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Like Moons and Like Suns by Awkward_Amateur
Fandoms: Buzzfeed Unsolved (Web Series), Watcher Entertainment RPF
20 May 2025
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Ryan didn’t want to leave his best friend alone. He didn’t want to think about what had happened the last time they’d been separated. Shane’s screams. Pale skin contrasted with bright blood. So instead he stayed by Shane’s side.
The boys may have made it out alive, but the fun's not over yet.
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- Part 2 of All That Blood Was Never Once Beautiful
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Neal is arrested for something he didn't do, but Peter doesn't believe him.
As if that wasn't enough of a problem, there's also a price on Neal's head, and a few men more than happy to cash in. -
Open Fields and Blue Skies by Awkward_Amateur
Fandoms: Buzzfeed Unsolved (Web Series), Watcher Entertainment RPF
04 Sep 2020
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“Do you think this place is haunted?”
If his arms hadn’t been tied behind his back, Shane would have thrown something at Ryan.The boys find themselves in a dangerous situation, but Shane will do whatever it takes to keep Ryan safe.
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- Part 1 of All That Blood Was Never Once Beautiful
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Schroedinger's Ryan by Awkward_Amateur
Fandoms: Buzzfeed Unsolved (Web Series), Watcher Entertainment RPF
06 Jul 2020
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“Ryan is... he’s uh.. He didn’t make it.”
“Oh.. right.”
It must have been the right thing to say for Sara seemed to relax. However, Shane couldn’t help but laugh.
“Riiiiiiight, Ryan Bergara died in a house fire.”
She seemed very concerned about his laughter. Maybe she was right to be, for he was discovering it was very difficult to breathe and laugh at the same time. At least the searing pain in his lungs distracted from the feel of her hand back on his arm.While staying overnight at a 'haunted' house, Shane and Ryan are trapped in a horrible fire and Ryan doesn't make it. Or maybe he does. Shane isn't willing to give up on him just yet.
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Six Feet Apart by Awkward_Amateur
Fandoms: Buzzfeed Unsolved (Web Series), Watcher Entertainment RPF
01 May 2020
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There’s nothing particularly emotional about the zoom call they’re on and Shane curses his body for so easily being affected by Ryan’s charm. Ryan’s not doing anything different than normal, but he doesn’t have to. Sometimes Shane just gets hit with a wave of Ryan Feelings and he has to take a moment to breathe before he’s pulled under completely. He knows somewhere deep within himself, that if that happens, he might never resurface.
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All That Blood Was Never Once Beautiful by Awkward_Amateur
Fandom Buzzfeed Unsolved (Web Series), Watcher Entertainment RPF
20 May 2025
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“Nothing ever ends poetically. It ends and we turn it into poetry. All that blood was never once beautiful. It was just red.”
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“You know I’d never hurt you, Dean.”
He could tell his father wasn’t talking about the normal kind of hurt, a slap or two when Dean fucked up. His hands shook at his sides, freezing. Dad would never hurt him. Of course he wouldn’t.
Bookmarked by Awkward_Amateur
17 Jul 2026
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He half-stumbles to his desk and picks up the phone, punching in the 4-digit extension.
"White House, USSS Uniformed Division, this is Officer Cortes."
"This is Josh Lyman. I need to see the security footage from the Quayle Conference Room. Everything from 11 A.M. to 12 P.M."
He doesn't understand how his voice sounds so calm when he's halfway to fracturing apart.
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23 Apr 2026
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In which Steve Harrington gets dragged into hell and finds a family on the way back out
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19 Mar 2026
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It was really just his luck that a hulking monster lumbered out of the woods and directly onto his driveway. Just his luck that he threw enough parties when his parents were gone that the neighbors had long tuned out any noise that came from his yard. Just a nice cherry on top of the fucking cake that, even if anyone did hear him screaming when claws tangled in his jacket and pulled, Steve honestly wasn’t sure they’d have cared enough to bother anyway.
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Months before El ripped open the gate at Hawkins Lab, the Demogorgon started ripping tears of its own. Months before it found Will Byers, it found Steve Harrington.
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- Part 1 of Nowhere to look but inside
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- 141,785
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Bookmarked by Awkward_Amateur
19 Mar 2026
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The color drains completely from Robin's cheeks. “Holy,” she breathes, and her eyes find his. “Y-you’re telling the truth? You’re really a genie?”
“A Jinn,” Steve corrects, but his hands are shaking.
She flips through the contract, her brow furrowing the more she reads. She works her way slowly through the restrictions and stops on the third page. Her eyes go back to the top, disbelief growing with each word.
“Fuck,” Robin gasps, and her wide eyes find his. “A child? They chose for you to be a human child?”
He nods, throat in knots.
“So,” she fumbles. “You’ve been serving the Harringtons for eighteen years?”
“Pretty much.”
“Jesus.”
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Or, eighteen years ago, the Harringtons walked out of Yellowstone Park with a newborn and the promise of ten wishes all bundled in one. Sixteen years later, Steve picks up a bat, restrictions be damned.
Bookmarked by Awkward_Amateur
29 Jan 2026