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    08 Jan 2026

  2. Rec *

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    Remus is difficult - he knows that. He can't hold down a job, he doesn't like to let people get close, and he really sucks at living up to the person he'd hoped to be as a kid. When he's offered a job to smile for the camera and pretend to be in love, he thinks it might be the best thing he ever could've hoped for.

    Except, he's working with Sirius Black. The icon of modern rock who is actually just a moody, unpredictable, hot mess. A really hot mess.

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    19 Sep 2025

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    “You love–” Sirius pauses abruptly, and it takes another moment for Remus to notice the glass grey eyes are staring only at him, puffy lips parting slightly and blinking in a way that tells Remus he’s been recognized. Somewhere in the background, James and Peter play on, and it’s clear to Remus that Sirius misses his beat.

    But he’s frozen in time, because Sirius was now looking at him with a strange muchness– momentarily, they weren’t outsiders, foreign to one another, they were just Remus and Sirius, existing in that devoted sort of way he remembered. Glimpses of them flicker to the forefront of his mind; a secret hiding spot on campus, limbs interlacing to a point of no return, with heads tilting back in pleasure. It was only them, and the awful passage of time hadn’t gone and passed them by.

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    04 Jan 2025

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    04 Jan 2025

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    These crosses all over my body / Remind me of who I used to be / And Christ forgive these bones I'm hiding / From no one successfully

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    haunted by a string of tragedies in his family, sirius black sets out across america to escape the past and his reputation in his small town. along the way, he stumbles across remus lupin, a lonesome cowboy looking for love who's willing to help sirius make it out west. grappling with his own trauma and grief, sirius struggles to accept that he might be more than the preacher's son, after all.

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    31 Dec 2024

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    Sirius Black is spinning out of control and all of his friends are terribly worried about him.
    After announcing his departure from the acting career forced on him since birth by his parents, and getting caught in a compromising position by paparazzi, Sirius starts coming apart at the seams. His best friends and estranged brother all decide to send him away to their uni friend's ranch in Montana to "get away for a while". Remus Lupin says yes to doing a huge favour for an old friend, but he has no idea what he's getting himself into- or how much it's going to change his life.

    or; sirius is a messed up rock star nepo baby and goes to spend some time with remus and horses in montana :) also, background jegulus and dorlene

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    02 Dec 2024

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    When Sirius meets James and Lily’s new friend, the recently-widowed Remus, he is immediately besotted. And, luckily for him, Remus seems to fall just as quickly. But there’s something about him that Sirius may have missed when he got swept up in their whirlwind romance.

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    20/20
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    23 Nov 2024

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    18 Nov 2024

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    15 Nov 2024

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    “Well,” Remus says quietly, “you don’t let people know you."

    “And you’re saying you know me?” Sirius drawls, leaning back in his chair. “You’re the only one?”

    The half-arsed derision in his tone doesn’t seem to surprise or intimidate Remus. He only smiles, knowing.

    It is one thing to love a person; it is quite another to see them as they truly are and to love them all the same. And sometimes, Sirius thinks, he’d rather die than let anybody see beneath the defensive facade of his brave face.

    From 1971 to 1978, the Hogwarts years of obsession, betrayal, recklessness, lies, too much drink, insecurity, and all eclipsing sexual frustration. Seven years of Sirius Black’s insufferable god-complex, of Remus Lupin’s most private shames, of secret relationships, awkward hookups, James Potter’s blunt advice, and more yearning than sense. Seven years for Sirius to finally admit to himself that what he wants is not only to be loved, but to be known entirely. And therein lies the difficulty.

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    15 Nov 2024

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    Sirius Black woke up on a Tuesday morning sure of two things: the couch was giving him a horrible crick in his neck, and he was going to get a divorce.

    He wasn't sure how long things had been heading this way. Weeks, probably-- months, even. Maybe it was always going to happen, he wasn't sure. It was happening now, and that was all that seemed to matter. He and Remus were going to get a divorce.

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    in which sirius and remus miscommunicate themselves into separating while attempting to raise their kid and salvage themselves

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    15 Nov 2024

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    It's lovely up here; all meadows dotted with wildflowers, wind-beaten tracks criss-crossing this way and that through the fields, weaving inland to the pinewoods. The sun's hot on his back as he passes ramshackle stone walls, long since crumbled to piles of ancient rubble and scree, and then the path winds downwards, still following the line of the coast until Sirius finds himself outside an old white cottage, tucked away behind the hill with a rose garden that faces out to the sea.

    Sirius moves to Cornwall for the summer and meets a rude, beautiful boy who is writing a book that may or may not be about dragons.

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    25 Oct 2024

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    Remus didn't think someone like him could fall in love; he has always felt inadequate, deficient, less. This changes when he moves to a new town and meets Sirius Black. To his parents' despair, Sirius isn't white, he isn't Catholic and he isn't a girl. Neither is his best friend James, but they're the first people to treat Remus more than a disability. There's also something magnetic about Sirius he can't pull himself away from...

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    25 Oct 2024

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    "I loved you. I loved you and perhaps I still do. How selfish. How cruel of a thought."

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    30 Sep 2024

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    Remus finally gives in and lets Sirius take him on a motorcycle ride. If he’d known how it would end though, he would have gone for a fly much sooner.

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    18 Sep 2024

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    After Sirius' 17th birthday party, Remus is giving Sirius the silent treatment. Sirius confronts him about it after a month when tensions are built. Sirius is scared and Remus is tired of pretending he doesn't want something he does.

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    18 Sep 2024

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    “𝚃𝚠𝚘 𝚙𝚎𝚘𝚙𝚕𝚎 𝚠𝚑𝚘 𝚜𝚑𝚘𝚞𝚕𝚍𝚗'𝚝 𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚖𝚎𝚝, 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚠𝚑𝚘 𝚍𝚒𝚍𝚗'𝚝 𝚕𝚒𝚔𝚎 𝚎𝚊𝚌𝚑 𝚘𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚖𝚞𝚌𝚑 𝚠𝚑𝚎𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚢 𝚍𝚒𝚍, 𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝚠𝚑𝚘 𝚏𝚘𝚞𝚗𝚍 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚢 𝚠𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚘𝚗𝚕𝚢 𝚝𝚠𝚘 𝚙𝚎𝚘𝚙𝚕𝚎 𝚒𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚕𝚍 𝚠𝚑𝚘 𝚌𝚘𝚞𝚕𝚍 𝚙𝚘𝚜𝚜𝚒𝚋𝚕𝚢 𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚞𝚗𝚍𝚎𝚛𝚜𝚝𝚘𝚘𝚍 𝚎𝚊𝚌𝚑 𝚘𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛”

    After losing his job, James is unexpectedly hired as a companion for S. Black’s younger brother and is set against the clock to show him that his life is worth living, even when times are at their toughest.

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    15 Sep 2024

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    The marauders have been slowly falling apart as they start to build their adult lives. Remus doesn't know if he should fight for his old friends or let them go. A weekend stuck in Edinburgh alone with Sirius changes everything.

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    08 Sep 2024

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    Remus Lupin and Sirius Black spent their late teens in a happy haze of sex, troublemaking, and playing in their band, but break up in college. But when their respective children get in trouble together more than 20 years later, Remus and Sirius find themselves at odds with their very different parenting styles and dealing with a spark that was never quite extinguished.

    Russian (Русский) translation by Aleara

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    Chapters:
    14/14
    Collections:
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    Comments:
    882
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    3,418
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    77,385

    08 Sep 2024

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    Sirius Black is the single flirty bachelor of his thirty-something friend group. He’s living his best life travelling and drinking every weekend. His best friend James is married and a Dad to five year old Harry and planning on baby number two with his wife. Their other friend Remus is a working Dad to a three year old Teddy and very recently divorced and then there’s Peter who is expecting twins. He couldn’t think of anything worse than snotty, whinging children..most of their school friends have children but Sirius can’t see them in his future, doesn’t see his bachelor life slowing down until one day, a terrified four year old is left on his doorstep.

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    Chapters:
    24/24
    Comments:
    170
    Kudos:
    815
    Bookmarks:
    230
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    31,420

    08 Sep 2024

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