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    Ivan breathes a humorless laugh. "I don't know what it is you want from me."

    Till furiously snaps back, "I want you to—" before cutting himself off. He takes a deep breath and relaxes his scrunched-up facial features before continuing, quieter. "I'm your best friend. I find you half passed out in some—fucked up garden that you've been coughing up for a year, and I'm freaking out because I don't know what's going on or—or if you'll be okay, and now that I know you're okay, the doctors are saying they can't let you go because you're too damn sick to be left alone!"

    His lower lip quivers ever so slightly. Ivan, for his own sake, unfocuses his eyes until Till is only a shapeless blur of colors in the middle of a sea of hospital white.

    "I'm your best friend," the blur repeats, breathlessly. "I want you to fucking say something to me."

    Hanahaki disease is, quite famously, a condition born from love. Ivan is convinced that his case is the exception to this rule. And when each of his friends inevitably starts catching on to his quickly deteriorating health, everything goes spinning out of control.

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    01 Apr 2026

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    Seeing that damned peony flower in the crook of his elbow that night though, Mu Qing decided he hated flowers.

    Maybe ‘hate’ is a strong word. He says he hates Feng Xin daily, but it’s quite obvious that is not true, now is it? If he truly hated his rival, he would not even be cursed with this damned disease. No, he loved Feng Xin, and had since they were still by Dianxias' side as young mortals.
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    “It’s called Hanahaki disease.”

    “I know what the fuck it is dipshit, why the fuck do *you* have it?!!”
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    OR: MQ gets cursed with Hanahaki disease & decides to be a stubborn lil POS and not tell FX who he loves (spoiler alert, its FX), accepting that the curse will kill him. FX does not handle anything well + is as oblivious as a rock tbh. Both are stupid. I have no better way to describe this I won't lie.

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    Feng Xin knows that even if Mu Qing wants to be f-f-friends with him, he would never accept Feng Xin's true feelings for him.

    However it only takes them 800 years, a truth potion, His Highness' birthday coming up, a pair of divinely crafted swords at stake, and a goddess with a liking for couple game competitions for them to admit their true feelings about each other.

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    16 Jan 2025

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    In order to pay off a debt that's not his, Shang Qinghua agrees to marry a man that's as cold and unyielding as he is stupidly rich.

    “Marriage?” His voice breaks over the word like it’s a curse. “Really? Doesn’t it feel a bit irrational?”

    “Are you planning to pay off an eight-figure debt with this job and a host job?” Mobei Jun asks, and Shang Qinghua almost wants to throttle him. Though, if his wallet didn’t have a direct funnel to his dad’s bank account, Shang Qinghua might actually have been a little comfortable.

    “That’s not what I meant!” Shang Qinghua huffs, his head still spinning. As far as being a married man goes, Shang Qinghua is nowhere near ready.

    “What?” Mobei Jun raises a single eyebrow. “Were you looking to marry for love?”

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    "Your cheeks are red, are you okay? Sick?" Mu Qing swats the hand that almost touched his cheek and turns his head away. Hiding it from the other's as a smile slowly etched into his face, no matter how much he tries to resist.

    For one to quickly notice his love for his own mother in merely three years, Mu Qing was no longer sure if it was safe to be this so attached. Their distance from each other is so far, he fears everything will end. That the boy will no longer come and find him.

    He fears he'll lose his only friend that observes him thoroughly. Not just see who he is as a poor child, with a criminal of a father and a poor seamstress of a mother, and quickly thinks he's such a monster of a person.

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