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“I am sorry,” he says. “I am not trying to fight. I just don’t like the idea of you not being okay and me not knowing, even when I am in the same place as you.”
That Shane can understand. He wouldn’t like it if their positions were reversed, after all, if he thought Ilya was potentially in danger and he was in the next room over drinking champagne and making smalltalk. He sees Ilya go somewhere in his head sometimes, sees him retreat inwards, sees him check out even if his body is still there, going so deep inside that he doesn’t even catch Shane’s eye for a bit even when something funny happens, too far away for Shane to reach him.
But it’s also not like he can just go up and grab Ilya by the arm and pull him away from the party, not without inviting speculation and a whisper storm. He doesn’t have that right, doesn’t have that privilege, to potentially need Ilya or be needed by Ilya and be able to just pull him away.
It’s moments like these that Shane feels the weight of their secret like a physical thing.
(5 times shane and ilya couldn't be openly together and 1 time they could)
Bookmarked by RavenQueeno
25 Jun 2026
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The Hollanders dinners by Helloloveyes
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
21 Jun 2026
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When Shane opened the door, his parents stood there looking winded. "I’m sorry Shane, I know you must be tired, but the radiator blew up," David explained while entering with Yuna, though his eyes were already scanning the room. "The CAA said-"
He stopped dead. Behind Shane, standing stiffly by the couch, was the #81 Boston player.
"Rozanov?" Yuna’s voice went up an octave. They looked shocked, which Shane understands.
"Mom, Dad... yeah.” Shane said, his voice cracking slightly. “This is Ilya Rozanov. We, ah, were just... catching up," He is such a horrible liar. "After all these years, we figured it was time to get to know each other. As friends."
They are going to know, they are going to fucking know.Bookmarked by RavenQueeno
22 Jun 2026
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Pernick (Percy Jackson/Finnick Odair) by sunsets12
Fandom Hunger Games Series - All Media Types, Percy Jackson and the Olympians & Related Fandoms - All Media Types
21 Jun 2026
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Bookmarked by RavenQueeno
22 Jun 2026
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Jane
Right
Well, okay
I want to try body worshipHuh. That doesn’t seem so bad. Actually, now that Ilya’s thinking about it, it’s hot, and he almost regrets getting undressed as he wills himself to not get half-hard in this locker room full of idiots.
Lily
body worship? when did you get so vain hollander
you want me to hold you down and taste you everywhere, is that it?Jane
Don’t text me like that when you know I’m still around my team!
And, no, you asshole
I meant I want to worship youOh.
Or: Shane loves Ilya. This is how he shows it.
Bookmarked by RavenQueeno
19 Jun 2026
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a little more romeo, a little more juliet by apageinthisbook
Fandom Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
08 Jun 2026
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Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov fell in love in 2008. Just because their love story has to remain behind closed doors, doesn't mean they have to pretend it's not happening.
a fix-it from the beginning, where they actually get their cute romance.
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Bookmarked by RavenQueeno
17 Jun 2026

