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    Time, I have it only with you by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    22 Mar 2026

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    In 2016, Shane walks out of Ilya’s house, ending their years-long situationship.
    In 2024, Ilya watches ESPN as hockey legend and 5-time Stanley Cup winner Shane Hollander comes out and retires.
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    It has been sixteen years since they met as teenagers in that cold, grey parking lot. It has been eight years since they last kissed. It has been four years since his phone last buzzed with a message notification from Jane.

    Ilya is 33 years old, he has only been in love once, with the man who is currently on his television screen, and he still has no idea how to be fucking normal when it comes to Shane Hollander.

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    Public affection by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types  

    05 Feb 2026

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    NHL Highlights @ESPN Hockey – Ottawa vs. Edmonton – video 4:56
    @hollanovbeliever
    Roz is touching his cheek like a pre-teen getting his first kiss from Hollander, sir, you’re literally married to the man. #hollanov #firsthusbandsofhockey

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    Five times Shane and Ilya’s softness with each other ends up online, and the internet reacts.

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    Operation Get Roz a SAP by for Lanabean

    Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    18 Apr 2026

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    Bood: And what would this person need to get Roz to settle down?
    Roz: must be most beautiful person you have ever seen
    Roz: very funny but does not know they are funny
    Roz: and suck dick like their life depends on it

    Or: The Centaurs know that Roz is sad, and probably a little lonely. So they do their best to set him up with someone who matches his specific list of requirements. What they don't know is that their captain has already found that person.

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    agony by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    24 Mar 2026

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    After Ilya dies, Shane tries—very hard and for as long as he can—not to kill himself.

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    Candids of Us by

    Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    25 May 2026

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    Shane and Ilya spent years deleting the photos texted to each other. The fear of them being outed by a misplaced or stolen phone. Or even just a passing glance. They certainly didn’t have pictures with each other saved on their phones. Good thing those around them have that covered.

    5 times the group in the know secretly captured hollanov moments + the time Shane and Ilya do the same.

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    how your garden grows by

    Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    23 Jan 2025

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    Who needs a nice guy in Montreal, anyway?

    (or: 5 people who were pleasantly surprised by ilya rozanov)

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    smoke signals by

    Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    27 May 2026

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    “You’ve got to be fucking kidding me,” Shane says when he walks into Station 24 for the first time.

    “Hollander,” says none other than Ilya goddamn Rozanov, “Are you lost?”

    (or: a literal heated rivalry)

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    you made a rebel of a careful woman's careful son (he is the best thing that's ever been mine) by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    17 Jan 2026

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    It was awkward. What do you say to the boy your son loves when he’s awake in the middle of the night with a haunted look in his eye? Ilya looked nervous in a way that was difficult to place. She wondered if she should get Shane—the boy looked like he needed someone. He looked young, like he needed a mother. Yuna was a mother, and a damn good one if Shane was any indication.

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    How Ilya Rozanov goes from Yuna's son's archrival to her son's boyfriend to her favorite son.

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    How Yuna Hollander goes from Mrs. Hollander to Yuna to Mom.

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    In vodka veritas by

    Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    05 May 2026

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    Shane and Ilya are roommates. Sometimes Ilya speaks in Russian. Shane also happens to know how to speak Russian.

    Ilya does not know that Shane knows how to speak Russian.

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    The Best Game You Can Name (the good ol’ hockey game) by for TastyTeeth

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    03 Jan 2026

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    “Why would anyone want to mic you up, Hollander?” Ilya asked, getting down to his knees next to Shane to join him in his stretches. “All they will hear is you discussing boring statistics and complaining how I am so much more talented than you.”

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    Or, Shane and Ilya on the ice, over the years

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    Is this thing on? by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    04 Apr 2026

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    “They need to return to a conference based system,” Svetlana said, slamming her hand against the table. “It was fucking fine the way it was, why are we handing out participation trophies to shitty divisions?”

    Ilya raised his eyebrows from where he hovered in the kitchen, cracking open another Red Bull.

    “This is fun,” he said, deadpanned. “You guys should start a podcast or something. I would not listen, you are both terribly boring.”

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    Or, after an injury on the ice forces Shane into an early retirement, he and Svetlana start a podcast.

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    never believe it's not so (it's magic) by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    25 Mar 2026

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    "The cat has long, mostly black fur with a white patch on its fluffy chest. An abundance of long white whiskers adorn its cheeks and brows. The cat draws in panicked breaths as it looks up at Ilya.

    And—wait a minute. Ilya knows those eyes. Those eyes are as familiar to him as his own, even with newly slitted pupils. And the fur? Ilya has no doubt it’s an exact match to the straight black locks that normally sit atop Shane’s head. Well—normally only on Shane’s head. And, well, a few other places too, but that was a thought for when Shane wasn’t a cat.

     

    Or, Shane gets cursed and turns into a cat in Ilya's Boston apartment.

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    I’m Rozanov, he’s Hollander by

    Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    18 Jan 2026

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    Hayes thinks the glint of mischief in Hollander’s eyes is really what should have tipped them off.

    After getting married, Shane and Ilya decide they're going to get some well deserved payback on their dear, dear teammates. Chaos ensues, and both of them realize that maybe, just maybe, what started as a joke might be stirring up something deeper.

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    Yuna Hollander Sends Her Regards by

    Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    20 May 2026

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    Yuna Hollander was born to chirp.

    Ilya is more than happy to be her mouthpiece.

    Featuring Ilya roping Yuna into his antics, Yuna Hollander knowing more about MLH players than their own teammates do, and Shane ready to kill them both.

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    The Ottawa Centaurs: Mic'd up by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    18 May 2026

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    Ottawa Centaurs
    @OttawaCentaurs

    Our ten best mic'd up moments of the 2021 and 2022 season is now up on YouTube. Hope you all enjoy the chaos that comes with the Cens being Mic'd up.

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    What the Centaurs say while Mic'd up on the ice.

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    (everything was blue) by

    Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    18 Apr 2026

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    “Is this…” Ilya shrugs, keeping his face very neutral, “A cry for help?”

    Shane blinks, “What.”

    Ilya shrugs, “Like Britney shaving her head. Do I need to be concerned?” 

    Again, Shane blinks stupidly at his husband, “Do you need to be concerned about my well being, because I asked my friend to put blue on top of my black hair?”

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    Montreal Metros Go Broke For Woke by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    28 Apr 2026

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    They may not have any idea how to do it, but there’s no way in hell the Montreal Metros are going to risk losing their Captain to a more accepting team. Full of determination, grit, open hearts, and absolutely no savvy, this team is going to learn how to be allies, come hell or high water.

    Hayden: did anyone do the optional inclusivity training last season?
    J.J. Boizeau: no
    Lawrence Olsson: no
    Gilbert Comeau: no
    Petro Andropov: no
    Matty Wilson: no
    Cam Stedlund: no
    Albert Schneider: no
    Aleks Miitka: no
    Georges Gagnon: no
    Patrice Drapeau: no
    Hayden: excellent, we’re nailing this so far

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    snapshots of love by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    03 May 2026

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    The whole post is perfect. It's a beautiful tribute to their relationship and their love; each photo is a snapshot of the reality of their life together. Flicking through them, Ilya doesn't think anyone could possibly continue to doubt their love - not when it is right there for everyone to see: in the photos, in the moments captured, in the words Shane had carefully typed out that so clearly held his heart.

    As a surprise for Ilya's birthday, Shane posts a beautiful collection of photos showcasing candid moments of their life together. (Proving the people insisting their relationship is a PR stunt wrong is just a bonus.)

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    Coattails by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types  

    06 May 2026

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    [A hand knocks on a hotel door of the Carlyle Hotel. Ilya Rozanov answers the door in only a towel that’s slung low across his waist, his hair damp from a shower. He crosses his arms and leans against the door frame, a lazy smirk on his face.]

    Ilya: Well, hello.

    Shane: Ilya, what are you–

    [A robed Shane Hollander appears behind his husband, and when he sees the camera crew in front of him, he rolls his eyes and lightly hits Ilya’s arm.]

    Shane: Hi there. Ignore him please. Come in.

    [A series of shots are shown of the two men in their hotel room. Shane laughs at something Ilya says while Ilya pours them a generous serving of vodka. Someone massaging Shane’s hands as he’s given a manicure. Ilya doing push-ups on the floor. A steamer working over a garment with a gold gilded pattern. The video eventually settles back on the two men, both now robed, sitting beside each other on a couch.]

    Shane: Hi Vogue, I’m Shane Hollander.

    Ilya: And I’m Ilya Rozanov.

    Shane: And you’re going to get ready with us for the Met Gala.

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    strawberry cornflakes by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    27 Apr 2026

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    ilya rozanov (real) @rozy81
    shane is asleep so i can do this now everyone get your questions ready i will be answering them while my husband is sleeping

    —ilya rozanov (real) @rozy81
    i only see lots of tweets freaking out about me under blankets can you please ask questions twitter people. i have to do this before shane or harris are awake otherwise i will be #dead

    ILYA ROZANOV UPDATES @ilyarozanovupdates
    @rozy81 is currently active and and answering questions on twitter.

    —ILYA ROZANOV UPDATES @ilyarozanovupdates
    and terrorising the entirety of stantwt, it seems 😭

    or, ilya rozanov being a menace on twitter.

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