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"I'll beg for forgiveness," he pleaded to Ruben, "if that's what you want."
Niall knew that Ruben didn't want to see him beg. Ruben wanted to see him hurt. And that nasty, evil, twisted part of Niall that he had been trying to push down for over the past decade and a half wanted Ruben to hurt him.
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Niall hasn't stopped thinking about Ruben.
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- Part 2 of Squee's Half Man Fics
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If he could make a home inside of Niall's chest among his ribs so that they would never have to be away from each other again, he would.
One body, one head.
Ruben shifted back slightly and began to pull off his green half-zip. "Come on, Bambers," he said, releasing his hold on Niall's face to grab at his blue jacket. "Lay with me. I want to feel your skin."
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Joanna doesn't walk in on them in the lounge and Ruben stays around for longer
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- Part 1 of Squee's Half Man Fics
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I Forgot Your Eyes But I Still Feel Them as An Ache (I am in Agony) by SqueeNeedsToSleep
Fandoms: The Outsiders - S. E. Hinton, The Outsiders (1983), The Outsiders: The Musical - Jamestown Revival & Levine/Rapp
26 Jan 2026
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"What were you gonna say then, Paul?" Darry sneered. "What's so important that you gotta show up on my doorstep after you got your ass beat in the park?"
Paul was tearing his bottom lip to shreds, tasting copper on his tongue.
"Spit it out," Darry said, "or get going. I'll kick your ass again if I have to."
"I miss you," Paul blurted out, dark eyes boring holes into Darry.
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Paul really wants Darry back.
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- Part 3 of Squee's Outsiders Fics
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Staying Gold by SqueeNeedsToSleep
Fandoms: The Outsiders - S. E. Hinton, The Outsiders (1983), The Outsiders: The Musical - Jamestown Revival & Levine/Rapp
03 Dec 2025
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Ponyboy tiredly fell back onto his bed, the springs protesting under his weight, and pressed his nose into the pillow as he rolled over. He glanced towards his backpack where an orange bottle and a letter from six years ago he had read a thousands times over were hidden away in several pairs of socks. His eyes drooped tiredly and he knew he wouldn't need them tonight. He had refused to let himself sleep on the airplane, wanting to make sure he was as exhausted as possible, and sleep was already trying to pull him down.
He hoped that the exhaustion would keep the nightmares of railroads tracks and hospitals and burning churches away for the night.
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It's been six years and Ponyboy doesn't want to remember. It's hard trying to stay gold.
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- Part 2 of Squee's Outsiders Fics
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You try to run. You must not return to the city. You stumble. You fall. The bishop follows you, and an icy hand clamps down on the back of your neck, pinning you into the water. He turns you over and pulls you to your feet with hidden strength.
You continue to struggle, and the bishop's grip tightens on your jaw, cradling your face with both hands. Your body slumps slightly, unconsciously calmed by the presence of your bishop, and you lift your eyes to his.
He tilts his head, his painted bottom lip pulling into a slight pout. "Child," he says softly, "don't you want to come home?"
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The cycle restarts. A new Clancy must be found.
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- Part 2 of Squee's TOP Fics
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Squee's Outsiders Fics by SqueeNeedsToSleep
Fandom The Outsiders (1983), The Outsiders - S. E. Hinton, The Outsiders: The Musical - Jamestown Revival & Levine/Rapp
26 Jan 2026
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Squee's TOP Fics by SqueeNeedsToSleep
Fandom Breach - Fandom, Clancy - Twenty One Pilots (Album), Twenty One Pilots
13 Sep 2025
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Squee's Arcane Fics by SqueeNeedsToSleep
Fandom Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021)
06 Jan 2025
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