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The Minor Fall, The Major Lift by shadow_lilies
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
12 May 2026
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~And from your lips, he drew the Hallelujah
Ilya Rozanov leaves Boston and signs with Ottawa, trying to fight a slow slide into emptiness and find meaning in his life again. Shane Hollander is a lonely, struggling artist who lost his spark. When they meet by chance, they both have to decide what's worth living for.
Or…Shane never gets the chance to become a pro hockey player, so they meet a little later in life. Basically, they’re both sad boys, but the healing will be worth it. More baggage, fewer hangups.
~You see I used to live alone before I knew ya.
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“So maybe we would have played together,” Ilya said.
“Yeah. Maybe we would have been rivals,” Shane said, and that got a grin out of him. He couldn’t quite imagine it, but he thought that would have been fun, facing off against Ilya Rozanov. In another life.
Ilya nodded slowly. “And yet here we are, meeting anyway. Maybe we were meant to.”
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- 120,745
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- 16/16
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10 May 2026
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influential men by lyric_ghost
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
21 Jun 2026
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Shane Hollander, captain of the Boston Raiders, is the the undisputed best hockey player of his generation. But he’s lonely. His relationships with women have never worked out, and he’s afraid he knows why.
Ilya Rozanov is a charismatic, openly bisexual personal trainer and influencer. His content is half thirst traps, half brutal and perceptive hockey critique.
It’s no surprise, really, that Shane falls for him so hard and so fast.
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- English
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- 80,767
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- 42/44
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21 Feb 2026
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Haasy Falls in Love by JustSunny49
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
12 Apr 2026
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“Aww, don’t be embarrassed Haasy. Just don’t tell him about your Ilya Rozanov poster and you can definitely pull this swimmer boy!” Ilya said.
The only thing more mortifying than getting caught watching borderline thirst traps of your crush is having your hockey idol (and childhood crush) talking about your dating life.
Luca closed his eyes, his blush no doubt crawling up further from his neck all the way to his forehead.
“Who’s Haasy gonna pull?” Harris asked, walking into the barbeque with a crate of cider and Troy by his side.
“Oh, kill me now”
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Or during a summer trip to Colorado Springs Luca meets Matthew Vasquez, American Olympic swimming prodigy, energetic extrovert, and a sucker for those beautiful blue eyes.
What ensues is a beautifully chaotic montage of text flirting, sunscreen thirst traps, jumbo tron sightings, hickies, and sweet morning afters. Prepare yourself for truckloads of fluff and angst and yearning as the youngest and most beloved member of the Centaurs learns how scary and freeing and uniquely intimate it is to give your heart over to someone else.
Or Luca Haas falls in love
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- Part 1 of The Beautiful Collision of Souls
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- English
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- 36,226
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- 12/12
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Bookmarked by Milknosesugar
20 Feb 2026
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Shane takes the divorce certificate out of his inner jacket pocket and just looks it over again, letting it sink in. He realizes just how miserable it feels to be holding something that so plainly says in black and white something that Shane has never really had to grapple with before.
He failed.
At thirty years old, Shane Hollander is divorced and miserable and forced to start his life over. That much is bad enough. Then the Metros sign a new center who's freshly transferred from the KHL, and Shane knows he's really fucked.
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20 Feb 2026
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Tubes of Neon Light, Refracted by bluerosebouquet
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
19 Feb 2026
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His entire body felt tense as the door was pushed open. He trained his eyes on the floor, monologuing before he could stop himself,
“Just so you know, my buddies paid for this dance for me and I’m sure you’re very nice and very pretty and good at what you do but I’m actually gay so you can just- Do what you need to do but I don’t want you to be offended because I’m not as into this as you’re probably…usually…used to…”
He trailed away as he looked up, and met the eyes of the very tall, very broad, very handsome man leaning against the doorframe.
They stared at each other, and Shane blinked, struck dumb.
Or, the night of JJ's bachelor party, Shane is forced into a lap dance he very much does not want. Until he does, and everything changes.
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- Part 1 of Tubes 'Verse
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- English
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- 59,100
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- 5/5
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17 Feb 2026
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Tutoring Sessions by NotRamona43
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
15 Feb 2026
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Since the beginning of Freshman year, Shane hasn't been able to shake an embarrassing crush on Ilya.
When Ilya is assigned to tutor Shane in Russian, all Ilya can think about are his cute freckles and some very annoying fantasies.
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College au where Ilya and Shane are angstily crushing on each other over tutoring sessions.
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15 Feb 2026
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Carry Me Through Troubled Waters by LadyKnightEllen
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
31 May 2026
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Excerpt...
...If Shane didn't get things under control right now, he was going to give his own secret away right here and now. But did he really care?
His phone shook in his trembling hands as he desperately tried to make the call, but he didn't have his glasses on and he was truly crying now so the screen was just a blur of light.
"I need to— I can't—" He gasped, and Hayden squeezed his hand before gently pulling the phone away from him. Then Shane heard the phone as it began to ring, and ring, and ring, and ring. Then there was silence, and then Ilya's snarky voicemail recording issued through the phone's speakers. Shane was going to be sick...Or...What if the emergency landing was a little bit more of a crash landing?
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- Part 1 of Turbulence
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- English
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- 52,425
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- 20/?
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08 Feb 2026
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What's wrong?" Shane laughs but he knows. He feels it too. Ilya looks over at him, "I just got here, yes? Why do I already want you?"
Shane bites down on his bottom lip and tries to contain his smile. "You do?"
Ilya gazes down at his lips before glancing back up to meet his eyes, "I do"
-------A Love Island AU
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- English
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05 Feb 2026
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After 18-year-old Shane's older brother wins the Stanley Cup, he decides to come stay at the Hollander family home for a couple of weeks to relax. Annoyingly, he also decides to bring along his super cocky, super hot teammate, 26-year-old Ilya Rozanov.
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" “What,” Shane breathed, eyes glued to the screen. Rozanov had taken off his helmet and was now smiling at the commissioner. His usual shit-eating commercial-friendly Colgate-smile had been replaced by a more genuine one. He looked almost reverent as he ducked his head a little and shook the commissioner's hand. Shane could swear he saw dampness rimming the Russian’s grey-blue eyes.
Despite him being a good friend of Spencer’s, Shane had never particularly taken to Rozanov. Cocky assholes with god complexes and unapologetic ragebaiting-kinks weren’t exactly his cup of tea."
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- English
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- 6/6
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02 Feb 2026
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Change of Plans by residualchaos
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
23 Apr 2026
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Shane Hollander had a plan. It was a good plan, just as every other plan he’d ever made was a good plan. Then he watched a video of a burning plane carrying the love of his life and it became the only plan he’d ever changed.
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Shane goes to Tampa. The next morning, Troy Barrett receives a text from Ilya:
“Bringing boyfriend to breakfast. Tell team to be not weird.”
The Centaurs are, unsurprisingly, weird about it but become the best support system they could ask for as Shane and Ilya navigate the choice to fully begin their lives together and love each other out loud.
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- Part 1 of Change of Plans
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- English
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- 56,816
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- 20/?
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28 Jan 2026
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Night Shift by Menty_B_Fairy
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
09 Mar 2026
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Shane Hollander is just trying to survive NYU biochemistry, hockey practice, and the graveyard shift at 7-Eleven. He's too exhausted to notice that his new regular customer is Russian mafia, or that Ilya's interest in him goes beyond terrible coffee and cookies.
When Ilya hands him a $10,000 designer scarf and matching gloves, Shane doesn't panic. He sells them for next month's rent. Any normal person would be terrified. Instead, Shane uses the leftover money to buy a Hello Kitty watch, pastel pink, childish, utterly incongruous with the danger circling him. He wears it to his next night shift without irony or apology.
Ilya notices immediately. He is fascinated.
(Currently under major editing. Can still be read.)
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- 32/32
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26 Jan 2026
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Callum gets roped into helping at the Albert. Ben shows up and it doesn't go well. Then it does.
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10 Nov 2019
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Ben's birthday present of a car to Callum does not work out as planned.
So this story has turned out to be much for angst filled than I originally thought - originally the story was supposed to a cute funny story about Ben accidentally getting Callum arrested. It has now turned into much more than that. I hope you enjoy it, I've tried to stay true to the characters.
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09 Nov 2019
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08 Nov 2019
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What if...Ben had bumped into Callum on his way to meet Keanu at the Arches on the day Phil was attacked?
Canon divergence from 30/07/2019
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08 Nov 2019
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07 Nov 2019
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Previously: Tale Of Us
Robert and Aaron are married have been happily married for 14 years and have two beautiful kids. When a nearly decade-long secret that Robert has bee hide comes to light will the duo be able to make it out together?
(loosely) Based off of the post I made a while back:
http://smugdensugden.tumblr.com/post/115101913867/random-late-ish-night-robron-thoughtBookmarked by Milknosesugar
26 May 2018
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A bit of speculation about robron in December and Christmas, and how things will / could possibly unfold. Canon up to now is all still true (31st Oct), but it might diverge, depending on how long it takes me to write this!!
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04 Nov 2017
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That Lewis Guy is JaceJaceJace's by how_about_no
Fandoms: Shadowhunters (TV), Mortal Instruments Series - Cassandra Clare
07 May 2019
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Jace and Izzy have a YouTube channel that has just hit 1,000,000 subscribers. It seems they caught the attention of the subject of Jace's affections, famous YouTuber 'That Lewis Guy'.
They find love, and so do the others.
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Jace Lightwood @JaceJaceJace
Unsurprising announcement: we’ve reached 1,000,000 subscribers!!! Knew you liked my faceHe smiled as notifications started rolling in. People congratulating them, asking for a YouNow to celebrate, asking what new stuff they have planned. One tweet caught Jace’s eye though.
Simon Lewis @ThatLewisGuy
Unsurprising indeed. It is a handsome face @JaceJaceJace- Language:
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02 Nov 2017
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03 Oct 2017