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Rodney wasn't trained for this.
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Castiel is accustomed to working with mistreated submissives. At 28, he's one of the leading experts in his field, having pioneered the usage of a much softer style of domination as a treatment for Submissive Rejection Syndrome. His insistence on handling issues of "defiance" with gentleness and patience has ruffled some feathers in the world of submissive psychology, but there’s no arguing with his success rate.
When he gets the call about Dean, though, Cas almost can't believe what he's hearing. Suffering from the exceedingly rare Complete Submissive Rejection Syndrome, Dean has never once in his life gone into subspace, and has become so feral and violent in an effort to keep dominants away from him that he’s in danger of being put down.
The man is a challenge like nothing Cas has ever faced before, and he doesn’t know if mere kindness will be enough to pull him back from the brink. Chasing Dean’s trust, Cas struggles to find a way to tear down the submissive’s walls and show him he’s safe enough to let himself go.
But true trust is a two way street, and Cas has walls of his own. When Dean starts to knock on them, will Cas be brave enough to answer?
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Bookmarked by squirrel_loves_wings
30 Dec 2023
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How Dean Winchester - mechanic, shitty cook, single father - became the power behind the throne in one of the biggest crime syndicates in the Midwest.
With gorgeous artwork from reaperlove
And more stunning artwork from complexlysimplekiddo
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29 Jul 2022
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What good is a soldier without a war to fight?
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Dean, adrift without Cas in a world that doesn't remember ending and desperately refusing to believe in the hope Jack offers, stumbles out of hunting and into a life he's absolutely not equipped for -- except for how it might just be the one thing that can keep him together.
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- English
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- 50,780
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- 7/7
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- 350
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21 Jan 2022
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Dean, Benny, Charlie, Garth, and Cas are old college buddies. In their thirties now, they meet up once a year to shed their adult responsibilities for a week. This year it's Garth's turn to choose where they go and he's still as obsessed with horror and weird shit as he was back in college. He ends up picking a supposedly deserted hotel in the friggin' mountains. The place is creepy as hell and as night falls, two things become increasingly apparent. One: the place isn’t as deserted as they first thought, and two: Dean’s college stalker is back from the dead.
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- Chapters:
- 15/15
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- 4
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Bookmarked by squirrel_loves_wings
04 Feb 2021
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Some kinds of love are more dangerous than others.
Aside from his job as a stripper, Castiel’s life is fairly boring and full of routine, but all of that is about to change. A traumatic and brutal assault threatens everything he's built, but it's the rescue by an intriguing (and terribly attractive) stranger that really winds up turning Castiel's world upside down. His knight in shining armor turns out to be as sweet and supportive as he is beautiful, but the would-be hero has secrets—the kind that some would kill to keep.
Perhaps even more shockingly, Castiel does, too.
So what will happen when they all come spilling out?
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- 11/11
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22 Oct 2020
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Dean doesn't expect to see his one night stand again, but then again he also doesn't expect to find out he has an STD. Sometimes life is hilarious like that.
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- Part 1 of Cupcakes and Chlamydia
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- 31/31
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10 Jun 2019
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"Look Cas, I'm sorry, okay? Really. I never meant for you to find out, or make you uncomfortable. We can just pretend this whole thing never happened."
"Seriously? Pretend that I didn't just learn you've been in love with me for fourteen years?"
Dean has been in love with his best friend Castiel Novak since they were children. A fact that Cas was NEVER supposed to find out.
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- Part 1 of Loved you forever
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- English
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- 6,221
- Chapters:
- 3/3
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10 Jun 2019
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When Castiel travels North to an arranged marriage he did not consent to, he really thinks his life as an independent individual is over and he will be reduced into a breeding mare.
In the North, the Lord of Grey Castle awaits for the mate his father arranged for him, hoping that he will be good enough of an alpha for his omega.Neither of them is prepared for what will actually happen.
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- Part 1 of The Northern Totems
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- 59,116
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- 4/4
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10 Jun 2019
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Original prompt: something Russian Bratva related? Like Cas is the prince or whatever of this organization and Dean is forced to marry him because of an arrangement between their families. Only Dean is eighteen and very independent, he doesn't want to be anyone's pet to stay at home. Cas is older. So they end up married but even if Dean is all "no, I don't want this, I don't need anyone, leave me alone, I hate you" he can't resist Cas because he's hot and brilliant. And Cas can't resist Dean because he's just like that and drives him crazy because he's a feisty brat
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The one where Dean can’t believe his fucking life and Cas, in turn, can’t believe his luck.
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- 43,069
- Chapters:
- 8/8
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- 4
- Comments:
- 540
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Bookmarked by squirrel_loves_wings
10 Jun 2019
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Dean Winchester loves his job managing Wayward Java. He loves the family he’s found in the owner, Jody, and her three daughters. He loves sex with no strings attached and the freedom of bachelorhood. Dean knows his life looks like trash to most people, but he couldn’t give two shits, because he loves it, too.
It’s a good thing Castiel Novak loves studying garbage.
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- English
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- 7,162
- Chapters:
- 1/1
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Bookmarked by squirrel_loves_wings
29 Nov 2017
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Dean is a novice in the dom/sub world asked by his employer as a desperate last resort to be a sub for his recluse of a brother, Castiel. Castiel is a diagnosed OCD suffering from PTSD and agoraphobia, mysophobia, and dystychiphobia. Needless to say—he’s a mess who hasn’t stepped out of his home in literally seven years. The only times Gabriel can see traces of the way his brother used to be is when he feels in control—specifically when he has control over a sub. However, due to his idiosyncrasies and paranoia, keeping a sub around has been impossible. Enter Dean, who’s not a very traditional submissive, to try his hand at subbing for the hermit.
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- Chapters:
- 17/17
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Bookmarked by squirrel_loves_wings
14 Aug 2017
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Los Angeles detective Dean Winchester works tirelessly to atone for the sins of his father one case at a time. When his best friend Charlie drags him to visit Sam at his new job, Dean stumbles onto a bizarre string of deaths that brings him uncomfortably close to his past.
Dean can't stop thinking about Castiel, an enigmatic DJ who plays the sexiest music Dean's ever heard. A chance encounter at Castiel's house reveals that Castiel is an incubus, and Dean must face the lies and the reality of his childhood as a hunter. Dean comes to see that he and Castiel have more in common than he thought, and that guilt can be the hardest thing to cast aside.
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Bookmarked by squirrel_loves_wings
20 May 2017
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They left town the day after and Dean never knew how to feel about that librarian.
Then or ten years later, Dean didn’t know if it had been a horrible molestation that led him down the path of depravity to self-medicate or if it had been a glorious awakening that let him become who he really was.
It depended on the day mostly.
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- Part 7 of Monster Destiel AUs
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Bookmarked by squirrel_loves_wings
09 Aug 2016
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Cas is the owner of a failing—and falling apart—B&B.
Dean might be able to help with that. Dean’s good with his hands.- Language:
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Bookmarked by squirrel_loves_wings
09 Jul 2016
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The adventures of Dean Winchester and his sin eating boyfriend.
Hey. Please stop adding my works to Goodreads. PLEASE. I don't want to be rated there, I'm not a professional author, and I'm tired of having to ask them to delete my profile every few months. Please stop.
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Bookmarked by squirrel_loves_wings
15 Apr 2016
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“You’re one microscopic cog in his catastrophic plan,
Designed and directed by his red right hand.”
It all starts with the mysterious note left on Dean’s chair.
It all ends with Dean coming to terms not only with what he’s capable of, but how much that knowledge doesn’t bother him.Series
- Part 1 of Murder Ballads
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- 85,232
- Chapters:
- 20/20
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- 6
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Bookmarked by squirrel_loves_wings
13 Apr 2016
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Dean's been passing as a alpha for years, until a bar fight and his own father leaves him high and dry without his pills in jail. Since omegas have no autonomy he has to be placed in a home and trained up in the proper behavior of a polite omega. Thankfully he lands a great case worker that manages to get him into a traditional Japanese style school. Dean isn't pleased with this but since the only other option is a state run mental hospital he decides to go along with it until his father breaks him out.
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- 119,348
- Chapters:
- 33/33
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Bookmarked by squirrel_loves_wings
01 Mar 2016
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Castiel's teen son is dating bad boy Dean Winchester. Castiel comes home one night and finds his son passed out on the couch. When Castiel checks his son's room, Dean is drunk and high as fuck. He thinks Castiel is his son and Castiel goes with it, taking sloppy seconds from a barely conscious Dean.
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- English
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- 13,760
- Chapters:
- 3/3
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Bookmarked by squirrel_loves_wings
31 Jan 2016
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After a particularly harrowing near-miss in the library, Sam, Cas, and Dean have finally managed to figure out how to fully ward the bunker against angels. Now the feathered dickheads cannot poof in or out. That shouldn’t be a big deal, since Cas can just appear right outside the door and then walk in, or leave the bunker and do what Sam resolutely insists on calling “disapparating,” because he’s a fucking nerd.
Nobody accounted for the eight feet of snow.
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- Part 2 of Let It Snow
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 258,557
- Chapters:
- 49/49
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26 Jan 2016
