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    "Shane can feel his coach’s gaze on him as he finishes removing his gear, can feel the anger radiating off him and everyone else in the room so strongly it makes tears prick at the corners of his eyes, and he knows he’s not strong enough to stop what’s about to happen.

    He’s usually better at hiding this side of him, at gritting his teeth and pretending he’s not actually a real submissive like this club expects of him. But Shane is so tired of pretending, so tired of being forced to hide the aspects of himself these people don’t want to see, and he can’t muster up the strength to mask like he usually does.

    He’s not the robot that people think he is. He’s someone who loves hockey more than almost anything and this is the only way he’s ever been allowed to have it. He’s someone who, even after everything, still is desperate to prove his worth to the only NHL team he has ever known.

    He’s also a sub surrounded by people who hate him and whose thoughts are becoming more fractured by the second. There is no scenario where he comes out of this unscathed."

    Or, Shane does the only thing he can do in the aftermath of tripping during the Voyageurs and Centaurs playoff series. He breaks.

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    06 Sep 2026

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    No one knows that legendary Harry Styles is an omega. The record label, the fans, and even his family have no idea, leading to a very isolated and very lonely life for Harry. He knows it's for the best. Otherwise, he'd never have the career he wanted and he contents himself in the knowledge that he's not the only one. But when Harry injures his voice during a performance, his manager hires a new vocal coach to help put him to rights. Cue Louis Tomlinson, the sweetest, sexiest, kindest alpha in the world, stepped right out of Harry's dizziest daydreams. While Louis tries to figure out why there's something so incredibly un-alpha-like about 'Alpha-King of Pop' Harry Styles, Harry is busy trying to control his omega's undeniable urge to throw himself at the object of his infatuation.

    Amid an accidental misgendering, getting slick in public, tour bus snuggles with awkward boners, and unprovoked drops, Harry will have to choose whether he wants to keep living a lie for the sake of remaining in the spotlight or if he'll sacrifice everything to be with the man he loves... Assuming Louis ever comes back.

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    03 Mar 2024

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    There’s a buzzing feeling crawling up from his toes, lingering on his lips. Something is wrong, he knows there is, but there can’t be. Harry stayed in the closet until The Man was gone, like she said, he did what he was supposed to, he was good. Nothing can be bad when Harry’s been good. Mommy’s not a liar. He gave mommy food, shared his water, but she was so tired, just like Harry is now. He squeezes his eyes closed and he pretends he’s at the beach, with mommy and Gemma, just like mommy said. He’s doing what mommy said- Harry’s being good, nothing bad can happen when he’s being good.

    Or, after the murder of his mother, four year-old Harry moves to the Payne house and gains three brothers.

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    30 Mar 2023

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    There’s a buzzing feeling crawling up from his toes, lingering on his lips. Something is wrong, he knows there is, but there can’t be. Harry stayed in the closet until The Man was gone, like she said, he did what he was supposed to, he was good. Nothing can be bad when Harry’s been good. Mommy’s not a liar. He gave mommy food, shared his water, but she was so tired, just like Harry is now. He squeezes his eyes closed and he pretends he’s at the beach, with mommy and Gemma, just like mommy said. He’s doing what mommy said- Harry’s being good, nothing bad can happen when he’s being good.

    Or, after the murder of his mother, four year-old Harry moves to the Payne house and gains three brothers.

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    Harry appreciated everything they had. He did. He was grateful for the three years he'd had with One Direction and he wouldn't change it for the world. He loved the boys, loved the fans, loved performing almost every night.

    He didn't love the lies. He didn't love spending the last year of his life pretending to be something that he wasn't.

    The whole world believed Harry Styles was a Dom, but Harry had never been that great at lying.

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    14 Dec 2022

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    It's all the Little Things

    Harry appreciated everything they had. He did. He was grateful for the three years he'd had with One Direction and he wouldn't change it for the world. He loved the boys, loved the fans, loved performing almost every night.

    He didn't love the lies. He didn't love spending the last year of his life pretending to be something that he wasn't.

    The whole world believed Harry Styles was a Dom, but Harry had never been that great at lying.

     

    A fic that I'll probably reread into infinity

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    14 Nov 2021