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You Get What You Pay For by fandombarf
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
30 Jun 2026
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Svetlana’s voice is tense, “Rose suggested I reach out to you. We have an omega here who needs a place to live and I was wondering if you’d be willing to house him.”
“Me?” Shane blurts out, “Why me?”
“Because, I believe having a familiar face will help him.”
“A familiar face?” Shane is even more confused than before, “I mean I know I’m a hockey player-”
“No,” Svetlana cuts him off. “The omega is a former hockey player, and there’s mention that you two have crossed paths before. Do you remember Ilya Rozanov?”-
Right before the MHL draft, Ilya Rozanov went missing after presenting as an omega. Years later, he turns up at an auction house where he’s rescued after a police raid. However, due to his unpredictable nature, Ilya is sent to live with star hockey player, and former crush, Shane Hollander.
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30 Jun 2026
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Rose volunteers for a nonprofit that rescues sex-trafficked omegas, and Shane thinks it's a great cause. He even attends their fundraising galas.
Then, one night, Rose calls to ask for a favor: She wants Shane to let a recently-rescued male omega live with him. In his apartment.
His name is Ilya, Rose explains, and the thing is, despite omega hormone levels, he acts and smells just like an alpha. He can't keep staying in an omega group home because he's scaring the other omegas and endangering the staff.
But he could live with Shane, Rose insists. "You're a big strong alpha hockey player, so he can't intimidate you physically. But also he needs to feel safe, which he can with you, because you're not like other alphas." She pauses. "You know?"
By which she means Shane has never had a full rut, his scent glands barely work, he can't form a knot, and he has no interest in sticking his dick in anyone. Which, whatever. It's fine.
But if being a failure as an alpha means he can help this omega, Ilya, who's apparently as much of a biological anomaly as Shane is…
Shane says yes.
And maybe it's a stupid decision. But he knows that it's also the right one.
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30 Jun 2026
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found connection (baby i can't stop calling you) by aquilanovae
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
18 Jun 2026
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Shane calls a phone sex hotline and gets Ilya crooning unspeakable filth in his ear. It kind of devolves from there.
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Ilya is a college student in Boston working on the side as a phone sex operator, Shane is still a hockey player. They have toe-curling, dirty phone sex and end up falling in love along the way.
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- Part 1 of 1-800-i-love-you
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- English
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- 10/10
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27 Jun 2026
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“We do not say anything about the Hollander situation,” LeClaire tells them even though it sounds like he’s already resigned to what he knows is going to happen.
After all, Roz gets extremely mad whenever it’s brought up. Not that Cliff can blame him, he’s pretty sure that Roz liked Hollander before this (wouldn’t chirp him half as much if he didn’t). Finding out that he’s such a bastard must sting.
Not to mention that Roz does not mess around with people that disrespect girls. Or women. Or kids. Or dogs. Or the elderly (excluding Scott Hunter). Or really anyone, if it’s for petty stupid reasons.
“Of course,” Cliff agrees for both of them since Roz is still too busy texting someone.
It’s apparently not good enough for LeClaire because he asks, “Roz?”
“Just one second,” he answers without raising his eyes from his phone or stopping his typing. “Need to get my Jane to agree with something. She’s very stubborn.”
Or. My take on the 'their text leak and now everybody thinks that Shane is an abusive bastard' premise. Featuring Ilya giving a presser, Marly realizing in real time who 'Jane' is and the internet reacting to the craziness.
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- Part 4 of HR Social Media works
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- English
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27 Jun 2026
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They meet when they're just teenagers. They start fucking not too much longer after that. They also don't really allow themselves to get to know each other until much, much later.
(In which your soulmate will one day say something that proves they understand you. Shane and Ilya don't exactly make a habit of talking.)
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26 Jun 2026
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Hollandog: 5 times Ilya Rozanov Loves his Werewolf Boyfriend + 1 Encounter with a Vampire by cantcombustor
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
21 Jun 2026
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After coming out as gay to Yuna and David and launching the “boyfriends” label, Shane comes out one more time, this time as a werewolf. I present to you, 5 times Ilya Rozanov loves his werewolf boyfriend + 1 encounter with a vampire.
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“Knowing you better could never make me love you less. I want to see you. You've given me the gift of seeing more of you.”
Shane’s eyes widen at the words. The thought that Ilya not only tolerates, but wants his vulnerability fills his heart with warmth. The thought that Shane’s awful secrets --being a werewolf, and even being gay-- are gifts to Ilya is mind-shattering. Shane wants to give his boyfriend everything at this moment. If Ilya wants to see him, Shane wants to show him.
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23 Jun 2026
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“No need to be scared, malysh,” Ilya whispers. “Everyone is excited to see you.”
Shane shakes his head and tries to protest over what’s happening, but the duct tape over his mouth keeps him quiet. He hears Hayden quietly swear from where he’s sitting in the loveseat next to JJ. Ilya shushes Shane.
“Tonight is going to happen,” he says, his tone a little sharper. “I own you, remember? So I can make you do whatever I want. And tonight, I want to see all of your friends fuck your mouth and your ass. You are going to be good and take what you are given. Yes?”
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23 Jun 2026
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The Blueprint by FyrestoneSiren for AquariusYoukai
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 Jun 2026
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After Shane comes out, the Metros become convinced he might be attracted to them.
Shane corrects this assumption with devastating precision, accidentally describes Ilya Rozanov in the process, and somehow turns the entire locker room into a deranged pageant of heterosexual insecurity.
Edit: Additional content added 27/06/2026 in relation to future fic "The Benchmark" 😈
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- Part 1 of Prompts
- Part 1 of Metros & Centaurs Assemble ♡
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19 Jun 2026
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my momsold me to Scott Hunter, a Shane Hollander fanfiction by luulapants, mockspeed
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
04 May 2026
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rpfactorfiction
Oh my god, I didn't know there were any copies of this left on the internet. For those who don't know, this is like. This is a foundational text of hockey RPF. This is from before hockey RPF was really a thing even. It's from the mid-aughts and wasn't posted to a fanfiction website. Instead, OP dropped this insane RPF manifesto onto a normal ass hockey fan forum (which no longer exists) then deleted their account like two days later. Just handed this to a bunch of jocks and hockey bros and dipped. Legendary shit. Like, I don't think this kid even knew what fanfiction was, the fucking hand of god just compelled him to write about being an MLH player's sex slave and show it to the world. I pray every day that this insane child actually made it to the MLH and got to meet Scott Hunter.
So maybe Shane had a little crush on Scott Hunter in his younger years. So maybe he anonymously posted online about it once. So maybe it had become an internet legend and a running joke in the MLH.
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- English
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- 18,061
- Chapters:
- 5/5
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18 Jun 2026
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Abso-pucking-lutely by deliciousblizzardshark
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
21 May 2026
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Shane Hollander writes romance novels. Ilya Rozanov finds out.
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- Part 10 of Hollanov fics
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- English
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- 4/4
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18 Jun 2026
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the cadence of a secret by marigoldens
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
17 Jan 2026
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Did you figure anything out? Shane writes, and flips the page around for Ilya to read it.
Wont like the answer, Ilya’s written, in his quick hand.
So he doesn’t have to take the pen back, Shane just shrugs. What?
Ilya sits down at the desk for a steady surface to explain.
3 things
1 its curse. if true we can break it
2 its spell. if true we can break it
3 we are soulmates. if true we are fucked“No,” Shane mutters, before he can stop himself. Immediately, he slams a hand over his mouth.
or: Ilya and Shane are soulmates, and their bond prevents them from both talking and being apart. Unfortunately, the only thing that’ll make the pain stop is confessing the one thing they can say: that they’re in love.
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18 Jun 2026
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they (don't) know about us by rachelrae
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
28 Apr 2026
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A second, then a blur. Ilya knocking over one of the kitchen island stools to engulf Shane. His shaking frame holding Shane so tight, Shane felt himself shaking back. He could only hold on back, just as tightly.
“Please.” Came the strangled voice by his left ear. “Please, tell me.”
And who was Shane to ever deny a wish of Ilya Rozanov.
“I’m signing to Ottawa. Tomorrow. If you would want to come with.”
And then Ilya was shoving him back, holding him close to his face. “Of course. I drive. Of course I come.”
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Shane, fed up with Montreal, signs to Ottawa before their relationship is revealed. While he doesn't plan on keeping that a secret for long, he asks Ilya to let him get to know the team first, before they come out. To maybe have a normal season. Meanwhile, the rest of the Centaurs are going crazy trying to figure out what is going on between their captain and Shane Hollander and why they keep showing up in the same car??Series
- Part 7 of HR Alternate Relationship Reveals
- Part 1 of every kiss, it gets a little sweeter
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- English
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- 30,402
- Chapters:
- 7/7
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- 10
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- 3,549
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14 Jun 2026
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The Great Pretender by lady_st4rdus7
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
02 Jun 2026
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Ilya Rozanov is in love, closeted, catastrophically lonely, and apparently incapable of referring to Shane Hollander in present tense.
The Centaurs come to a- given the circumstances- reasonable conclusion.
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Five times the Centaurs thought Ilya Rozanov was mourning his dead wife, and the one time they discovered his wife was actually Shane Hollander.
Shane, for the record, is alive and really confused.Series
- Part 1 of star’s 5+1
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- English
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- 31,359
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- 6/6
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13 Jun 2026
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07 Jun 2026
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the world is scared of hesitating things by Anonymous
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
02 May 2026
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Once, years before they got their shit together, Ilya had spent a very boring physical therapy session thinking about what it would be like to fuck Shane in front of an audience. To have that beautiful, infuriating boy in front of everyone, to have everyone able to see him fall apart.
It had seemed hot then.
Now, having seen Shane actually fall apart—seeing him tear down the shroud he’d kept up, the perfect smile, the bravery—the very concept makes Ilya feel sick to his stomach. Everything inside him is razor blades and churning vodka and Svetlana’s awful skincare concoctions. He didn’t know.
After Shane blows up at Troy, everyone has some thinking to do. Nobody has a great time.
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- 3,800
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- 1/1
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- 126
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04 Jun 2026
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Oh I'm Tricky But You Figured Me Out by TigerCrossbow
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
29 Mar 2026
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Based on a tumblr post from @notahungrywish, ending with:
Just Shane casually assuming he'll always have to share and never be enough for Ilya and Ilya horrified to realize just how resigned Shane is to assuming Ilya will never be satisfied with him the way Shane is with Ilya.
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- Part 1 of Not a Safe Bet, But You're All In
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- English
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- 3/3
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- 598
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- 9,537
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03 Jun 2026
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Steve steps out of Erskine's machines looking almost exactly the same as when he stepped in.
There are a lot of uses in wartime for a man who looks like a ninety-pound weakling, but who can punch his way through a door.
(Inspired by this SteveBucky Fest prompt)
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02 Jun 2026
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This signal will repeat until there are none left to send it by Moonshine_Dan, Synthyk (Moonshine_Dan)
Fandoms: Project Hail Mary - Andy Weir, Project Hail Mary (2026), Andy Weir's Project Hail Mary - All Media Types
21 Apr 2026
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The elevator's receiver array picks up a garbage signal beamed in from deep space. No matter their attempts, Eridian scientists cannot make top or bottom of it. A misfire, or an echo of that long lost crew's final transmission, most likely. It is recorded, but never publicized.
And then it happens again.
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28 May 2026
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#TheOttawaConspiracy by Cymbidia
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
24 Apr 2026
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The trials and tribulations of Luca Haas, Hollanov Truther and RPF Warrior.
He just knows that Ilya Rozanov moved to Ottawa to be closer to Shane Hollander, and that when Roz disappears, it's to drive to Montreal and fuck nasty with Hollander. Unfortunately, he can't exactly share his conspiracy theory in the Centaurs team chat when they start speculating about where Rozanov disappears to during his free time.
Initially based on this tumblr post
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28 May 2026
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Famed Hollanov Fic Writer, Luca Haas by ellis (ellabellachicketychella) for ATrashMammal
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
20 May 2026
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Luca Haas looks Ilya Rozanov in the eye. Ilya Rozanov, recently appointed captain of The Ottawa Centaurs. Ilya Rozanov, who Luca has done unspeakable things to on Archive of Our Own.
He gulps. His phone is weighing heavy in his back pocket, his phone which has been logged into an Archive of Our Own account for years. An account which features some… disgustingly detailed smut about the man currently shaking his hand.
or, luca haas wrote a very popular hollanov fic when he was a teenager... he spends the first year of his professional hockey career in fear
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- Part 1 of the loser has to fall
- Language:
- English
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- 18,797
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- 1/1
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- 367
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Bookmarked by failed_existance
27 May 2026
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downright hilarious, had me cackling on the floor