Panakin_Crywalker
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this is not a dream by Panakin_Crywalker
Fandoms: Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars Prequel Trilogy
17 May 2026
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“He vomits almost as soon as the Vision releases him, rolling out of his bed and landing on his hands and knees on the floor. Hand and knees rather, his prosthetic is—somewhere else.
Sense memories bombard him at the thought, the agony of those heavy, ill-fitting prostheses he had in the future. All four of them, because he looses all his limbs, all his limbs are taken from him, oh stars, and, and—
Obi-Wan will do that to me.”
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The Jedi receive Visions granting them their memories of the Republic winning the war against the Separatists—at the cost of bringing about the Sith’s Empire.
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Don’t let your heart die! Don’t let your heart die! Don’t let your heart die! by Panakin_Crywalker
Fandoms: Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars Prequel Trilogy, Star Wars: The Clone Wars (2008) - All Media Types
21 Apr 2026
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The Force watches and despairs as Its children are slaughtered, their faithful companions turned against them in a defilement of the Life and Will It grants.
It loves them, even with their mistakes, their misjudgments, their misapprehension. It loves all Its children, and It cannot save them. Not all of them. Not most of them.
But maybe, maybe It can save a few.
Its Scion, fierce and bright, herald of balance, led astray and on the brink of soul-loss.
Its Favored, so dedicated, guide and guardian, led astray nearly to the point of heart-death.
Together, they may reach safety. And, with a little effort, perhaps their deliverance can in turn save others…
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Just after Mace Windu and General Grievous are killed, Anakin and Obi-Wan are sent thirteen years back in time to an alternate past, to the moment Yan Dooku decides to leave the Jedi Order.
Confusion abounds on all sides, especially when the events of this past and its inhabitants’ behavior don’t match up with what the pair remember.
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the sound of rain upon glass by Panakin_Crywalker
Fandoms: Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars Prequel Trilogy, Star Wars: Rebellion Era - All Media Types
07 Apr 2026
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“I will find you,” Obi-Wan vows, feeling the promise etching into the deepest parts of his soul, squeezing that hand tight enough to have felt their bones grind if either of them were truly flesh in this moment, rather than projections of themselves inside the Force. “I swear it, Anakin, I will find you. I’ll come for you.”
Anakin finally lifts his head. His eyes are dull and resigned. He doesn’t believe him.
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Nearly five years into his self-imposed mission (
exile) on Tatooine after the rise of the Empire, Obi-Wan Kenobi experiences his first Force Vision in decades. He learns that the boy he trained and raised and loved did not betray him and his people. He learns that the creature he dueled on Mustafar was not his former padawan, but some sort of Sith trickery. He learns that on that fateful day, he killed neither his son nor the monster wearing his face.He learns that the real Anakin is trapped somewhere, alone and afraid, and has given up hope of being rescued.
What is he going to do about it?
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life beyond the line by Panakin_Crywalker
Fandoms: Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars Prequel Trilogy
26 Feb 2026
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“Anakin,” he gasps at the exact same time Padmé says, “Ani, dear, what’s wrong?” Both of them have their arms extended towards the younger man, who doesn’t react yet to their approach, doesn’t even seem to realize they’re there.
Until he does.
Just as his wife’s hand brushes his shoulder, Anakin screams, “Don’t touch me!” the sounds torn from his throat.
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Anakin tells Padmé and Obi-Wan about what Palpatine did to him in his office.
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- Part 2 of no, not the kind with halos
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It comes around to light the flame by Panakin_Crywalker
Fandoms: Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars Prequel Trilogy, Star Wars: The Clone Wars (2008) - All Media Types
13 Feb 2026
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“’Do you…’ Obi-Wan begins slowly. ‘Would you be...comfortable, with opening the bond briefly?’
And all at once, the barrier retreats, and in its place is Anakin, all of him. Obi-Wan can feel grooves and gouges, blackened, pitted scars upon the marrow of his being, carved by such terribly Dark works. But the blemishes are only that. The beating core, the blazing heart, the Light of him still lives on, despite it all.
(And Obi-Wan knows now, in the luminous energy imbuing his very bones, that he would do anything, anything, to keep that Light alive.)
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Anakin and Obi-Wan woke up weeks before the beginning of the Clone Wars with memories of the next seven years. While they still struggle to accept both what they’ve done and what was done to them, they’ve started on the road to healing and atonement.
Now, they begin to plan how to defeat Darth Sidious while reacclimatizing to their lives from before the war. There is still much personal trauma for them to work through as they try to deal with their past and prepare for their future. But, as long as they have each other, nothing is insurmountable.
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- Part 2 of Devastation And Reform
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no, not the kind with halos by Panakin_Crywalker
Fandom Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars Prequel Trilogy
26 Feb 2026
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"All because of you, I believe in angels.
Not the kind with wings, no, not the kind with halos,
The kind that bring you home when home becomes a strange place.
I'll follow your voice, all you have to do is shout it out.""The Good Left Undone" - Rise Against
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Anakin is forced to obey Palpatine and carry out order 66 by a mind-control parasite that was implanted in him.
After Obi-Wan and Padme free him, they go into hiding to raise their children and prepare for the coming fight...
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And we can sing off key, as long as we all sing, we sing it beautifully by Panakin_Crywalker
Fandom Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars Prequel Trilogy, Star Wars: The Clone Wars (2008) - All Media Types
31 Oct 2025
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Fix-it au where Obi-wan is a bit more well-adjusted than he is in canon, which leads to Anakin also being a slightly more functional human being. Things are going a bit better until Palpatine is kidnapped by General Grievous and brought to Mustafar, where the cyborg forces him to reveal himself as the Sith Master behind the war.
Anakin gets 'vadered,' and everyone has to deal with the fallout of the war.
Were Sidious' machinations the reason the Republic fell, or is it still doomed to crumble under the weight of its own corruption?
Will the Jedi Order face the failings that allowed them to be controlled and nearly destroyed by their ancient enemy or will they bury their heads back in the sand?
Will the clones be Freed?
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Devastation And Reform by Panakin_Crywalker
Fandom Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars Prequel Trilogy, Star Wars: The Clone Wars (2008) - All Media Types
13 Feb 2026
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"I feel like I was born,
For devastation and reform,
Destroying everything I love and the worst part is...I pull my heart out, reconstruct,
And in the end it's nothing but,
A shell of what I had when I first started.""Devastation And Reform" - Relient K
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weightless we go forth//on wings of amnesty by Panakin_Crywalker
Fandom Mother 3 (Video Game)
17 Sep 2022
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Not Anymore by peppermint_latte
Fandoms: Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars: The Clone Wars (2008) - All Media Types, Star Wars Prequel Trilogy
07 Apr 2026
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The Separatists decide to use chemical warfare on the battlefield. Obi-Wan gets dosed with something that causes him to become feral.
Anakin is the only other Jedi on planet. The one person who can risk approaching him without getting torn apart. He's just trying to help Obi-Wan get back to normal.
...Things don't exactly go as planned.
Bookmarked by Panakin_Crywalker
30 May 2026
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All this time by Small_Fireball
Fandoms: Star Wars Prequel Trilogy, Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars: The Clone Wars (2008) - All Media Types
04 Apr 2026
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Anakin Skywalker: 0 Days without a biological or emotional crisis.
Obi-Wan Kenobi: Just trying to help, ended up in all the mess. The usual.
Sheev Palpatine: Stirring the pot with a very long spoon.A story about handling things... eventually. Mostly about Anakin being in heat and doing the only thing he knows how to do when he’s confused—fighting. Himself, Obi-Wan, the Force... he’d probably fight the ship too if he could.
Bookmarked by Panakin_Crywalker
29 May 2026
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Anakin no Uta by Jaz_Lyn_Riddle
Fandoms: Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars Prequel Trilogy
18 Jan 2026
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He presses his... face against Obi-Wan's chest, his warm skin and soft strands of hair feel so good against his... cheek. Anakin wants to wrap himself around his Master, to coil every part of his strange new body around him and envelop the man inside him, but he resists the urge. He doesn't want to scare Obi-Wan, and he's not sure if he can do that without injuring him anyway. His limbs are still too unfamiliar to risk it.
Anakin lets himself relax into his Master's arms, and closes his eyes, listening to Obi-Wan's soothing voice as it rumbles through his chest. “Sleep, Padawan. Everything will be alright.”
He takes a deep breath of his Master's scent, and allows it to settle his nerves, praying to the Force that when he wakes, he will be back to normal.
Stranded on Dagobah, Obi-Wan struggles to support Anakin as his Padawan becomes something the Republic will never accept.
Caught between duty and devotion, forbidden desire and protective abstinence, Obi-Wan will have to make the choice he'd thought had already been made for him.
Bookmarked by Panakin_Crywalker
26 May 2026
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In the Absence of Space by Cowboycrows
Fandoms: Project Hail Mary (2026), Project Hail Mary - Andy Weir, Iron Lung (2026)
12 May 2026
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Simon waited.
Waited for them to apologize. Tell him there’s nothing they could do. That he wasn’t worth the trouble or resources, that he wasn’t worth the time.
But that never came.
Instead, after a second Grace came back on the line, his voice sounding determined now. “Alright,” he said. “Hang tight.”
Simon blinked slowly. “What?”
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Bookmarked by Panakin_Crywalker
21 May 2026
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Fake It Till You Escape It by Blizzard96
Fandoms: Iron Lung (2026), Project Hail Mary (2026), Project Hail Mary - Andy Weir, Barbie (Movie 2023)
20 May 2026
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“Hi, Ken!” A passing man waves at him.
“Up yours,” Simon deadpans. If he can’t swear, he can at least get creative with it.(Or: Simon wakes up in Barbieland. He's pretty sure if Hell were a real place it would be this, complete all of the with pink accents.)
Bookmarked by Panakin_Crywalker
20 May 2026