plus one time Conner meets the Waynes.

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    09 Jul 2024

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    “What did he do to you?” It’s the only thing Jason can think to ask.

    “Sionis?” Tim looks surprised—but so politely surprised, so neutrally surprised, that he’s almost not surprised at all. “He kidnapped me, then he tortured me, then he taught me to run a criminal empire. And then I killed him.”

    Jason hears the words without really processing them. Tim’s delivery is so flat that it makes the hair on the back of his neck stand up.

    Something’s wrong here, every part of Jason’s brain is telling him.

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    Timothy Drake, the kid who's spent the last five years being groomed by Black Mask, shows up in Jason's safehouse asking for help to interrupt Scarecrow's plans. he's allegedly just a kid with good intentions, but he's got more red flags than personality traits and Jason shouldn't want to help him, but. well. he's Jason.

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    26 Jun 2024

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    When the Waynes are asked to appear on the celebrity family game show "Clash of the Clans" they immediately say no. Well, they meant to say no, but Dick Grayson is just so stubborn and so, so convincing and he had already said yes.

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    22 Jun 2024

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    Fun! Very enjoyable

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    In a moment of clarity, Tim remembers his emergency button. He remembers patrol, and he remembers a gang and a shootout.

    He uses his free hand to fumble around until he manages to find the chest piece and press the emergency button. His vision is fuzzing at the edges and the last thing he sees is a dark figure leaning over him, a gun pointed at his face.

    Well fuck, is his last thought before everything fades to black.

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    03 Jun 2024

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    Tim Drake time traveled his way out of the Batfamily. This is the aftermath of that decision.

    I’m setting the pieces in chronological order but reading them in the order I posted them is ok too

    [Series previously known as ‘For A Different Twist In The Storyline’ but then I came up with a title I liked more.]

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    01 Jun 2024

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