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    Right after Shane wins the 2011 Rookie of the Year award, he makes a wild suggestion: Ilya could spend the following day with him.

    They end up doing a few boring activities, like hiking, reading, or getting married.

    What follows is a long-distance, highly secret, frustrating, and completely loving married life, while still being arch-rivals to the rest of the world.

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    18 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark *

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    Shane agrees to go clubbing exactly once.

    His only rules:
    • Three hours.
    • No flirting.
    • No men.

    Unfortunately for Shane, nobody informed Ilya Rozanov about those rules.

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    18 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 98

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    17 Jul 2026

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    "Do you like your wife?" Shane pushed, the words falling out before he could stop them. It was a dangerous and very stupid question.

    Ilya paused. His hand moved from the lace of Shane’s underwear to his hip, gripping him firmly.

    Ilya leaned down, his lips brushing the shell of Shane’s ear. His breath was hot, sending shivers down Shane’s spine. "If I say yes," he whispered, "will you still let me fuck you?"

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    Shane is spending the summer working as a bev cart boy at an exclusive golf club. Where he meets the former hockey player, currently married, Ilya Rozanov.

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    17 Jul 2026

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    Stranger: u play hockey?
    You: Yes. You?
    Stranger: ya
    Stranger: what level?
    You: University, what about you?
    Stranger: mlh
    You: Yeah, sure lol
    Stranger: am serious
    You: Okay, well I don’t believe you. Why would an MLH player be on Omegle to talk about hockey lol
    Stranger: maybe i like to inspire people

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    17 Jul 2026

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    "We have newest member of the team with us today, as you all have seen.”

    Shane glanced up again, watching as the captain gestured vaguely toward Shane without looking at him. “Shane Hollander.” The name came out of his mouth like it was laced with poison.

    Shane became very aware of many eyes turning to him now. He felt a few claps on the back and tried to force a tight smile. But his eyes wandered back up to Ilya Rozanov, who was looking at him with so much quiet contempt, that Shane started to understand the phrase ‘if looks could kill.’
     

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    OR: Ilya spirals into a deep depression when Shane breaks things off with him definitively after a horrifying run in with their feelings (and tuna melts).

    They go no contact for close to a year until Shane is unexpectedly traded to Boston the following season.

    Shane finds his new captain is a version of Ilya he's never seen before: dark, icy, and distant.

    But their newfound proximity mixed with old feelings creates a complicated dynamic that they can't ignore forever.

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    17 Jul 2026

  7. Public Bookmark *

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    "Hi, solnyshko.”
    The Russian pet name set a firework off inside Shane's mind as he heard it cooed from behind him. The intonation was just as he remembered, but the voice was much deeper.

    He turned and felt himself short circuit. It took every ounce of willpower to not let his jaw drop cartoonishly to the floor. Shane would recognize his individual features anywhere, even after 5 years. But it was as if someone had snapped their fingers and the smug, silly Russian boy who had been attached to Shane's hip for 3 summers was transformed into some sort of fucking Adonis right before his eyes.

    “Ilya-” was all Shane managed before strong arms were wrapped around his waist and lifting him off the ground in a greeting all too familiar from years ago.

     

    OR
    When Shane Hollander & Ilya Rozanov spent their summers as teens in an elite hockey camp, they quickly became inseparable friends. But they lose touch when Shane moves on as a prospect for the NHL and Ilya for the KHL.

    Years later, Montreal makes a bold move to take the hottest player in the KHL. After hearing of the Russian's reputation, the Montreal Captain is tasked with keeping his old best friend and new teammate out of trouble.

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    17 Jul 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 57

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    Out of gas and lost in the woods — what’s a girl to do?

    Shane Hollander is Canada’s Prince of Hockey, going through all the right motions. What does it mean when he crosses paths with an unlikely stranger who comes to his rescue?

    Mechanic Ilya Rozanov is about to show Shane a whole new world, in more ways than one.

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    17 Jul 2026

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    Shane rests his head on Ilya’s shoulder. “Is it the medication, you think?”

    Ilya hates the question, but he nods anyway. “Probably, yes. I was not like this before.”

    -

    Or: Ilya Rozanov used to know exactly what he wanted and how to get it. Now, after months of being on antidepressants, desire feels like a stranger to him, and not even Shane Hollander is able to bring it back.

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    16 Jul 2026

  10. Public Bookmark *

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    "He saw the corners of Ilya's lips curve up ever so slightly in that infuriating, tiny hint of a smile. “Goodbye, Shane Hollander.”

    Shane could only ogle as Ilya walked away. Fuck. His ass was fat. This was so bad.

    Shane Hollander, star athlete, D1 hockey team captain, campus heartthrob, was being completely undone by a brooding Slavic art major that he would probably crawl on his fucking knees and bark for."

    --

    Shane is ready for another boring semester where he has to pretend like he cares about anything other than hockey. Until he sits down next to a mysterious Russian art student who also happens to be the hottest guy Shane has ever seen.

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    16 Jul 2026

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    “I just play?” Ilya asks, looking back at Shane.

    Shane lifts his foot off of Ilya’s cock, sliding onto his knees and lithely straddling his right thigh. Ilya’s hands automatically come up to wrap around his back, but Shane stops him before he can.

    “You just play,” he says, fingers gripping Ilya’s forearms. Ilya’s hands hang limply in the air where Shane holds him, the controller nearly slipping from his grasp. He stares up at Shane, admiring the light flush already dusting his cheeks. “Once you’ve scored three goals, you can score with me too.”

    Oh fuck.

    —written for subtop ilya week ♡

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    15 Jul 2026

  12. Public Bookmark *

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    ===
    Fate liked to torture him, so Shane looked at Ilya.
    "What do you think?" He asked shyly, much less amused by all this when Ilya stayed quiet. He hasn't spoken a word since Shane left the bathroom. "I think…I think I could grow to like the eyeliner, but…"
    Ilya interrupted him with an unidentifiable sound that left his tight throat. He cleared it, trying to hold himself together.
    "Is nice." He mumbled out. "Pretty dress."
    ===

    In which ilya thinks he's straight, until he sees his gay best friend dressed up in drag as a joke (he gets so hard he almost faints).

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    15 Jul 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 61

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    15 Jul 2026

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    Ilya: I have a complaint to file with HR

    Shane: What?

    Ilya: This is the second month in a row I haven’t received a paycheck.
    Ilya: It’s unacceptable, Hollander.
    Ilya: I want to file a complaint.

    Shane: 😑
    Shane: Wasn’t aware I still needed to pay you when you’re now a co-owner on all my accounts.
    Shane: You know.
    Shane: Because we’re MARRIED.

    Ilya: I’m going to tell the whole world.
    Ilya: Imagine what they will say when I tell them Shane Hollander fucks over his employees both literally and figuratively.

    Shane: For fuck’s sake.
    Shane: You’re not my manny anymore.
    Shane: You’re my husband.

    Ilya: 🥹

    Shane: Are you about to get really emotional again because I called you my husband?

    Ilya: YES.

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    09 Jul 2026

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    [Ilya Rozanov yawns and stretches shirtless in his kitchen. Pajama pants hang low on his waist, and his hair is rumpled from sleep. He smiles and waves at the camera, and when he comes closer, he leans down so his face is level with the camera, his eyes bright even though he’s obviously tired.]

    Ilya: Good morning! It is ass o’clock, and I hate that I am awake, but today you are going to spend the day with me and my boyfriend. And I know what you are thinking, ‘what man could possibly be worthy of you, Ilya?’ and I get it. I ask myself this every day, but my boyfriend is very wonderful, even if he is much, much less famous than me and not nearly as good at hockey, and I think it’s about time you all get to know him. So, yay boyfriend reveal! And now I’m going to make him his disgusting breakfast smoothie, and then bring you along for our day together because my friend Harris Drover says I need more content on the internet, and what better way to do that than to tell you I’m bi, and that I have a boyfriend, and show you how disgustingly in love we are?

    [Ilya straightens so that his bare torso is the only thing in the frame, his abs flexing as he reaches over to turn on the blender.]

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    09 Jul 2026

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    “Sweetheart, your pretty little head is so silly. For every photocard I make of ugly hockey men, I make two of my gorgeous, radiant, pulchritudinous boyfriend. Sometimes three.”

    A smile breaks through the heated haze of Shane’s expression. “You’ve been using the thesaurus Dad got you for Christmas?”

    “I will beat Yuna Hollander at Scrabble one day,” Ilya declares against Shane’s hip bone.

    In the year between the Cottage and the Centaurs, Ilya misses Shane more than ever. Svetlana’s teenage cousin offers a coping method: Kpop-style Shane Hollander photocards to stare at all day long. It's a shame carrying around pictures of fellow hockey players is just not socially acceptable.

    …At least, not yet.
     
    (AKA: Ilya's mission to desensitize the hockey world to his Hollander fanboyisms, and the NHL players that suffer for it.)

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    108,004

    09 Jul 2026

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    Shane Hollander is just trying to make enough money to survive as a master's student at Harvard.

    Ilya Rozanov is a star center in the NHL, and wants to find something to relieve stress. He stumbles across a Camboy profile of a beautiful man with the cutest freckles.

    They are on a collision course that will change both of their lives forever.

    (The Camboy AU that no one asked for, but I'm writing it anyway.)

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    Chapters:
    15/?
    Comments:
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    112,078

    08 Jul 2026

  18. Public Bookmark *

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    Cowboy Shane almost kills Ilya
    (Ilya finds Cowboy Shane very hot)

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    24
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    16,487

    08 Jul 2026

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    The Ottawa Centaurs go to a bar after a game. There happens to a be a mechanical bull, and everyone puts money on who can last the longest on it. Everyone underestimates just how experienced Shane is at riding.

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    Chapters:
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    Comments:
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    201,390

    08 Jul 2026

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    WELCOME TO THE NAYBORHOOD!!
    i am Shane i am 7 i live in the house with the blue door
    mom said give you a gift so here is drawing!!
    i draw every day almost every day
    do you like drawing?

    Ilya and his family move from Moscow to Ottawa when he is seven years old. The boy next door draws him a welcome gift.

    Or childhood friends Hollanov told through doodles and notes passed between them. Growing up is hard. At least they have each other.

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    Words:
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    Chapters:
    2/?
    Comments:
    687
    Kudos:
    5,460
    Bookmarks:
    1,047
    Hits:
    52,085

    02 Jul 2026

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