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    ~Married couple Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov (POST The Long Game)
    ~Shane dresses pretty in different kind of ways (makeup, lingerie, costume) and it makes Ilya so down bad for him.
    ~They end up doing freaky stuff inside (or on top) of Ilya’s sports cars.

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    04 Jun 2026

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    a twelve-part series for #pisskink hollanov!
    - each part can be read as a standalone (unless otherwise stated)
    - sub shane and soft dom ilya
    - trans shane + afab terms
    - A LOT OF PEE

    disclaimer: this series doesn't provide an in-depth exploration of shane's gender identity and is 100% porn. happy reading <33

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    03 Jun 2026

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    ✅ freak4freak hollanov
    ✅ heavy kink with tons of consent
    ✅ good bdsm practices
    ✅ extremely, embarrassingly in love
    ✅ autistic shane representation

    welcome to penalties, baby

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    31
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    1,995

    27 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Pure smut, watersport

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    Even when they had ostensibly been enemies, Shane had trusted Ilya not to hurt him.
    Except he does. In more ways that one.

    Or; Ilya involuntarily injures Shane during a game, igniting years of tension and resentment.

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    883
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    25 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Post breakup, longing, anger, angst, then getting back together in the end.

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    "Why are you not scared?"

    "I am scared," Ilya admits. "I just am tired. Of hiding me. Of hiding you. Of hiding how much I love you. I want to go to the rink— how do you say it? Authenti."

    "Authentically," Shane supplies, automatically.

    "Yes. Authentically. I want to go to the rink authentically, as me," Ilya confirms.

    Ilya looks at Shane, pauses until Shane meets his eyes. "I want to say: I, Ilya Rozanov, love a man, and that man's name is Shane Hollander."

     

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    Or, sometimes it takes a little more time, and some courage, to be with the one you love.

    Language:
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    Chapters:
    9/9
    Comments:
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    Bookmarks:
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    23 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Ilya doesn't want to be hidden, Shane's not ready to come out, so the break up for a while...

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    Ilya’s dad dies right before the 2017 All-Star Game, so he never learns that Shane and Rose broke up. While he’s in Russia, a threat from his brother makes him ask Svetlana for help and marry her so he can get a US green card—it’s meant to be a discreet, simple thing, but the Boston tabloids get a hold of it and then it’s all over social media. Three months later, Shane Hollander holds a press conference to share two things: he's leaving Montreal to play for the Ottawa Centaurs, and he's gay.

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    Chapters:
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    Comments:
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    Hits:
    80,556

    20 Feb 2026

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    Sochi Olympics, 2014.

    "MASSIVE ICLOUD HACK REVEALS PRIVATE PHOTOS, MESSAGES, VIDEOS OF HUNDREDS OF OLYMPIC ATHLETES"

    Ilya feels a trickle of unease down his spine. He shakes it off impatiently as he clicks on the article.

    Language:
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    Chapters:
    3/3
    Comments:
    839
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    16,428
    Bookmarks:
    3,954
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    123,771

    16 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Olympic hacking scandal

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    “Some useless gossip site posted a story about Rozanov,” Hayden finally explained, turning to him. “A tell-all interview with one of his latest conquests. It was a bit… well… sensational.”

    “...Sensational?” Shane repeated, dumbly. Was that his voice? Did he sound like that?

    Hayden grimaced, but JJ heroically stepped in.

    “She said his dick is so big she cried,” he said, simply, as if he had not just upended Shane’s entire life with a total of nine words. “And not cried in the fun way.”

    In the fun way.

    Oh dear.

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
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    37,191

    16 Feb 2026

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    Powerful, euphoric, hot.
    That’s how he felt when he had Ilya’s undivided attention, that’s how he felt when he’s manhandled and contorted into all sorts of positions and that’s how he felt when Ilya pounded him so hard he blacked out; it’s happened a couple of times.

    Or: An extended look at the couch scene in the Episode 4 montage

    Language:
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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    58
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    1,161
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    Hits:
    15,023

    15 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Smut. Couch sex

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    “I like it,” he says weakly. “I like it, I like you holding me like this.”

    “Like what?”

    “Like you own me.”
    ---
    or; They're falling in love. They can't have it, even if they can have each other, just for a little while.

    Series
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    English
    Words:
    10,495
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    974
    Kudos:
    19,596
    Bookmarks:
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    Hits:
    294,704

    15 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    No sex but really hot make out.

  11. Public Bookmark 5

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    04 Feb 2026

  12. This has been deleted, sorry!

    15 Sep 2025

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    Louis is companion enough for himself. Clearly.

    Language:
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    Words:
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    Chapters:
    4/4
    Comments:
    111
    Kudos:
    1,760
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    351
    Hits:
    19,647

    27 Aug 2025

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    But as much as Sam probably needs to deal with that feeling, that jealous guard dog feeling inside of him that says my new friend, mine, stay back when other people get close to Bucky, he's happy to experience the other side of it, the small satisfied rush he gets when Bucky's sprawled out in his family home, or mowing the lawn, or fixing the sink so it stops dripping, comfortable in a short sleeve shirt even around the kids. Like Bucky belongs here, with them. With Sam, in the new life he's building.

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    Comments:
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    15 Mar 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Bucky moves with Sam, they slowly get closer, arm maintenance, hot first time at the end.

  15. Public Bookmark 42

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    "In this small safe house, secluded and discreet, Bucky could almost convince himself it could work. That Captain America and the Winter Soldier could be lovers— true ones, like the movies he used to watch when he was younger. He'd sweep in for Sam like Clark Gable and they'd have their dramatic kiss in the sunset. Grow old, have a family. Bucky could almost hear the kids’ laughter if he focused hard enough, and in every vision he saw their fathers’ brown eyes crinkling back at him.

    But he was a senator. With a metal arm. And a team. And Sam Wilson was Captain America."

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    Chapters:
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    Comments:
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    Kudos:
    287
    Bookmarks:
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    04 Mar 2025

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    His body is not his own.

    This may not be the first thing they teach him, but it is the first thing he learns.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    102,045
    Chapters:
    25/25
    Collections:
    8
    Comments:
    2,486
    Kudos:
    7,039
    Bookmarks:
    2,200
    Hits:
    218,551

    21 Feb 2025

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    Lieutenant Steve Rogers has done all the right things. Graduated West Point at the top of his class. Earned a coveted spot as an infantry officer. Found the woman of his dreams. Everything is going exactly as planned. That is, until he accepts a platoon leader position for a unit deploying to Iraq, where he’s reunited with the ex-boyfriend he’d rather forget but never could.

    ———

    Sergeant First Class Barnes thinks he knows war. He lives in a wild cycle of military training, deployments, sex, drinking, and pining for his former best friend and ex-boyfriend, Steve Rogers. But when Lieutenant Rogers is assigned as his platoon leader during Operation Iraqi Freedom, Sergeant Barnes realizes that he doesn't know the first thing about what it means to truly fight for something.

    ———

    An Iraq War love story in three movements.

    Or:

    The story of two men who go to war and don’t quite come back home.

    ———

    Please read the tags and warnings.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    680,727
    Chapters:
    44/44
    Collections:
    2
    Comments:
    3,500
    Kudos:
    2,301
    Bookmarks:
    861
    Hits:
    118,315

    13 Feb 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Nobel Peace Prize winning novel, true definition of Art.

  18. Public Bookmark *

    Words:
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    3
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    9,508

    12 Feb 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Bucky's letters....

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    In 1945, Steve Rogers jumps from a nosediving plane and swims through miles of Arctic Ocean to a frozen shore.

    In 1947, Steve Rogers marries Peggy Carter.

    In 1966, the New York Times finds the lost letters of Sergeant James Buchanan Barnes.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    35,754
    Chapters:
    2/2
    Collections:
    32
    Comments:
    1,360
    Kudos:
    18,936
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    6,186
    Hits:
    537,344

    10 Feb 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    My poor heart...

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    Post FATWS Bucky inadvertently travels back in time to 2014, just after the helicarriers and the Winter Soldier incident, which leads to three separate timelines. A whole lot of angst, chaos, friendship stuff, recovery, and multi-verse shenanigans ensue. The three stories are all stand-alones. Like most of the movies, you can read them without having read the others, but Part 1 does give some helpful background to the other two parts. (Gen, but Winter Soldier's Endgame has a Stucky version and no-ship version).

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    529,575
    Works:
    5
    Bookmarks:
    211

    08 Feb 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Later

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