Lambourn



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    "last year's wishes" was completely from the POV of unreliable narrator Alex Manes. It's his story, but not the whole story.
    "Prettier and younger, but not any better off" - the lost decade prequel [upcoming]

    in order: "I take my last chance to burn a bridge or two" Michael's POV from chapter 2.

    "new face of faiilure" Michael's POV from chapter 12 (the caulfield tape reveal) [upcoming]

    "bulletproof loneliness" - Michael's pov after chapter 15, or what about Maria? [upcoming]

    "me and you, setting in a honeymoon" - Michael's POV after chapter 19, or the handprint offer. [upcoming]

    "if I woke up next to you" - the sequel/season 2-related [upcoming]

    "to make it through (with hearts and wrists intact)" - the remix of last years wishes [upcoming]

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    au after season 2

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    Ilya sees ghosts, Shane's fine with it. It doesn't come up that often.

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    09 Jul 2026

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    Poetic.

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    “What? Hollander too scared to face me?” Ilya chirps, because if he goes another minute without at least mentioning the man that has been consuming his every thought for two weeks he might go insane. He needs someone else to acknowledge his existence, his absence, to fucking tell him what’s going on so he can finally get it off his mind. It’s just a stupid mystery. That’s why it bugs him.

    And then Hayden Pike looks up. Dark bruised circles under his eyes, face pale like a sheet, eyes red rimmed and puffy like he has been crying all day. The face of a man mourning.

    Ilya feels like the ice might crack under him. Something’s wrong with Shane.

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    Set pre-Tuna melt: something has happened to Shane Hollander, but of course no one is telling his life long rival what happened.

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    25 Jun 2026

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    Darryl had realized very early on that for better or worse, he would be linked to Aleksey Kuznetsov for the rest of his life. But he never expected anything like this.

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    27 May 2026

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    Pine knew this would happen eventually. He didn't expect it to feel like this. Like finding kinship at the end of the world. 

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    07 Mar 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 39

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    Jonathan really has won Teddy’s heart but he doesn't know what to do with the precious thing now that he has it. 

    Teddy lives but that doesn't mean all their problems are solved.

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    04 Mar 2026