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    Lovro has a girlfriend, so when he downloads a dating app and sets his preference to men, it’s obviously just curiosity.

    Until he matches with Ivan. He didn't plan on liking him. He definitely didn’t plan on meeting him in real life. And he really didn’t plan on becoming someone else just to talk to him.

    So now he's stuck in between two versions of himself, the one Ivan knows, and the one Ivan likes.

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    will add more tags as the chapters get released

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    A preview of what is most likely going to be a wolfstar slowburn, also might add some background ships for fun, idk its not finished yet lol

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    Previó al decreto real de la princesa Bethany.
    En la preparatoria Auradon, los adolescentes vivían sus propias aventuras. Pero los jóvenes adultos de la Universidad Real de Auradon también tenían las suyas, dentro de un sistema clasista que favorece a las familias reales, desprecia la magia y está gobernado por profesores misóginos, homofóbicos, transfóbicos y conservadores. En ese ambiente hostil, los estudiantes deben aprender a sobrevivir sin perder la cabeza… ni la humanidad.
    Desde Jane Darling—la misma que enfrentó al mismísimo Capitán Garfio y conoció Nunca Jamás junto a Peter Pan—, hasta Markus, el confiado, algo coqueto y aparente chico malo, primogénito de la reina Ariel y el rey Eric.
    También están Chip, el entusiasta y amable joven que ya no es una taza; Ralphie de Maldonia, el tímido hermano menor del príncipe Naveen; los trillizos escoceses del clan Dunbroch, hermanos de la reina Mérida; y Flavius, hijo de Blancanieves, tan hermoso como ególatra, convencido de que su posición lo hace intocable.
    Y entre ellos, Pin, el disciplinado hijo mayor de Mulán y Shang, un hombre de honor que sigue las reglas al pie de la letra.

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    As the cold terror gave way to numb, self assured action, she felt it. The warmth that faintly buzzed in the roof of her mouth and spread through the back of her neck and up to her temples.

    Just gotta get warm, Lehane.

    Her feet took her towards it, like a moth through a cold and wide night towards a distant light to die in. She wondered if moths were fully satisfied when their wings turned to dust, their blood to hissing smoke, the fire taking away any part of them that could be cold ever again.

    She liked to think they were.


    The first thing Faith feels is cold, followed shortly after by a buzzing memory of warmth. Weak, weary, and desperate, she leaves the hospital to find Buffy.

    What she wants the woman who broke her for, she doesn’t exactly know.

    Maybe it’s salvation, maybe it’s annihilation, maybe to Faith there’s no difference.


    S4 fix-it with lots of angst, themes of domination/submissiveness, Buffy being a control freak and Faith needing to be controlled!

    Feedback more than welcome!
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    My handle on twt is @inspectorrrrr if you'd like to follow me there for updates <3

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    Basically a re-written version of The Hunger Games but the characters are replaced by Stranger Things characters. Steve Harrington is Katniss Everdeen and Billy Hargrove is Peeta Mellark. The ultimate gay fic.

     

    In the ruins of a place once known as North America lies the nation of Hawkins, a shining Capitol surrounded by twelve outlying districts. The Capitol is harsh and cruel and keeps the districts in line by forcing them all to send two tributes between the ages of twelve and eighteen to participate in the annual Stranger Games, a fight to the death on live TV.

    Eighteen-year-old Steve Harrington regards it as a death sentence when he steps forward to take his brother's place in the Games. But Steve has been close to dead before - and survival, for him, is second nature. Without really meaning to, he becomes a contender. But if he is to win, he will have to start making choices that weigh survival against humanity and life against love.

     

    I DO NOT OWN ANYTHING. THIS IS FOR ENTERTAINMENT ONLY.

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    Nancy has been feeling wrong for a while now. Her anxiety was pretty much controlling her life at this point and it felt like her whole world was about to come crashing down.

    Her relationship with Jonathan has been iffy, but she tries not to think about that part.

    She tries not to think about the girl from the video store either.

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    In which Nancy has to overcome what she has been feeling for a while now, maybe even years, with the help of a pretty girl named Robin.

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    Gerard Way faces yet another bitter coffee in his quiet routine, sitting in a café that seems to conspire against his orders.

    Whenever that new waiter, Frank, attends to him, something goes wrong: forgotten sugar, strange flavors, mixed-up orders.

    Mikey tries to convince him that asking for a correction isn’t a big deal. But Gerard feels there’s something more than simple distraction, a strange coincidence that only affects him.

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    "Felix!" Chan shouts one more time, catching up to him easily, even if he can tell Felix tried to walk faster.

    "Hello, prodigal son," Felix tells him when Chan rounds him and stops in front of him, forcing him to halt his escape.

    His tone is snarky, something he never knew Felix to be. It might be corny to say, now that he's a grown man, but the Felix he remembers was made of sugar and spice and everything nice. He was painfully shy and so eager to please that it made Chan aggressively protective. He still hasn't met someone as genuinely sweet as Felix was, for as long as they were friends. Until they unintentionally caused a split between their families and never saw each other again.

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    Ten years after a childhood kiss and an abrupt goodbye, Jake English and Dirk Strider collide in a crowded cafe.

    ​Jake is an archaeology student looking for the past and Dirk is a mechanic trying to outrun it. As their worlds overlap again, they realize that while the names and faces have changed, the "unfinished sentence" of their friendship is far from over.

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    After the 2025 WDC went to Lando, Oscar doesn't know how to cope with his feelings.

    Max wants to help.

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    Oliver Wood was the perfect boy. The best quidditch captain, bested every captain in Hogwarts, he was tall, handsome and most of all he was charismatic and kind. Percy Weasley was quite different, often times Percy was treated differently, from afar Percy looked like a control freak so people often avoided Percy. The two deveoped feelings over time. First-second year were random talks, third-fourth year they got more comfortable with physical affection but not quite really romantic, just enough touches to cause tension in the air. Fifth-seventh year is where they started secretly dating, often hanging out in their room. The reason for secrecy was because they both were not out. Oliver held some traditional beliefs (because of his parents) but didn’t really attack anyone because of that and actually was accepting of that instead he continuously criticized himself for liking percy. Oliver envisioned a life with a wife and children. That was the “Perfect life” for him, the lines were blur if it was really what he wanted or just what he wanted to prove to his parents.

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    A look at Joaquín and Manolo’s lives through the years. An AU where the bet never happens, but the gods still find a way to interfere in their lives regardless.

    Joaquín centred, but perspectives will change occasionally.

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    In a kingdom where commoners exist only to be overlooked—or ridiculed—Torpe is a shy pianist whose talent far surpasses the humble orchestra he plays for. Though bound by duty, status, and a lifetime of silence, Rui finds himself drawn to the pianist whose melody was never meant for royal ears.

    As music bridges the distance between crown and commoner, both must confront a kingdom built on cruelty—and decide whether love can survive in a world determined to keep them apart.

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    It was no exaggeration to say that the Black brothers were out of their depth.

    Sirius Black and Regulus Black are sent from their London life and home to be farmhands on a rural farm in Cornwall, a choice made by their demanding mother in order to straighten them out into the perfect heirs for their noble family.

    What she hadn’t accounted for, however, was the two men on said farm that would show her sons a life of warmth and comfort, far from her cruel reach. A life that would save them.

    Only if Sirius and Remus Lupin didn’t murder each other before then, of course.

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    [1:17:06] moonlitgarden's summary: 2013. It’s been two years since he and Rozanov hooked up in Nashville and exchanged phone numbers. It’s a month till Boston comes to Montreal and Rozanov’s promise of ‘next time’ could go into fulfilment. Shane Hollander wants to play hockey. He wants to play it well. The other thing is a thing he cannot allow himself to want.

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    “It’s not- I don’t like boys like that. I don’t…” His breath hitched, a ragged sob itching his throat with the sins he knew he could never atone for. A painful reminder of the things he believed were unforgivable. “I can’t.”

    The boy across from him sat panting, his frustration palpable. Yet, a disturbing absence of the one thing Shoto expected to see: shame.

    “What the hell are you so afraid of?”

    The answer was simple. Exactly that. Hell.

     
    Shoto’s life had been a performance. A careful adherence to an impossible ideal, being the number one hero’s perfect prodigy. With that expectation and his incontestable traditional upbringing, he learns to suppress anything that society may not accept. As what was previously repressed makes itself unwilling to be ignored, he finds himself in a cage of mirrors. Coming face to face with the imperfections that make him not as exemplary as everyone thought.

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    Vincent Whittman finally got the chance to lead the first long range television experiment, but it all went horribly wrong. He found that everyone in the lab and the surrounding city was dead. He desperately tried to get in contact with anyone else who survived, but had no luck. Until he heard a voice on the radio…

    Alastor lived alone in a cabin in the woods, just outside of New Orleans. On his day off from hosting his radio show, he liked to sit by the fire and listen to other popular radio shows. On this particular day, the broadcast ended in screams and static. Alastor soon found that most people in New Orleans had died… and others had taken on a strange form. He retreated back to his cabin and began doing nightly radio broadcasts to document the apocalypse.

    In other words, a single broadcast is what brought them together at the end of the world.

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    Harry Potter has grown up to be loved and cherished by all those around him. He has loving parents, family, and friends. He has all the things a child could ever want, expect that Harry was selfish — he wanted something he could not have, something just out of his reach.

    Harry struggles to come to terms with many things during his sixth year as he feels like the world is slowly crumbling down on him. Draco Malfoy slowly becomes another one of his problems, while Draco is trying to survive and cope with his feelings.

    or: Harry and Draco are falling, but maybe they can pick each other up…just maybe.

    AU! with no Voldemort storyline!!!!

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    Philip ‘tsks’ and hands him a napkin. “It’s just mass, love. Nothing to get so worked up about.”
    He doesn’t dignify that with a response until he’s mostly cleaned up. “Now, dear,” he says carefully, “if you want to go, you are more than welcome to do so. I, however, will be at home with Jelly watching our baking show.” He narrows his eyes. “Why do you want to go?”
    “Curiosity mostly,” Philip says mildly. “I’ve heard so much about your priest in Chimney Rock. Why not pop in for a visit?”
    Blanc sets his mouth in a firm, thin line and begins the spiel Philip hears every Easter. “It is an institution built on racism, misogyny, homophobia—“
    “—traits you’ve been very clear Father Jud does not possess—“
    “—you are being intentionally difficult—“
    Philip huffs. “Love, I’m not asking you to convert. I just simply am feeling a little nostalgic for my choir boy days.”
    “Then you go.”
    “You two could catch up,” Philip points out, completely sidestepping his argument. “What’s he been up to since the murder?” For the second time, Blanc is left dumb. His husband waits a moment before quirking an eyebrow. “You haven’t kept in contact,” he more surmises than asks.
    Benoit feels caught.

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    Shane stepped out of the cafe to get some air. It had been the first time he had been around so many people who knew of him. Should have been a given, Shane thought, he had been all over the Olympics instagram account being the youngest person to be competing in men’s hockey. The first rookie to make the Canadian hockey team at twenty.

    He noticed a smoking man leaning against the fence of the village. Shane knew who he was right away. Ilya Rosanov, an ice skater on the USA team. He had been all over the news for his creative skating style and to Shane, he was more beautiful in person. His curly blonde hair fell over his eyes. He was wearing an American sweat suit and stupid bucket hat with a little flag on it. Shane walked over to him.

    Or: Shane is a young Canadian Hockey player and Ilya is a USA Ice Skater at the 2026 Olympics in Milan.

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