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    With sudden, obvious clarity, Hayden realized that maybe it wasn’t that Shane wasn’t comfortable with intimacy, but rather that the world—especially the world of the NHL—wasn’t comfortable with the type of intimacy Shane wanted.

    Or Hayden Pike POV as Shane comes to terms with being gay.

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    Ilya Rozanov, a professional hockey player with the ego of a small country or large, desperately wants to brag about his boyfriend Shane Hollander. Unfortunately, Shane is also his biggest on-ice rival, which makes public admiration socially and professionally inconvenient. Instead of choosing the reasonable option (keeping quiet), Ilya does what anybody would have done: he creates a Twitter account called “Shane Hollander’s girlfriend.”

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    11/?
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    Shane wakes up feeling a bit off. It started when he did his morning workout where he struggled more than usual getting through his reps. It continued in class after that where he had trouble concentrating on his physical therapy lecture. Once he got to lunch, things started to click into place for him.

    Shane was starting his pre-heat.

    Aka Shane goes to a heat center at his university and he is paired with none other than Ilya Rosanov to help him through it.

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    6/8
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    11,909
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    Hayden had never been in Boston during the summer. He shouldn’t be in Boston in the summer, because there is absolutely no good reason for him to be there. He should be back in Saskatchewan, listening to his mother lecture him about finding a nice girl to settle down with. He should not be in Boston laying on Cliff Marleau’s couch, pretending to watch a fucking baseball game.

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    Hayden and Jackie come to meet Shane and Ilya's newborn daughter.

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    Shane never meant for it to get this far. He just didn't agree that he had to be medicated. He barely agreed with the diagnosis itself. Ilya had every reason to be broken like this. Shane didn't.

    Ilya didn't need to know about this.

    About his cuts. About his diagnosis. About his anything.

    Ilya didn't need more problems.

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    Shane has a psychosis and hurts himself badly, learning to some revelations where Ilya and multiple others take care of Shane.

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    3/?
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    9,167
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    Ilya’s life had always been a field mine waiting to explode, he was too much like his mama and nothing could stop the incoming implosion.

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    8/?
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    7
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    143
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    42
    Hits:
    2,245
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    They've done it before and they are back at it again. After over a decade of keeping their relationship secret, Ilya Rozanov is ready to start a new chapter with his boyfriend, and supposedly arch-rival, Shane Hollander. Leaving his former ice hockey team behind in Boston, Ilya starts a new season of his career in Ottawa. Closer to aforementioned boyfriend, and unfortunately, on the starting line-up of a rather bad team. But things are good when you are only a couple of hours away by car from the love of your life, right?

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    Chapters:
    45/45
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    The first Christmas Shane is out to his team, he receives a Secret Santa gift they're not expecting him to have a use for any time soon. And definitely not on his arch rival.

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    Cliff Marleau has been on a team with Ilya for years, keeping Boston on its toes. But when Ilya's mood suddenly changes, Cliff does a little digging into "Monreal Jane" to figure out what went wrong and finds more than he bargained for.

    OR: One shot where Cliff figures out Ilya and Shane's relationship through the power of sheer observation.

    Can be read independently of Hayden's Investigation

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    1/1
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    Shane was about to take another sip of his IPA when his entire body froze, the glass halfway to his lips. He knew that voice. It had been years since he last heard it, the grindstone of time smoothing the rough edges of the accent, but it was still unmistakably Russian. It was the voice of —

    “Hollander?” The man asked.

    Shane set the glass down and turned his head slowly, the stranger’s hood-covered face coming into view. He was looking at Shane with wide-eyed surprise.

    “Rozanov,” Shane replied flatly.

    ===

    Shane Hollander suffered a career-ending injury in 2014. Later that year, Ilya Rozanov medically retired fresh off of his first Cup win, the circumstances unclear. In less than a year, the hockey world had lost their two biggest rising stars. As well as a budding relationship nobody had even known about.

    It’s 2022 now, and Shane hasn’t seen Ilya since. He's tried not to think about it, about whatever they were or what they could’ve become, both on and off the ice. He lives in Toronto now, just far enough away from the life he’d left behind. Only, the world has other plans in mind, when a chance encounter at a bar on New Year’s Day brings 2014 screaming back for him to confront.

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    On a flight to a hockey tournament, the plane goes down.
    Now the Montreal Metros and the Ottowa Centaurs are stuck together in a snowed-in hotel.

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    Ilya Rozanov sustained a bad injury late last season that he just can't seem to shake. He feels himself start to slowly unravel, unable to face the fact that the one thing he has always been able to hold on to may not be his at all anymore. As his performance declines, his mental health begins to take a tumble with it. He tries his best to save face, to shoulder this burden alone, but his team mates and husband grow concerned as Ilya isolates himself completely.

    Set after the long game, where Ilya needs therapy, is in denial, and at war with himself.

    Title inspired from song Silver Spoon by Erin Lecount
    Heavy TW for this please look at the tags.

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    Chapters:
    10/?
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    What if Shane and Ilya met at 16? What if they had to share a room for a whole year?

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    27/?
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    In August 2008, Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov have both just turned seventeen, already famous in the small, obsessive world of elite junior hockey. They are thrown together at the same summer camp in Calgary, months before the Prospect Cup turns them into a rivalry everyone thinks they understand.

    What nobody knows yet is that it starts here instead.

    In dorm hallways, locker rooms, common rooms, the media room, the cafeteria, cigarette smoke, and all the stupid, electric little things that start to matter too much at seventeen, two future rivals meet too early and notice too much. A glance lasts half a second too long. A movie night means more than it should. A boy becomes the most distracting thing in the room.

    By winter, the world will see a rivalry.

    But first, there was the summer before.

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    Ilya starts calling Shane boring regularly after that, not cruelly but persistently, the way you press a bruise you know is there just to confirm it still hurts. Shane's cereal is boring, Shane's training schedule is boring, Shane's shoes lined up by the door are boring, and Shane responds with variations of "fuck off" and "you're an asshole" that become increasingly creative and occasionally surprising. They do not talk about anything that matters. They talk about groceries and whose turn it is to take out the trash and whether Ilya's music is too loud at midnight, which it is.

    On the ice, Shane is someone else entirely. Ilya watches him from the upper stands every morning with vending machine coffee going cold in his hand and doesn't tell anyone.

    Or: Shane asked Ilya once how you know when it's the right person. Ilya described Shane to him, and Shane didn't recognise himself.

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    Chapters:
    28/40
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    1,043
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    76,720
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    At thirty-five, Shane Hollander finally makes the long-postponed decision: retirement from hockey and signing up at the soulmates office to find himself a lifelong partner. The most beautiful thing about it? He will never, ever have to deal with that asshole Rozanov again.

    Ilya Rozanov, after years of chaotic living and no-strings-attached hookups, also makes the long-postponed decision: retirement from hockey, because he heard Hollander is retiring, and what’s the fun without teasing him, and signing up at the soulmates office to find himself a lifelong partner.

    Both of them are completely unaware of the fact that fate—or some very thorough algorithm—has already matched them as soulmates. And on a side note, Shane Hollander may be oblivious to the fact that Ilya Rozanov doesn’t actually mind this decision nearly as much as Shane thinks he would.

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    Chapters:
    10/?
    Comments:
    108
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    382
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    134
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    8,295
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    The first time Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov meet, they’re both nobodies playing a battle of the bands gig and glaring at each other from opposite sides of the stage.

    The night ends with a fight, a hookup neither of them planned, and Shane walking out before either of them can pretend it meant something.

    Two years later their bands are everywhere—and somehow they keep ending up in the same rooms again.

    Ilya hasn’t forgotten.

    Shane wishes he could.

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    Chapters:
    2/?
    Comments:
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    3
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    Something has splashed across his visor. He can see Shane reaching out his other hand but it stops before it reaches Ilya. A shudder is wracking Shane’s frame and Ilya can’t hear anything, can’t see anything beyond the fear blown pupils of his brown eyes partially obscured behind dripping red.
    There’s blood in Ilya’s mouth.

    Or

    Shane goes down harder and Ilya loses his mind trying to get to him.

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    5,015
    Chapters:
    1/3
    Comments:
    3
    Kudos:
    36
    Bookmarks:
    10
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    334

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