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Every solution in Mike’s life has failed him somehow and sure it might be dramatic to come to this conclusion over glasses, or chairs, but he seriously hasn’t felt an ounce of hope since 1987 no matter how desperately he tries to pretend he has.
Except for right now.
At 12:15 on November 6th, Mike finally finished his task for the evening: typing out every single memory he has of his best friend. This will, without a doubt, be the most important outline Mike has ever written- and will write- in his entire career as an author.
Right now, Mike clicks the “submit” button underneath the PROMPT HERE textbox with a little too much force and clamps his trembly hands together in faux-prayer over his laptop.
Inside, Mike’s heart pounds with a foreign feeling from so long ago; a feeling called hope.
Hope comes to him thirty minutes later in the form of a speech bubble.
[Will - 12:34 AM]
hey mike. :)
(or: Mike Wheeler is a mess who throws over thirty five years of "grieving progress" away in the span of one night, all thanks to a few too many shots of Jack Daniel’s and the creation of character-ai.)
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[Podfic] Don't Stop Me Now by Literarion
Fandoms: Good Omens (TV), Good Omens - Neil Gaiman & Terry Pratchett
19 May 2026
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Life is going very well. Aziraphale's first novel has been published and received very well, his estranged little sister has reached out and is back in touch, and his partner's secret project to start writing music again is well underway. So, why does Crowley keep looking at him with such a worried and tense expression?
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AKA: there's one hurdle left between these two boys and happily ever after; unfortunately it's the devil himself.Series
- Part 4 of [Podfic] Unkind Regards
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Oaths and Perjury by JENOVAS
Fandoms: New Dangan Ronpa V3: Everyone's New Semester of Killing, Dangan Ronpa Series
19 May 2026
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Private Investigator Saihara makes a living off the ails of the broken hearted. Worried wives, vexed husbands, and the occasional distraught patron looking for answers to find their missing loved ones, all come to him for help.
After a man visits Shuichi Saihara asking him to look into his partner Kokichi Ouma for evidence of infidelity, the detective is suddenly made victim to a local self-proclaimed band of phantom thief clowns targeting Sapporo’s elite. They know he is looking into them, trying to crack the case after a series of stolen valuables, but will he learn the identity of their leader through evidence alone or will their calling card taunts send him down the wrong path?
In Liar, Liar, Pants on Fire - Oaths and Perjury, Shuichi Saihara and Kokichi Ouma’s brilliant minds clash for superiority in ferreting out and burying the truth of this mystery.
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Just two weeks after the Pittfest shooting and Robby's ER is falling back into rhythm—too bad the same can't be said for when he's off the clock. He's desperately trying to trudge through the pain and get through his shifts. Then, one stormy afternoon, a woman is wheeled in: Concussed, barely conscious, and making jokes through the haze, and neither of them is prepped for what comes next.
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Jamie gets up from where he’d slipped and fallen in the rain wet synthetic grass and tries again.
And again. Again. Again. And again.
Until the pain ebbs away and just numbness remains and he gets this weird disconnection from his suffering, like he’s really a star – hanging in the sky watching a hopeless boy running and he doesn’t quite know if he’s real anymore – maybe he’s never been.
But he has to be better. Has to shine and be good at the only thing he’s ever been decent at.
Because his mummy said it like a fact: Jamie Tartt, you’re a star. And he doesn’t have the heart to tell her he’s only the summation of his parts.
Jamie is his father's son.
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or - Jamie Tartt character study - loosely following the series plot and focusing on Jamies struggle with depression and self harm.
WARNING: READ THE TAGS - Dead dove: do not eat
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Contrary to what everyone thought, Sakura wasn't a gifted student.
She should have learned better from her master: that addictions and vices are never the solution.
After all, Tsunade-shishou was never able to teach her what it means to love someone who is too perfect.Series
- Part 5 of Infidelity Saga
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Essek came to the shelter simply hoping to be able to breathe again. He doesn't dream at being healed or reintroduced to society as if nothing happened. He just wants to be able to get through a whole day without worrying about a panic attack or nightmares plaguing his sleep, without recoiling from closeness and feigning arrogance instead of being open.
He can't even begin to imagine what must be going through Bren's mind, coming here for the third time in the last ten years. Why is he back if he's already been living on the outside for years now? Does anyone ever truly get their lives back? Or is it just people like Bren that fail to do so- people like Essek?
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Chances of Survival by accursedelf
Fandoms: The Transformers (IDW Generation One), Transformers - All Media Types
19 May 2026
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Since Luna-1, no one knows what to do about Pharma. The rogue doctor awaits his pending fate in a cell on the Lost Light, with his wings bound and alt-mode restricted. After the apocalyptic events of Dark Cybertron, Pharma doesn’t expect he’ll survive to trial. Even Megatron’s fate has been put on hold until Prime and the Autobots salvage a legal system. In the interim, the Lost Light remains grounded. Injured and infirm bots overrun the med bay team. Since they can’t depart Cybertron until the ship, crew, and allies are up and running, Ratchet suggests they put their captive surgeon to work. First Aid is less than pleased.
For his part, Pharma never thought he’d join a quest. He knows he won’t last long once his past–and the D.J.D.–catches up with him. It’s only a matter of time.
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- Part 1 of Chances of Survival
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Mommy issues, daddy issues, sibling rivalry, sad angst, drinking, alcoholism, parental abuse, no one listening to the victim, etc. Pretty much everything that y'all love except it's my reality that I'm currently living.
This is not a cry for help I just need to vent to someone or something.
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- Part 1 of Poems about Life
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You can run from your shadow (can't hide from yourself) by spudsarescrum
Fandoms: Call of Duty (Video Games)
18 May 2026
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A whole lot of "what ifs" went into this one.
//The question landed somewhere odd. Bell was aware she should have hated the query, should be outraged that the person behind her anguish was curious of its effects. But whatever wire was responsible for the feeling of hate seemed to have been severed when Adler’s (Почему она вздрогнула, когда ей пришло в голову это имя?) (why did she flinch when the name crossed her mind?) body had tumbled out of view.
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"In sickness and in health," were the wedding vows that Ilya and Shane exchanged almost a year ago, surrounded by the people who loved them. Sooner than they imagined, that promise was put to the test when an accident changed the trajectory of the players' lives.
Shane is forced to retire early. The player sees his world crumble as he loses what he loved most in life, and Ilya is by his side, ready to lift him up, ready to make Shane understand that not all is lost.
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Your ex situationship and Chief Attending is less than one hour away from a suicide attempt disguised as a sabbatical. You've spent all day watching people try to get through to him. If anyone can, maybe it's you. But with your own fragile mental health, neither of you really know how to handle what comes after you ask someone to stay.
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"You up? "
The familiar notification popped on his screen, lighting Wemmbu's face in a cold blue in the dark night. His thumb stopped itself from opening the phone the second the whimsy notification tone hit the guy's ears.
"Wemmy! Come do your thing!"
A rather keen voice stopped him from thinking about the message. He turned his head to look at the group of people he was supposed to hang out with: they were laughing around, sharing 2 cigarettes, some chugging on cans of soda. The only thing out of place would be the shorter guy on the floor, whose sobs were quieted by a hand holding his mouth.
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uu college au where wemmbu has bad coping mechanisms and gets bad influences
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The radio demon chuckles under his breath, “Perhaps one day we can see how much we can scatter ourselves and still come back~” he challenges, personally unsure if he’ll ever be able to fully vanish into the ether like Vox can, but intrigued by how it would feel. The hint of it during that dip had been…tempting, to say the least—
Vox's claws tighten briefly on Alastor's back as his body goes rigid. He takes a moment to relax again before shaking his head. "No Never ask such a thing again."
Alastor’s grin falters for a split second, twisting in his confusion and the slight pain in his back.
Ah... Vox was really scared of this...
“...Hm. Alright.” He leans into the other’s chest, trying to comfort him, although Alastor is morbidly curious about how it feels to be spread across the internet to the depths that Vox described now…
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- Part 71 of Carrots & Potatoes
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Scrawled in Sand: A Midnight Mass Fanfiction by AugustaRambles
Fandoms: Midnight Mass (TV)
17 May 2026
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John Pruitt returns to Crockett Island with the intention of bringing it back to its former glory with the help of an Angel of God, but what good are his plans when the object of his affections has died before he even made it back to the states? How would grief change his path, and how would true connection and friendship help alter the course of his life?
Kate Owens is new to Crockett, having come to take care of the estate that was left to her by her aunt. Coming from Texas, it takes her awhile to adjust to the cold and dark of a Maine winter. When the spark of friendship between her and the enigmatic priest blossoms into something more, she finds herself wondering if it's worth the risk to fall in love just one more time.
Scrawled in Sand is a canon-divergence of Mike Flanagan's Midnight Mass. All of my love to the cast and crew of Midnight Mass; you've saved me in ways I can't adequately express.
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Eloise Driscoll, un-official adopted sibling of Damon and Stefan Salvatore, was abducted when she was thirteen. The Salvatore brothers believed her dead, creating a memorial statue for her in their family's tomb. What happened to her while she was gone? Why did she keep her distance when she escaped? What happens when she returns in an unexpected way?
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Eddie expected the summer of 2007 to be life-altering, but not this kind of life-altering.
Kicked out of his own home and heartbroken, Eddie heads north to the only place he can think of.
Sophomore year is fast approaching, and he has to make it through high school no matter what.🏈 High School AU, set in 2007 and beyond.
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Against All Odds by loki_cees_all
Fandoms: Loki (TV 2021), Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Thor (Movies)
17 May 2026
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It was supposed to be a one-time thing : Loki was just trying to blow off some steam, and you were just trying to salvage your birthday evening after being ditched by your date to the Zaniac premiere. But time has a funny way of repeating itself, and now you are irrevocably entwined with each other.
Because Loki's going to turn your whole world upside down, and you're going to help him do it.
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Under My Skin by ppwtang
Fandoms: มีสติหน่อยคุณธีร์ | Me and Thee (TV), We Are คือเรารักกัน | We Are (Thailand TV 2024), เพื่อนายแค่หนึ่งเดียว | Never Let Me Go (TV 2022), ปลาบนฟ้า | Fish Upon The Sky (TV), Thai Actor RPF
17 May 2026
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"You are my abyss, Pond. And Nietzsche says, 'If you gaze long into an abyss, the abyss also gazes into you.'"
"I'm not just gazing, Sparrow," Pond whispered, biting the tip of his nose. "I am the abyss itself. And you keep jumping, knowing you'll crash to the bottom."
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Pond Naravit is the chaos, a rock star held together by ink, adrenaline, and violence. Phuwin Tang is the order: a meticulous tattoo artist with a "perfect" life and a hidden addiction to being ruined. When a scandal threatens to destroy his band, Pond seeks the only relief he knows: Pain. And Phuwin is the only canvas willing to bleed for him.
A story about mutual destruction and the dirty secret of being a "Ghost Track."
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Between the Roses, the Cornfields, and the City by Anonymous
Fandoms: Dandy's World (Roblox)
17 May 2026
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(I Knew You Were the One for Me)
That is what he was designed for.
Safety and hope. Hope for those who have died. Who will die again. Who will be forgotten with time, whom history will erase. Hope for the absolutely hopeless.
This was what Cosmo was made for, however helpless he may be to himself.
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Super self indulgent story featuring Seraphim Cosmo and human Sprout who's just having a good time.Series