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    Ilya Rozanov is supposed to be supporting his boyfriend as he wins his fourth Stanley Cup. Only, he doesn't show, and Shane is greeted by a missed call and one voicemail when the game is over.

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    19 May 2026

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    Shane has been missing for a long, long time.

    Or: Ilya goes on a road trip. Somewhere along the way, he finds himself again.

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    19 May 2026

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    Shane calls Yuna on his way to propose. Ilya’s alive, he gets a second chance at living and Shane’s not going to waste it. Yuna is so happy for them, she calls first thing in the morning to ask how it went. Very quickly she realizes things didn’t go to plan.

    Shane never made it to Ottawa.

    Or, A reimagining of the plane tragedy, except Ilya’s not the one in a fatal accident. Told from Yuna’s perspective.

    Trigger warning for depression, suicide, and death

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    17 May 2026

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    When kidnappers looking to make millions in ransom money take Shane and Ilya, only Ilya walks away. The year that follows is a hollow existence of grief and mind-numbing devastation.

    Then, exactly one year later, Ilya wakes up back in the warehouse on the day of the kidnapping. It’s a surreal, unexplainable second chance. Armed with the knowledge of what will happen, Ilya fights a desperate battle to change the outcome and bring Shane home alive.

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    17 May 2026

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    Shane Hollander only meant to attend a few hockey games — a small act of rebellion against the boyfriend who controlled every part of his life. But that night changes everything. The arena becomes a refuge, Rose becomes a friend, and the Montreal Metros become the first place he’s felt safe in years.

    No one knows he’s living with domestic violence.
    No one knows he’s planning to run.
    No one knows how much he’s breaking.

    And no one expects him to fall for Ilya Rozanov — the loud, brilliant, closeted Russian winger recently traded under suspicious circumstances.

    Ilya has secrets he can’t share, a past he can’t escape, and feelings he doesn’t know how to handle.

    Shane is learning how to live again.
    Ilya is learning how to feel again.
    Both are learning how to trust.

    But when the truth about their pasts threatens to surface, they’ll have to decide whether they can face it together — or lose each other trying.

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    Or: A story about healing, found family, and the terrifying, beautiful risk of choosing love after surviving what was meant to break you.

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    17 May 2026