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Carpe Diem: Oh So Guilty (Oh So Loved) by greenchlorine (zhelanye)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
23 Apr 2026
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Following an injury during a Montreal–Boston game in 2016, Ilya Rozanov remembers Shane Hollander, and forgets him. For a moment, he does not remember being loved.
So perhaps, it is time that Shane reminds himself, after a decade, to chase his future at a break-neck pace, because Shane is tired of feeling guilty, tired of hiding from the person he never truly wants to hide from.
It won't be so easy, of course, and maybe the path will take them two steps forward and one step back, but they will walk arm in arm, hand in hand, toward their forever.
[ON HIATUS UNTIL TBD]
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ilya is injured in a game, and it is all the motivation shane will ever need to seize the day.
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The Shape He Left Behind by zhelanye for BlackAngelSpade
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
10 Sep 2025
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Draco came to Mysteries at twenty-two with the hope that he would finally be useful. That perhaps, with three years at a Muggle university and an undergraduate degree in physics under his belt, he would find his place. He wasn’t wrong, in the end, but it took time to find Time. Draco started in Love.
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“You did everything you could,” Harry said. “I know that. I’ll always know that.”
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Harry Potter went missing nearly seven years ago, and Draco Malfoy has a redacted file in a drawer that doesn't exist.
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Draco Malfoy is running out of time. The Vanishing Cabinet is nearly fixed, his mother's life is on the line, and the Dark Lord is waiting for his success—or his failure. And now, to make things worse, Potter won’t stop watching him.
Harry Potter knows Malfoy is up to something, but for once, that’s not the problem. The problem is that Malfoy is unraveling right in front of him, and Harry doesn’t know why he cares.
Or: Harry Potter gets in way too deep, Draco Malfoy has a crisis, and Severus Snape wishes everyone would just shut up for five minutes.
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i will survive without you by BlackAngelSpade, zhelanye
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
02 Apr 2025
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BACK FROM HIATUS!!!
The night sky is clear, not a single cloud is there to cover the crescent moon hanging high above the horizon like a children’s mobile above a cradle. The stars burn blinding spots in the midnight blue, and every constellation taunts him, each reflection perfectly rippling on the smooth surface of the lake. Who knows, what if they name one after him when he’s not around to hear it anymore?
Or, in which there is a very fine line between sanity and madness (between sacrifice and self-slaughter); he toes it every day of his life until it's worn and fraying (until it eventually snaps from the effort).
[AN:
1) The first chapter is set on July 12 1995, eighteen days after the events of the final task.
2) the chapter count is an estimate, and there will likely be far more than 60 chapters (more like 80 ish) ]Series
- Part 2 of Nothing's fair in love and war
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A mumble came from one of the boys, and the rest of the group’s muttering rose to a steady hum.
“What?” “Did I hear that correctly?” and “Is he crazy?” rang out in the buzz.
“You’re all wrong. She seeks no revenge, no glory. She only seeks peace for those in forbidden love.”
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or in which she is tethered to the earth after death.
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Nothing's fair in love and war by BlackAngelSpade, zhelanye
Fandom Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
02 Apr 2025
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I will survive without you and other works in the same universe
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2 months after Shane's tuna-melt freakout, he realises he fucked up, and wants Ilya back. Except, Ilya doesn't make it easy and instead makes him embark on a list of task and dares (humiliation rituals) to prove that he really means it.
Oh, and its a fraternity AU!
Bookmarked by greenchlorine (zhelanye)
29 Jun 2026
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It's not gay to suck a guy's dick if you lost at Mario Kart.
or, a hollanov frat au
Bookmarked by greenchlorine (zhelanye)
29 Jun 2026
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‘cause i feel safe in your arms by CastielPizzaMan
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
28 Jun 2026
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When Shane and Ilya got the call that a Russian-Canadian 3 year old had been taken from her abusive parents and needed an emergency placement, they agreed to it immediately.
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Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov give a traumatised 3 year old a home and a dog. (The dog is important, just ask Anastasia)
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- Part 1 of Dasher
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Bookmarked by greenchlorine (zhelanye)
29 Jun 2026
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What happens in Vegas, not always stays in Vegas by yaxenia
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
15 Jun 2026
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Jane :
I want an explanation about FUCKING wedding ring on my finger?
We god wed didn't we?Lily :
It so cliche
wedding in Vegas
we couldn't do that
oh
wait
no
We couldIn 2015, after Shane won in Vegas, Ilya and Shane accidentally got married.
Bookmarked by greenchlorine (zhelanye)
29 Jun 2026
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sandcastles (all the pleasure, none of the burden) by prettyshadow (theaujasmin)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
21 Feb 2026
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“H’rder,” Shane whines into his mouth, not even trying to interrupt the kiss but speaking pathetically muffled and slurred around Ilya’s tongue.
Ilya knocks their foreheads together, smiles.
“Nooooo Ilya, not before the game, Ilya,” he whines, a sweetly mocking imitation of Shane, “and now look at you, mhm? Why should I ever listen to your complaining, baby, when you’re gonna be such an easy, perfect slut for it anyways?”
Or: Shane plays four-dimensional chess to get Ilya to fuck him even when he tells him no, for Shane-typical control freak reasons, in Shane-typical convoluted ways, with Shane-typical unawareness of this being a sex freak thing. Ilya provides, of course.
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- Part 1 of quantum mechanics
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Bookmarked by greenchlorine (zhelanye)
29 Jun 2026