nonexistent_woman
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Just don't leave me alone wondering where you are (I am stronger than you give me credit for) by nonexistent_woman
Fandoms: The Last of Us (Video Games), The Last of Us (TV)
14 Nov 2023
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Dina is unable to move. She stands firmly in place as she stares into empty space Ellie once occupied; listening to the wind move through the house. The only thing that gets her moving are the soft cries emanating from the master bedroom. Dina gently picks him up, hand brushing over his soft crown. She places a kiss on his head and murmurs, “I got you.”
Or Dina's thoughts after Ellie leaves.
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- Part 2 of TLOU Fics
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Freezer bride, your sweet divine/you devour like smoked bovine hide by nonexistent_woman
Fandoms: The Last of Us (Video Games), The Last of Us (TV)
26 Jul 2023
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She knows he’s not real. Or isn’t anymore. He’s nothing more than ash. Hopefully indiscernible
amongst the remains of the wooden tables she hid behind.The ceilings consumed eagerly by fire. No more eager than the heavy hands pinning her down. She hopes that the entire chalet is unrecognizable. Only thing remaining, a charred cleaver coated with dried blood. All the fear, the terror, the desperation buried under rubble.But that’s all it is– hope.
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Ellie, a year later in Jackson finding the strength to speak about what really happened in the chalet.
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- Part 1 of TLOU Fics
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Eleven's been a late bloomer at everything. Friends, crushes... speaking. This included her period.
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Eleven gets her period, Max and Joyce help her out.
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My hand. There's the itch. But I'm not supposed to scratch. by nonexistent_woman
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
13 Jul 2022
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Will finally kisses a boy. The problem? Hopper saw them. Now Will rushes to find understanding in it all.
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Will and Hopper have a conversation about his sexuality.
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The Only Way to Get Past a Hill is Over by nonexistent_woman
Fandoms: Avatar: Legend of Korra
12 Nov 2021
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Something about Korra's personal life gets revealed to the public. Her position as the Avatar is threatened; Zhu Li's campaign is failing. Korra will eventually have to make a decision, her love or her role.
(Open to constructive criticism.)
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the transit of venus by marchflower
Fandoms: The Last of Us (Video Games), The Last of Us (TV)
19 Nov 2023
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She thinks that this is what love entails, warm houses and long hugs and baby fingers tangled in her hair and back rubs and hot tea at midnight - but sometimes it just feels like she’s walking that cliff’s edge, waiting for the other shoe to drop, waiting for the expectations to shift, knowing she can’t meet them. She’s never been loved before and she doesn’t know that when it stops being easy, stops being new- is it still there?
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In Jackson, Ellie goes to pieces. Her family fits her back together again.
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06 Apr 2026
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As their quarantine period elapses and they move to a permanent home, as weeks turn into months and they join in on the rotations and activities in town, Tommy still can't get to know Ellie. She dodges him at every opportunity, constantly has an excuse for not joining them for dinner, and just…seemingly wants nothing to do with anyone that isn't Joel.
Which should be good, because that means it probably ain't personal, ain't aimed at him directly. But it still feels a bit personal.
(ellie struggles at settling in, and tommy struggles at getting his new niece to interact with him) (bthb - choking)
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- Part 8 of bad things happen bingo
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08 Feb 2026
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Sam's about to exit out of the page and nag at Sarah for becoming a gossip-rag-follower when a voice starts piping out of his phone’s speaker.
“Breaking news on our favorite superhero couple,” says the host of the show, bright and plasticky under the studio lights. “That’s right, folks! We’ve got solid evidence that the Cap and Winter Soldier romance is real—”
Sam’s finger slams down on the pause button.
What, he thinks, the hell.
Or: five times that people think Sam and Bucky are dating, and one time that they don't.
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03 Feb 2026
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And In The End, It Was All For You. It Was Always For You. by Clem_Nova
Fandoms: The Last of Us (Video Games)
09 Jan 2026
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Following on from the beach scene in The Last of Us Part 2.
Nothing in this life is ever easy for Ellie; she always seems to be the survivor, while everyone close to her dies trying to protect her. She tries to move forward, tries to shake off the survivor's guilt. Until, one day, an unlikely figure comes for her. Will Ellie let more people die trying to rescue her, or will she do everything she can to protect the ones she loves?
The one where Ellie lets the ones she loves go, to protect them.
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06 Jan 2026
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All American Bitch by orphan_account
Fandoms: The Last of Us (Video Games), The Last of Us (TV)
05 Feb 2026
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A moment of supreme calm and clarity strikes through her like lightning - no, she isn’t going with Tommy.
Fuck him. Fuck both of the millers, this whole town, Maria included. Fuck all of them.
He doesn’t get to do this to her, act like she’s this burden and then send her away into the wilderness with his brother. Send her away to sleep in the cold and be stalked by infected whilst he stays in this cosy house, this cosy life, bars and whiskey and horses and pancakes.
No, she’s done listening to him.
Ellie is going by herself to the university. And she is never, ever, going to see any one of these people ever again.
Bookmarked by nonexistent_woman
03 Jan 2026