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I left you a message before I went by sunsetarchivesaregone
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
15 May 2026
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Vecna raised his left hand - no, claw - over Mike’s face. Immediately, a stabbing pain erupted all over his body. He could feel Vecna violating his mind, exploring every crevice. He felt tears fall down his face in a constant flow that should not have been possible. He cried out in pain, but was immediately silenced by a flow of black particles leaving Vecna's hand and making their way into his mouth. The pain he was experiencing increased by tenfold. He realized far too late that those black particles must have been the mindflayer. That thought flew away quickly, and was replaced with the agonizing pain of every part of his body succumbing to the control of the shadow monster and the monster before him.
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A certain inter-dimensional monster has found that the easiest way to kill the body is to attack the heart.
*UPDATES EVERY FRIDAY*
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Every summer, on the 10th of July, they return to the same place by the Black Sea — a month-long world that exists outside of time, where nine children grow up together and everything that matters happens.
Across ten summers, friendships fracture and reform, secrets take root, and first loves leave marks that never quite fade. Gyuvin and Ricky are drawn to each other from the beginning, their love shaped by desire, guilt, mental illness, and the fear of wanting something forbidden. Around them, others orbit: slow-burn longing, quiet grief, reckless escapes, and the fragile safety of a found family that can’t protect everyone forever.
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Nathan is about to get married with Helen, but he can't forget about his best friend from high school.
"My girlfriend is perfect. Beautiful, intelligent, religious..."
"What more do I desire? Hell, what more do I need!?"
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One thing's universal by strawberryhas3rs
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016), The Prom - Sklar/Beguelin/Martin
15 May 2026
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Willow Byers just wants to go to the prom like any other kid. But her school's PTA won't let her. Because she's a lesbian.
OR: a lesbyler prom au
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Chip’s Unfortunate Dilemma by ysajreads
Fandoms: The 25th Annual Putnam County Spelling Bee - Finn/Sheinkin/Reiss
15 May 2026
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After the bee, Leaf and Chip started hanging out more and figured out they actually get along pretty well!! And to think they never would have met without that Bat Mitzvah that Leaf wasn’t invited to…
As much as Chip loved being newly friends with Leaf, he really enjoyed being able to see Marigold so often. She was a couple years older than him, newly 15 years old, while Chip was about to turn 13. She had long wavy ginger hair that glowed in the sun and a smile that could brighten anyone’s day… according to Chip anyways.
But is that really what Chip liked about her? Are some of those traits found in Leaf? Will Chip ever stand up to his parents and their idealized version of him?
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The Only Girl I've Ever Loved was Chuuya in Drag by cayennepepper00
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
15 May 2026
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Dazai has internalized homophobia and is doing shit in college. After a bad day on campus, his father, Mori, orders him to get Akutagawa and bring him home. When he goes to pick him up, he finds himself in a drag club and finds himself obsessing over the opener. After requesting a private room Dazai and the drag queen, Chuuya, slowly becomes closer. As time goes on Dazai finds that he is in love with Chuuya but doesn't know how to deal with that because of his homophobia.
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Dazai has internalized homophobia and falls in love with Chuuya who is a drag queen
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- Part 1 of Music inspired AU
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I Would've Done Anything by UnderAshAndOak
Fandoms: Avatar: The Last Airbender (Cartoon 2005)
15 May 2026
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And you were at my wedding, I was broken, you were drunk
You could've told me not to do it, I would've run, I would've run
Tell me what was the moment you decided to give up
You could've told me what you wanted, I would've done, I would've done
Anything
I would've done anythingOR
Zuko puts the Fire Nation above himself and Sokka can't stand and watch.
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The End of August by FivePips
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
15 May 2026
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Photos leak showing Shane Hollander being kissed by a mystery man. Ilya, Hayden, and J.J.'s paths converge when the three are searching for Shane. Shane is busy thinking about Russian literature, James Baldwin, and the ocean. When they all reunite, Shane has to face what's next.
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the cell secret by uhmmmsndhalcnea
Fandoms: Science - Fandom, Original Work, organelles - Fandom
15 May 2026
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mitochondria and nucleus get together after cytoplasm and chloroplast ( lesbian relationship) make them meet.
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Kyle had always had Eric Cartman’s best interests at heart, even if his methods were a bit unorthodox.
Sometimes sabotage is a love language all its own.
TLDR: Cartman starts losing weight, Kyle cannot allow it because people might actually like Cartman now
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When The Universe Intervenes: Into The Bonerverse by WatermelonTuesdays for waterwings
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
15 May 2026
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[Edit]: I changed the title because the subtitle is too funny not to add.
The Centaurs win the cup and celebrate late into the night. In the morning, Shane wakes up in an alternate universe - one where he never got hard in the shower and he and Ilya never hooked up.
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And Shane, not for the first time, thinks even farther back. To that day in the showers after their CCM campaign shoot. Alone under the spray, and confronted with Ilya’s perfect body, Shane’s body reacted. And truthfully, he’s always been quick to react when it comes to Ilya.
But to think… if he could just control his dick, none of this would have happened.
This perfect life he’s living. Married to the man of his dreams. Living and playing in his hometown, with his parents only 10 minutes away. With his sweet puppy, Anya. Celebrating his fourth ever Stanley Cup win. All thanks to one wayward boner.
For a wild second, Shane thinks about saying that to Wyatt.
That’s how he knows he’s drunk.
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A movie canon compliant, multi-chapter exploration from Sugiki Shinya's perspective of how Sugiki brings Suzuki into his life and falls in love with him, because we aren't talking enough about how much Sugiki loves Suzuki. Work in progress.
CHAPTER 12 UP NOW!
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“I can feel you starting at me.”
“I’m not staring. Just…looking. Observing. Retaining.”
Will snorts. “You sound like you’re studying for a test.”
Mike hums at that, “No I just, you’re nice to look at…is all.”
A blush spreads across Will’s cheeks and he hides his face in the pillow. He giggles embarrassed, “Mike, stop” but it’s clear he doesn’t really want him to.
“Shut up, I’m serious! It’s good to see you like this, happy. You deserve to be happy.”
Will looks back at him, still blushing, still smiling. “You deserve to be happy too, Mike.”
“You really are my Best Friend you know?”
“Yeah, Mike. ‘Course. We’re all best friends. You, me, El, Dustin, Lucas, Max. The Party, we’re-“
“No it’s not- I mean it is. But it’s different. Like yeah they’re our best friends, but you’re my Best Friend. It’s different.”
“Different how?” He looked at Mike like he knew there was something he wanted to say. Like he was urging him to say it.
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One careless statement can destroy a career — everyone knows that. But no one is ever ready for the fallout.
After a disastrous interview turns him into the internet’s favorite target, Vox finds himself drowning in backlash, collapsing ratings, and furious investors. To save his reputation, he’s willing to do almost anything.
Even if that means publicly dating a man.
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Russian Menaces Galore by queenofthewips (lilithduvare)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Legacy of Gods - Rina Kent
15 May 2026
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“Kids shouldn’t drink,” Ilya said, fighting to keep a straight face.
“You my mother?” the kid shot back. He made another grabbing motion for the glass. Ilya pulled it out of reach. “I thought big bad hockey players are supposed to be wild and shit. But you’re just a little bitch who’s afraid of buying a hot guy a drink.”
On a cold December night after yet another win against the New York Admirals, all Ilya Rozanov wanted was a drink, some peace, and maybe to forget that Shane Hollander had a beautiful actress girlfriend.
Unfortunately, a loud, persistent, painfully underage Russian teenager with a talent for pushing boundaries had decided Ilya is tonight’s entertainment. And somewhere between vodka, jealousy, and a truly unhinged attempt at bonding, they manage to ruin each other’s evening in a way that feels… like the beginning of an unlikely friendship.
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The night Dumbledore falls from the Astronomy Tower, time itself seems to shatter. In his final breath, he leaves Harry a charge heavy as fate: to stop what Voldemort will become. Grief at his heels, Harry twists time upon itself and falls backward, into a world where Tom Riddle is still young, and the future has not yet learned his name. Determined to stop what will come, Harry finds himself entangled in a battle far quieter and far crueler than war: the slow, impossible work of changing a soul. Yet as he reaches for the light in Tom, he begins to lose sight of his own. Because with Tom Riddle, nothing is ever peaceful. Least of all redemption.
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Yosuke, troubled with his internalized homophobia, plans to go into the TV to die, but he is greeted by a different issue. Or, in other words, he loses his persona and his shadow reappears because he lost his self acceptance.
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Jude’s new roommate completely fucked up his precious sleep schedule.
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A Decades-Long Discourse on Happiness by ChaoticQuill
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
15 May 2026
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Fukuzawa Yukichi and Mori Ougai are both heirs to powerful families with wildly different paths bound by family expectations. Fukuzawa pursues what happiness he can by studying philosophy and working at Waseda University. Mori, the only son, is the unwilling heir to his father's company. When degree requirements cause their paths to converge, through intelligent conversation and shared interests in theory, they each find someone to be human with. Eventual romance ensues.
Set in the same AU as A Drop of Black Coffee in the Pot, but starts way, way before that.
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- Part 4 of Welcome to Café Lupin
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Soloist Kim Hongjoong has it all: a thriving career, the freedom to release the music he wants, and a supportive environment as an openly-queer artist.
For years, rumours have been haunting him. Rumours about that one person in the public eye who doesn't seem to share everyone's enthusiasm about Hongjoong's talents: actor Park Seonghwa. After a particularly public display of animosity, their agencies have an idea -- turning the headlines and hit tweets into content that will profit both sides.In a revival of the popular variety show 'We got Married', Hongjoong and Seonghwa have to bury the hatchet and show the audience their best, domestic selves. But as time goes by, the lines begin to blur, and cameras start fading into the background. The question that Hongjoong needs to answer is when he stopped pretending -- or if he ever started.