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    John "Soap" MacTavish goes KIA - just another kid taken too young, another Seargent lost to Price's war against feared terrorist Vladimir Makarov.

    Price mourns. He meets a soldier named Ghost, a man called Gaz, forms a special attack force called Task Force 141 - but he never forgets Soap.

    Until suddenly, Soap isn't dead.

    Spector-07 is one of many, a dastardly troupe of highly trained, demonic butchers at their master's call - an attack dog on a leash. He doesn't remember much of anything from the Before; bits and pieces of patchwork soul, not enough, not concrete. Even though he questions more than he should, he's not going to risk the pain.

    Until he does.

    Between meeting new (and old) friends, fighting for his life on more than one occasion, and an insurmountable number of injuries, Spectre-07 learns to be Soap again.

     

    And even better - he learns to be Johnny.

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    01 Jul 2026

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    It had been four months since Soap had last heard or seen Ghost.
    Seventeen weeks of begging and praying that he was still alive and breathing.
    One hundred twenty-one days of living without being alive, of carrying guilt that was eating him alive.

    Soap couldn't remember the last time he had caught some sleep without being woken up by terrors and nightmares. He had lost everything the day Makarov decided to take away the person Soap cared for the most. He lost count of how many times he had wished to be in Ghost's place instead. As he drowned in memories of the past, Soap's illusion of the perfect soldier life was crumbling down right in front of him, being on mandatory leave whilst his team tried everything to track down Ghost's position in the hope of bringing him back alive. No one knew whether he was still alive in captivity or had long since died. Soap felt his team was losing hope.

    But giving up was no option for Soap, because giving up on Ghost meant giving up on what they had and leaving him to die. And dying was no option.
    Little did he know that bringing Ghost home wouldn't mark the end of their nightmare, but only the beginning of its aftermath.

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    12 Jun 2026

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    An alternate first meeting, where Ghost and Soap meet each other in the field under infinitely worse circumstances than either of them would have liked:

    Ghost wakes up in a pit under a building with a bomb attached to him, certain he's going to die. Soap, an EOD tech amongst his other specialties, is the only person available to at least try to save him. It should be fraught, and tense, and miserable all around, and it is; a whole lot of Ghost slowly losing his mind while Soap does everything he can to save his life. But it would probably be easier if Ghost wasn't a stress-flirter, and if Soap wasn't the kind of endlessly competent that he loved, and if, by virtue of their situation, they didn't keep ripping open each other's wounds and then patching each other back up again after.

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    11 Jun 2026

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    Simon really, really, really loves you, but he's got so much trauma that he can't stomach physical intimacy. Just the thought makes him feel ill. But he likes to watch.

    Which brings his most trusted man into the fray - Johnny. And though Simon doesn't touch you like you want, he's always nearby, watching as Johnny f**ks you absolutely stupid.

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    08 May 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 12

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    Trauma and identity and what it means to embrace one by healing the other

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    28 Apr 2026