All the ANGST
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When eight-year old Merlin first wandered off to explore the Dead Forest, he hoped for adventure: perhaps he'd find a wildcat or, at the very least, a hedgehog. What he found instead was a great and terrible destiny. Part One of the Incandescent Series.
Written for the Merlin Reverse Bang Round 1.
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- Part 1 of Incandescent
- Part 1 of All the ANGST
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"... join me. Together, we can rule over this land. Arthur will tremble at your voice. He will kneel at your feet!"
Sigan presents Merlin an offer that is hard to refuse. Unfortunately, he is not playing fair.
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- Part 1 of Synchrony
- Part 4 of Pornalot 2017
- Part 2 of All the ANGST
- Part 3 of Explicit and DARK
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"The Dark Tower" AU.
What would have happened if Morgana had imprisoned Merlin in the Dark Tower instead of Gwen? In which the author tries to break (and possibly mend) your heart in 600 words.
Includes art by incalescentember.
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- Part 1 of Dark Tower and Season Five AUs
- Part 3 of All the ANGST
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After something bad happens, Arthur wants to take things slow. Merlin isn't nearly so patient.
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- Part 5 of Pornalot 2017
- Part 6 of All the (non-painful) SMUT
- Part 4 of All the ANGST
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A collection of stand-alone, one-hundred word drabbles.
Chapter 9: Be careful what promises you believe...
(See the Table of Contents for info on each fic.)
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- Part 12 of All the FLUFF!
- Part 5 of All the ANGST
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Following the Great Dragon’s rampage and his father's death, Merlin struggles with guilt and despair. He uses magic to help himself cope, but that decision is not without ramifications, especially when his unlikely survival attracts the king's attention.
Many years ago, Uther had a twisted obsession with his friend, the dragonlord Balinor. When Uther realises who Merlin is, he is eager to continue with the son what he started with the father.
Arthur is expected to follow his father in all things, even into hypocrisy. After he learns of Merlin's betrayal and his father's secrets, the choices he will be forced to make will have far-reaching consequences.
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- Part 6 of All the ANGST
- Part 2 of Explicit and DARK
- Part 1 of Kinks of Camelot Fills
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Morgana kidnaps Gwen as bait for Emrys. It's a trap, of course, but Merlin will do anything to make Arthur happy again.
Inspired by art (included)
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- Part 2 of Dark Tower and Season Five AUs
- Part 7 of All the ANGST
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After learning that Arthur plans to make Gwen his Queen, Morgana devises a scheme to poison their relationship. However, a serious miscalculation leaves Merlin—and the future of Albion—in jeopardy.
An AU of 4x09 in which no shades are summoned and soulmates are real.
Now beginning Book Four.
——Each chapter contains chapter-specific warnings——
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- Part 8 of All the ANGST
- Part 1 of Explicit and DARK
- Part 1 of Frayed
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He stood frozen, distraught, wishing he could lean into the hand and soak up the offered support, lap up any scraps of love. How very alone be was…. A tiny speck in an infinite universe, hoping to one day find purpose, to one day find his lost king.
Arthur. Please, I'm so tired. So tired of waiting. Please, come back to me, Arthur.
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- Part 9 of All the ANGST
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“Though no man, no matter how great, can know his destiny, some lives have been foretold… Arthur is not just a king—he is the Once and Future King. Take heart, for when Albion's need is greatest, Arthur will rise again.”
Merlin always thought that Kilgharrah had meant to be encouraging. He had held onto hope for Arthur's return long after his memory of the actual man faded away. If he had seen the dragon's words as the true threat they were—a prophecy foretelling the utter devastation of Albion and her people—Merlin would not have been so eager. He would have battled through all his endless days to make sure his King would never return.
But destiny never had been kind to Merlin.
Includes art by ObsidianSerpent.
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- Part 10 of All the ANGST