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    Mike's world is blown after a kiss shared between he and Will occurs. He loves El, was he lonely? Did he just miss his best friend? Are these just intrusive thoughts with no true backing to them?

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    Abigail is just the best, inviting Suzie to spend the night at her cozy house. Poutine, cookies, pirated movies, what more could a girl want from her best friend?

    Nothing. Nothing more than that. They're best friends. Suzie is straight.

    And she'll tell herself that until the day she dies.

     

    Not Canon to Shelter In The Circus but was too good not to write.

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    Dark is a 30-year-old closeted man that minds his own business and drinks to drown his sorrows. After Zelda dies in a tragic accident, Link is trying to find meaning in life again and apparently finds that meaning in Dark. Despite being on opposite ends of the same spectrum, the truths they share begin to itch each other's scratches in a way that have never been scratched before.

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    Satoru Gojo and Suguru Geto are the sons of two family owned coffee shop rivals, a more traditional café and a more trendy café. The two have been at each other’s throats since the Gojo family moved in ten years prior. All of this changes when Satoru and Suguru are interrupted in the middle of an argument by their friend, Shoko Ieiri, who accidentally convinces everyone around them that the two rivals are in a relationship.

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    Summer 2007: Shane Hollander arrives at a remote Wyoming summer camp with one goal: prove himself as Activities Director and secure the job permanently when current director Scott Hunter steps down at the end of the season. He needs this job: structure, stability, a future he can finally hold onto.

    What he doesn’t expect is Ilya Rozanov.

    The camp’s barn manager is sharp, self-contained, and impossible to ignore. It quickly becomes clear he’s not just a coworker, but Shane’s biggest competition for Scott’s position. Their friction is immediate, their clashes constant, and working together is impossible.

    Their chemistry is worse.

    As long days blur into charged nights and forced collaboration pulls them closer, the line between rivalry and something far more dangerous begins to erode, and a reckless decision to cross the line shifts everything, leaving Shane caught between what he wants and what he’s worked so hard to build.

    Wanting Ilya might cost him the job he came here to win. But walking away might cost him something he’s not sure he can live without.

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    16/40
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    Maybe Vince was drunk but didn't kill Manon. Well, he definitely tried. After all, how else is someone supposed to taste love if it isn't made from someone they love?
    Maybe Rody could get over his obsession with Manon. Maybe he could do some things for himself. Possibly he would be able to be just a little selfish, just once.. or twice.

    Manon escaped Vince's try at murder and moved countries to get away from her obsessive ex and another bat shit crazy man and Vince regrets even thinking about forcing Rody to eat his former girlfriend.

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    6/?
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    That wasn't what Rod was thinking about when he allowed Nicky to accompany him to church that night.

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    The Chosen One is dead, turned to dust by the very man who swore to protect him. Out of the ruins has risen a beautiful and gallant society where blood purity reigns supreme. Severus Snape is as much of a shadow and outsider in this New World as the old one he helped destroy. As a 'gift' for his loyalty he is given a Bride. A pure blood one.

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    94/?
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    While ‘Hikaru’ is still getting used to his newfound humanity, Yoshiki starts to get increasingly suspicious of his true nature.
    There’s more and more instances of situations his old best friend would never find himself in, and it’s driving Yoshiki insane. Though, without meaning to, ‘Hikaru’s’ mishaps about humanity slowly make Yoshiki feel a like little less of a monster.

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    Why do I keep picking fights with him? Why do I keep punching him??

    Oh,

    That’s right.

    It’s cause it’s fucking Tweek Tweak.

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    Set in place of the Epilogue.

    Mike Wheeler sneaks through Wills window every night, where they offer each other comfort and security. But when Mike realises his feelings for Will. When he starts coming out to his family and friends, everything goes wrong.

    When Mike's dad threatens to send him away, Mike decides to run away.
    And Will decides to go with him.

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    When Mako starts dating Princess Ursa, the daughter of the Fire Lord; Wu helplessly stands by and watches as the man he loves gets swept away in a fairy tale romance. And when Wu enters into in a politically arranged betrothal with an Upper Ring noblewoman; obligations, friendship, and love are put to the test.

    As Wu helps Mako fit in to Ursa's world, and Mako helps Wu with his complicated engagement, they each find themselves yearning for another life where they can be something more than friends to one another. They both have to decide whether to continue on with their duties, or risk it all and be honest with themselves—and each other.

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    Leon S. Kennedy is the newest recruit for the R.P.D. This was a chance to turn his life around and start fresh. But as he keeps running into S.T.A.R.S. member Chris Redfield, certain demons rear their ugly heads. Can he keep it together and not lose his job or heart?

    ___

    Basically Leon is young and in love but it's 1998 and Chris has a rotating image of the ooeeaaee cat for a brain when it comes to relationships.

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    Natsu spends most of his life doing the same things: playing video games, reading manga, and avoiding his shitty dad, that is, until one day his best friend sends him to the literature club in his place, sending events spiraling out of the intentional path of the game. Natsuki quickly finds out that she knows much less about herself than she thought, and she quickly begins to learn that her gender, love life, and her entire future are about to become much more complicated.

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    12/?
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    When the Yellowjackets spend one final summer together at the Matthews’ beach house, Natalie finds herself caught in the middle of a growing mess of feelings. Between Lottie’s increasingly impossible-to-ignore attention and Jackie suddenly looking at her differently, what was supposed to be a simple beach vacation quickly becomes anything but.

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    6/?
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    When Vox’s doomsday weapon misfires, Shok.wav throws himself into the angelic beam to shield Valentino and Velvette. The damage is irrepairable, and the drone dies with the Media Overlord by his side. His attempts to save him are futile.

    Suddenly, everything is so easy to blame on the other two Vees. If it wasn't for them, his pet would be alive and well. Vox tears his family apart with his own claws in blind rage, only snapping back to reality when the city’s billboards light up with memories of what he just destroyed.

    Two months later, a broken, glitching shell of a former Overlord is found motionless in an alleway, eroding in the rain. Charlie refuses to let Vox rot away. Alastor is much less pleased. Yes this is a RadioStatic fic

    Or;

    I want this dumbass to suffer more cuz I feel like he got off easy. So here you go, my weird ass AU/rewrite. Before the finale came out I was worried that in order to make Vox truly realize how much he's lost, both Velvette and Valentino would need to end up dead in the final battle. The one thing that can't be replaced- people. And now Vox's pet died protecting his friends from himself, and then those very same people end up getting killed in a fit of rage.

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    101/?
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    A closeted cis man goes to a doctor's appointment, hoping to find out what's "wrong" with him. Instead, he falls for his doctor.

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    9/?
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    12
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    Years before funerals and silence and becoming women who stopped speaking, Greta showed up at Saoirse’s Catholic school.

    Greta is new.
    Greta is strange.
    Greta follows rules like they only matter when she decides they do.

    Years later, Saoirse will try to remember exactly when Greta stopped being a stranger.
    Because the problem with beginnings is that nobody recognises them while they’re happening.

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    12/?
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    Thirty-something Nick and Charlie meet as trainee therapists at a psychology practice, and sparks fly immediately. Nick spent his life in an environment where he could never fully be himself, so he suppresses his emotions and shuns vulnerability like a pro. He still has a lot to learn, but he’s sincere and determined – if a little terrified – and when he loves, he does so fiercely and unapologetically. Charlie’s been through a lot, but he’s quite far along in his healing journey after therapy. These days, he’s no longer avoidant (no, really) and swears by his tried-and-true radical honesty policy, alongside a rock-solid coping style grounded in gallows humour and rationalisation. Cue a slow-burn emotional romance with two people learning to love and be loved as they are, lots of personal growth, an unflinching look at the harrowing realities of trauma, and a focus on the gritty, quietly powerful work of recovery.

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    Chapters:
    2/60
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    10
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    Jesus never wanted to get killed by Romans yet here he is: saving the world from their petty sins.

    He never expected to be so nervous on earth, he never expected to talk so much and he never expected to fall in love—by his betrayer no less!

    He might kill himself before the Romans do.

    Judas doesnt believe in Gods.

    He doesn’t think a random invitation would lead to anything less than a charlatan. He doesn’t think begging his boss to see that charlatan would make a difference. He definitely didn’t think he’d actually believe it!

    OR: Jesus and Judas meet in a cottage and fall in love.

    What’s the worst that could happen?

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    1/?
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