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It Feels Like I've Been Taking the Long Way by sugarandspace
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
23 Jul 2026
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It’s relaxing and nice and Shane is so warm against Ilya. When the conversation comes to a lull, Ilya turns his head to leave a kiss on Shane’s temple. He can’t help it, he’s feeling so happy and he has his husband in his arms. What is he supposed to do, not kiss him?
He thinks he hears Shane’s breath catch a little but he's not entirely sure because Wyatt has started talking about a show he’s been watching over the summer.
Ilya listens but he gets distracted when he feels Shane slowly tense up. Shane’s not only quiet but he seems distracted, his eyes faraway when Ilya looks at him. Ilya feels alarmed when he sees the eyes start to shimmer a bit more than normal. That’s when he gently squeezes Shane’s arm and Shane snaps to present, looking at Ilya before quickly looking away.
“I’ll be right back,” he says quietly and gets up, leaving Ilya feeling cold and confused.
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Change can be complicated, even if the change is a good one.
Shane and Ilya have spent years hiding and it has left a mark that sometimes stings at moments when they don’t expect it.
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Scrunch by sugarandspace
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
20 Jul 2026
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Ilya thinks he’s done something wrong. He must have, because his husband won't stop looking at him with a frown on his face.
In reality Shane is waging a one-sided war against Ilya’s stylist.
Or: Shane really loves Ilya’s curls.
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Love Is Not a Magic Cure by sugarandspace
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
14 May 2026
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They hadn’t had the diagnosis back then because there was no way Grigori Rozanov had a son with depression. He had a difficult teenager who needed discipline and who could be lazy at times, just like his mother.
Attitude like that wasn’t cured with coddling.
To go from that to the support Shane seems to show so easily, to be treated kindly when Ilya is not being the best version of himself, is a mental whiplash. It makes the past feel more painful and it makes Ilya want to be better now. With proper support he should be better, right? To be mad at that support feels ungrateful. Sometimes he wonders if support like this could have saved his mother. He wonders if he’d be dead without it.
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Ilya is having a rough time. Shane tries to make it better. They discover that while talking might sometimes be difficult, it is necessary.
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To the hockey world, Shane Hollander is someone who can stay cool and collected under pressure. No one knows the effort that goes into appearing like that.
His methods are unconventional. He knows this. He refuses to admit it makes them wrong.
So why does he feel so ashamed when Ilya eventually finds out?
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Home Is Where Your Heart Is by sugarandspace
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 Mar 2026
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Shane watches as Ilya moves in the kitchen. It hits him hard in the chest sometimes, the familiarity with which Ilya treats this apartment like his second home. And it is. They exist in this Montreal apartment and the house in Ottawa and the cabin by the lake and each one of those only truly feels like home when they are together. They say home is where your heart is and Shane thinks his heart is only whole when he’s with Ilya.
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After a tiring game, Shane gets to go home and relax with his boyfriend.
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Suomenkieliset ficit by aconitum (sugarandspace), sugarandspace
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Past moments through the eyes of present-day Malec by sugarandspace
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14 Mar 2020
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i still want to win by Rozalov
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
12 Jan 2026
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after Shane and Ilya's Boxing Day fight, Ilya has a game. it doesn't go well
or, baby's first panic attack
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10 Sep 2026
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Mama, I'm here. by imbihesgay
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
15 Jul 2026
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“Do you want me to come with you?” Ilya asks, not loving the idea of her heading off on her own through the throes of drunk people.
Yuna smiles at him. “I’ll be just fine, dear. Back in a few!”
She disappears into the crowd. Ilya exhales, and taps his fingers against his empty glass.
He tries not to overthink it. Shane and David will be fine. They are together, and Shane is five-foot ten, two-hundred pounds of pure muscle. He would have no trouble defending them if they needed it. And Yuna is just going to the bathroom for crying out loud.
Ilya supposes he’s a bit sensitive to the thought of something happening to his family again, after managing to find his way back to one. It makes him a little overprotective. He knows he has to work on that.
-ilya saves yuna from a bad man in a dark alley. it brings up some issues.-
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28 Jul 2026
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no one's ever had me, not like you by hollidayparty
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
03 Mar 2026
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“Look, I know I’m boring. And lame and… weird. I just… can you not say it? Every time? Or at least not every ten seconds.”
And suddenly Ilya saw the way Shane was trying to fold in on himself. Like he wanted to hide the parts of his life he had just let Ilya see. Now it looked like he regretted letting Ilya in. Or he expected him to laugh. Or leave.
He crossed the room.
“Shane.”
Shane shook his head once.
“I’m sorry. Forget it.”
“No,” Ilya said gently, crouching in front of him. “I’m sorry. I didn’t mean it like that. I was teasing. I didn’t realize.” He paused, then said more firmly, “you’re not boring.”
Shane scoffed under his breath.
“I mean it,” Ilya said, ducking his head to try to catch his eye. “You’re the most specific person I’ve ever met. It’s fascinating. I love the way your brain works. And the way this house feels like you.”
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A fluffy/smutty one shot set some time between Tampa and Boston in 2017 where Shane invites Ilya to spend the weekend with him in Montreal.
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Bookmarked by sugarandspace
12 Jun 2026
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Once outside, he leaned forward and put his hand against the cold stone wall. His phone was still to his ear, the message still recording.
“Ilya. Please. Please. I can’t do this. I don’t know what to do. Please. You can’t be dead.” His voice broke on the word. “I love you. I love you so much. More than anything. I need to hear your voice. I need you to…I need you…I need you…fuck. Please Ilya, please.”
Shane took the phone away from his ear and held it between both hands as though he were praying. He realized he was on the floor and didn’t know how he got there. He was crying. He was fairly certain he was hyperventilating.
His brain was desperately trying to grab at anything. Any thread of logic. Any idea of what to do next.
I have to see him.
Yes. That made sense. Shane needed to get to Tampa. Now. He would go there. He would find Ilya. Ilya would be fine. They would be together. He would see him. Tell him how much he loved him. He had to go. He had to go now.
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OR: What if Ilya lost his phone during the emergency landing, Shane couldn't reach him, he panicked, and chartered a plane to Tampa to find him instead...
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Bookmarked by sugarandspace
06 Jun 2026
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"What the fuck do you want?" Ilya snaps on the phone.
"Father's dead," Alexei says and Ilya feels it in his chest like a physical blow.--
Ilya hears his father is dead, right there in the locker room, surrounded by his team.Bookmarked by sugarandspace
21 Mar 2026