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  1. In His Thrall by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    16 Apr 2026

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    Shane Hollander had lived in Hell for 60 months.

    After being a living bloodbag for 5 years, human Shane Hollander is bought by Vampire Ilya Rozonov.

    Rozanov didn’t want to own anyone, but when he saw the teary-eyed human, he knew he needed to save him.

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  2. Jane (Your Early) by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    16 Apr 2026

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    It's Shane's first game against the Metros. He is struggling handle all the big emotions that come with facing them.

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  3. i keep recalling things we never did by for Crabrangoonlover

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    15 Apr 2026

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    shane hollander has a boyfriend, a great tennis career laid out in front of him, amazing friends, and he's completely happy. somehow, ilya rozanov, a russian hockey transfer, knows he isn't.

    or; shane is the senior tennis phenom and ilya is his boyfriend's teammate.

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  4. Don't Let This Darkness Fool You by

    Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    15 Apr 2026

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    AU - Shane Hollander is an educator at an art museum who may or may not have a crush on the cute, stoic, Russian security guard Ilya Rozanov. What happens when a power outage traps them in an art gallery for a bit? Perhaps they will finally admit the feelings that have been brewing just under the surface

    "There is something oddly right about holding Rozanov’s hand. Feeling calluses pressed against his own. Rozanov’s grip feels steady. Not too hard. The perfect amount of pressure. Shane usually has to count when he touches somebody, knowing his limits, but also not wanting to upset them by pulling away too quickly. There is currently no count. No urge to pull away. If anything, Shane wants to get closer to Rozanov."

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  5. lie, liar told you that (you just told me that?) by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    14 Apr 2026

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    Keeping secrets is hard, keeping a marriage a secret? Even harder. Ilya and Shane want to lead the Centaurs to the playoffs and win the cup, so they are trying to keep their quicky city hall marriage a secret from everybody, for now. They do an okay job of that. Actually not good, probably bad.

    A 5+1

    The 5 times they did okay, not good.
    + 1 probably bad time.

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  6. Gatorade Galas & Moscow Mules by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    14 Apr 2026

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    Shane Hollander is worried about everyone and everything.

    Ilya is mostly just sick of air travel.

    Or:
    Shane and Ilya are having trouble balancing their very private relationship and their very public lives.

    A slice of life.

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  7. god loves you {but not enough to save you} by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    13 Apr 2026

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    In a small town cathedral, Father Shane Hollander has finally found peace. After years spent battling with his decision to give up a career in professional hockey, he has come to accept this path of abstinence as his only chance at salvation. A knock on the chapel door brings a ghost from his past and Father Shane's righteousness will be tested.

    Ilya Rozanov is the captain of the NHL’s Boston Bears. As far as everyone's aware, he’s on an indefinite leave for “mental health reasons." The true cause for his absence is much darker. Grappling with his new reality, Rozanov can only think of one person to turn to.

    OR; shane hollander is ashamed of being a pain slut and thinks its going to damn him to hell. ilya gets turned into a vampire. shane likes it.

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  8. You suck at sexting. by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    12 Apr 2026

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    February 2011-December 2013
    [2.17. 2013 4:02 pm ] Ilya:I'm going to score 9 goals next week.
    [2.17. 2013 4:18 pm] Jane: Why 9?
    [2.17. 2013 4:20 pm ] Ilya:One for each inch of the dick you want.
    [2.24. 2013 1:07 am] Jane: Congrats on the 6 goals and an assist this week! Seems more accurate anyway.
    [2.24. 2013 5:28 am] Ilya: So you admit you want this?)))
    [2.24. 2013 6:02 am] Jane: Fuck you.
    [2.24. 2013 6:03 am] Ilya: Wow, clever.

    or, The missing texts from the years covered in the Montages.
    Ilya is trying figure out just what exactly it will take to get Shane in his bed again. Shane continues to overthink and catastrophize.

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  9. Bloodthirst by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    12 Apr 2026

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    Shane Hollander is a respected vampire hunter, helping to limit the population in Montreal. But his eyes are set on a bigger target, one he's been hunting for years.
    Ilya Rozanov is a former hockey pro, now full vampire lurking in night clubs and feeding on women who think his fangs are the sexiest thing about him. There are rules, a balance to keep everyone fed and happy, and Ilya was never one to follow rules completely.
    Now Shane is in Russia, hunting down his target with a stake in his pocket, and Ilya just found his next meal with a side of really bad ideas.

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  10. How Will This Work? (It Will If You Let It) by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    11 Apr 2026

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    Starting this season, one omega and one alpha from the league would take part in the Players United Program—P.U.P. for short. The program was to help foster interleague relationships and establish healthy mating practices for professional athletes.

    In other words, a breeding program to create the ultimate hockey player…

    So what did this have to do with Shane?

    —

    Shane and Ilya have been volunteered as the first alpha and omega to take part in the MLH’s new breeding program. But how will this arranged mating effect their careers, their current relationship, and their future?

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  11. cheer me on by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    11 Apr 2026

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    A laugh finally escaped Shane. This guy was something else. “You think very highly of yourself.”

    “Maybe,” Ilya shrugged. “Or maybe I am just honest and saying what everyone else is thinking.”

    “Alright, man. Whatever helps you sleep at night.”

    “Oh, so you’re picturing me in bed at night?” Ilya’s mouth widened into a mega-watt smile capable of powering at least a small town.

     

    Or: Shane Hollander takes a Russian class. After he fails an exam, he decides to look into tutoring, and is helped by none other than his former high school hockey rival, Ilya Rozanov.

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  12. Starring Role by

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    10 Apr 2026

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    Something is different with Shane Hollander, Ilya just can't place it. He knows he probably looks crazed, watching Shane skate to the Metros bench, but he can't take his eyes off him. Shane always seems nervous. But now, his discomfort feels bigger, more palpable. Ilya notices Shane's tense posture, his nervous hands, and his avoidance of Ilya's gaze. Their eyes finally meet, and Shane looks away first, face flushed, clearly flustered.

    Their “relationship,” or whatever the fuck it was, hadn’t changed since they last met, had it? Their texts were still a mix of flirting and Ilya pushing Shane’s buttons. The Frequency? The same. Ilya is skating over to where Shane is leaning on his bench when the ref signals the start of the game, cutting his plans short. He thinks about saying something at the first face-off. But Shane doesn’t even look up. Rude! Something is up, but Ilya refuses to let the chance to rattle Shane slip by.

    Or Power & Control from Ilyas POV + What happens after Shane gives Ilya the key.

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  13. Voided by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    10 Apr 2026

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    Tucked under him, Ilya could feel every movement; Every breath, every shudder, every beat of his heart, every twitch of his lips that had been stripped raw. Shane was voided of noise, but he was so full of life. “Я люблю тебя.”

    -

    It’s Shane’s first season with the centaurs, and he’s trying to learn to join the noise. Somehow, along the way, he loses his voice.

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  14. Spit In My Mouth by

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    09 Apr 2026

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    5+1

    5 times the Centaurs and other GC friends think Ilya is being a pushy or bossy twat to Shane, and one time they see Shane's true colors.

    Aka, that one time Shane walked Ilya like a dog in front of the Cens and they all had to recalibrate their opinion of their captain's relationship

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  15. Liquid Courage and the Panic That Comes After by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types  

    09 Apr 2026

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    Shane’s insecurities resurface during a game against his former team. Afterward, he drinks too much and has a panic attack. He is comforted and cared for by Hayden and Ilya.
     

    ““I can’t breathe.” He whispered.

    They weren’t listening.

    Someone grabbed his shoulder. The spoke to him quietly. The voice was familiar. It offered apologies to the fans as he pushed Shane the rest of the way down the hallway and out the back door.

    Once they were safely outside Shane turned to face the voice. It was Hayden.

    “Hey, you okay?” He asked his best friend.

    “Something’s wrong.” Shane admitted. He was terrified.“

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  16. The Blood That Binds Us by

    Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    07 Apr 2026

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    Grieving a tragedy that takes place too close to home, Vampire Ilya Rozanov, is trying to find a way to make sense of the world. His closest vampire companion, Sveta, has experienced an unimaginable loss, the death of her only fledgling. In a world where Vampires can only turn new fledglings every few decades, Ilya doesn't know how to console her. Except that he has not turned a fledgling for decades--not after--nyet. He thinks maybe he will reconsider for Svetlana.

    Well he would have.

    Until he comes across a dying Shane Hollander.
    But he is too close to death to risk the conventional turning. Ilya decides to do something risky that will have lasting consequences.

    OR

    The one where Ancient Vampire Ilya finds human Shane Hollander dying in a car accident and is forced to use an archaic ritual called blood bonding to save him.

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  17. 【授权翻译】彼之砒霜，吾之蜜糖 by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types  

    06 Apr 2026

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    “能给你看点东西吗？”Ilya 终于开口，声音像是一道微弱的光，小心翼翼地切开了那阵令人窒息的死寂。
    “好。当然可以。”
    “我马上回来。”
    Shane 很感激这声预告。当 Ilya 终于从他身边抽离、翻身下床时，这种提前的知会像是一只安抚的手，让他在那个瞬间稍微平复了几乎失控的焦虑。Ilya 此时活像个背负着某种神圣使命的战士，步履生风地大步走向衣橱。即便此刻正深陷于低落的情绪中，Shane 依然无法自拔地讨厌看着 Ilya 离去，却又无可救药地迷恋他离去时挺拔的背影。
    片刻后，Ilya 重新出现在视线里，怀里抱着一个中等大小的瓦楞纸箱。箱体一侧，用他那手鬼画符般的狂草龙飞凤舞地写着两个字：“易碎”。
    “我以为你连一个箱子都还没开始打包呢。”Shane 轻声说道，语气里带着一丝意外。
    Ilya 嘴角牵起一抹温软的笑意。他爬回床上，细致而轻缓地将箱子搁在两人中间，像是安置着某种易碎的珍宝。
    “前几天晚上我就开始动手了，”他低声解释道，眼神定定地锁住 Shane，“我得先把一些真正重要的东西收好。”

    或者：
    看着 Ilya 家中连一个打包好的箱子都没有，Shane 的挫败感瞬间被点燃。随后 Cliff Marlow 的介入，更像是一根引线，让他彻底陷入了自我消耗的情绪螺旋。然而，当 Ilya 最终揭开那些深藏的爱意时，Shane 才发现，对方早已为他筑起了一座最稳固的避风港

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  18. Locked down with you by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types  

    07 Apr 2026

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    Shane has spent the last 4 years of his life trying to get over Ilya Rozanov. He tried (and failed miserably) to date women, and after Rose forced Shane to come to terms with his sexuality, he tried to date other men. The problem with dating other men: no one knows he’s fucking gay (except his parents), and Shane Hollander can’t really walk into a gay club without everyone finding out the MLH golden boy likes men. Shane is terrified of being found out because he could lose the one thing that has made his life meaningful: hockey. The only thing Shane has ever loved more than hockey is Ilya Rozanov, but he messed everything up. Ilya tried to have a moment with Shane, but Shane decided to freak the fuck out and walk away from the only person who had made Shane feel loved.
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    What if Shane and Ilya never got back together after the tuna melt incident? What if Shane and Ilya got stuck together during the COVID-19 lockdown?

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  19. The Weight of the Light by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    06 Apr 2026

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    Two years into their run as teammates, the "First Couple of Hockey" has reached an internal collapse. Shane Hollander is spiraling into a dangerous obsession with bodily control, while Ilya Rozanov has succumbed to a deep, depressive episode. When their mutual resentment finally erupts into an on-ice altercation during practice, they are forced into a two-week suspension. Trapped together in the suffocating silence of their home, they must confront the physical and emotional wreckage of their marriage before they both completely fade away.

    This story explores a much darker timeline for Shane and Ilya during their second year together in Ottawa. Please take the content warnings seriously, as this fic deals heavily with the physical and psychological toll of their high-profile relationship, including disordered eating, unmedicated depression, and a breakdown of their domestic safety. If you feel like any of these things might trigger you, please prioritize your peace and step away from this story. Your wellbeing is far more important than any narrative.

    Tags will be updated as the story progresses.
    See Chapter notes for more.

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  20. plain to me by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    05 Apr 2026

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    5 times Yuna Hollander is there for Shane, and 1 time Ilya Rozanov is.

    “You know, you used to say that the noise of fireworks or the ocean scared your ears,” she says softly, smiling at the fond memory.

    “I'm not scared,” Shane grunts defensively.

    His shoulders are tense and his jaw is clenched. Yuna sighs. “I didn't say you were,” she reassures.

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