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It is December, and Scott has been out for long enough to pretend to be used to it, and things are not perfect but they’re fucking good, and Ilya Rozanov is at his apartment for dinner—has been for over an hour—and he’s still waiting so stupidly hopefully to introduce a boyfriend who very, very clearly isn’t coming.
(Or: studies on coming out, learning patience, one-sided conversations, and other absurdist waiting games.)
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With a record-breaking transfer fee in the 2018 off-season, Ilya Rozanov moved to Ottawa and wrecked his entire career and legacy in one go. Three years later, in a hole-in-the-wall pizza joint in Canada, a few of the Boston Raiders reckon with why.
Relatedly, Shane Hollander is getting married.
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They meet when they're just teenagers. They start fucking not too much longer after that. They also don't really allow themselves to get to know each other until much, much later.
(In which your soulmate will one day say something that proves they understand you. Shane and Ilya don't exactly make a habit of talking.)
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The morning after Ilya Rozanov kills himself, he wakes up next to Shane in their shared bed in their shared house in their shared life, and Shane is still sleeping, so he doesn’t know what Ilya’s done yet.
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your heart is a muscle (it has the strength of your courage) by eurydicees
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
09 Mar 2026
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It's not something that they ever talk about. They don't need to acknowledge it, and no one else ever needs to know. Or, no one else needs to know until suddenly Shane is in the hospital and no one will let Ilya see him.
(Ilya and Shane are soulmates. It doesn't change everything, but it changes enough.)
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notes on making this a better world for our children by eurydicees
Fandom Fruits Basket (Anime 2019)
05 Jun 2025
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Fruits Basket, after the fact.
Each can be read as a standalone. Currently ordered in the order they were written.
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"trailing bittersweet," and companion stories.
- Words:
- 30,079
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- 24
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haikyuu painsharing soulmate cinematic universe.
a series studying unconventional soulmate relationships, the ways people love each other, and the ways they learn to love themselves. each can be read as a standalone.
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- 53,147
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the secret languages between kings by eurydicees
Fandom Ouran High School Host Club - All Media Types
17 Dec 2020
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A study in Tamaki Suoh and being mixed race.
I (the author) am half-Japanese, and these are deeply set in my own experiences. I talk more about it in the second work, but please keep that in mind while reading.- Words:
- 10,410
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written diptych. orpheus and eurydice fall in love, and reflect on each other. first is a nervous orpheus loving a confident eurydice, second is an insecure eurydice loving a brilliant orpheus. don't have to be read in order.
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