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    Please let me in, she thinks. I can be better. I can do it right this time, I promise.

    Or: an exploration into why Yuna might've needed 5 minutes to herself after learning that her son had been hiding a relationship from her for nearly a decade.

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    13 Jul 2026

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    Yuna's head is swimming. She thinks she might be about to black out but she also feels as if she could throw up. I didn't realise, she wants to tell him. I hadn't even considered. It was so stupid of me - I can see that now - and there are so many things I would do differently, but I thought I was helping. You have to understand that I thought I was helping I was trying to help oh god what have I done I was trying to help.

    He lifts his good shoulder in a dismissive half-shrug. “I know, mom. I love you too,” he replies by rote.

    It is only that moment that she realises that you can say something too often, that there comes a point where it loses all meaning, like a word repeated over and over until it seems to unravel itself back into a collection of incomprehensible sounds.

    They both pretend that they believe each other. It comes naturally. They have had a lot of practice.

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    When Shane was born an ocean away from her homeland, Yuna Hollander, who did not pray, whispered into the world: Let every door open for him, my son.

    OR: Yuna Hollander learns to appreciate Ilya Rozanov, one step at a time.

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    09 Jul 2026

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    Yuna Hollander, the woman that you are

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    Albert doesn’t believe in ‘meant to be’. They don’t naturally mesh: Cooper wanted to do over the guest room with reed matting and make a meditation room; Albert wanted to make an office. So they built an office with a Zen garden. Albert appreciates sleek, modern furniture; Cooper likes Eastern antiques. So now their apartment is decked out in sleekly modern furniture imported from Tibet. Albert prefers quiet when he sleeps; Cooper drifts off listening to Tuvan throat singing. Albert has gotten used to earplugs. At each turn, one or both of them have seen their way through to a solution. The result is not so much a ‘normal life’ as it is a life that’s right for them, and insane for everyone else.

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    01 Jul 2026

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    There was silence for a moment, and Laura kept dangling her leg outward, practicing at its angles- seductive, childish, coquettish, painful. Then she said, “I hate it when you try to understand me.”

    It was such a Laura thing to say. “Why?”

    “Because it means you’re trying to think like me, and I don’t want you to think the way I do,” Laura said. “Besides, only people who love you try to understand you.”

    (a brief and one sided reflection, in three parts)

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    01 Jul 2026

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    Shane wasn't really a... 'good' gay. He knew it.
    He was, however, an exceptional lesbian.

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    23 Jun 2026