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you know i didn't want to have to haunt you by cyanica
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
25 Aug 2023
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“I want to see him,” Andrew decides.
“They won’t let you,” Wymack tells him.
Andrew grits out, “They don’t get to decide that.”
Wymack’s eyes never stop searching him. “They do.”
Andrew can’t look at anything. He sounds awfully, condemningly and absolutely indifferent. “They don’t get to decide he’s dead.”
“They did,” Wymack says.
A hospital has never been so fucking quiet.
Or Neil dies in Baltimore but doesn’t quite leave. This a look into the complexity of Andrew’s trauma, grief, and psychosis that manifests itself as the undying ghost of Neil Josten. Reality and sanity are fragile concepts that Andrew isn’t too concerned about anymore; not if it means never letting Neil go, again and again and again. He made a promise, after all.
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02 Aug 2025
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If it means protecting you (I’ll pay my dues) by Intangibel (duskbutterfly)
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
29 Apr 2023
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What if the threat of Aaron being charged with murder was more significant and Neil found out that he could prevent Andrew from having to be at the trial if he were to testify. What would he be willing to sacrifice to achieve that?
What if instead of refusing to testify for Aaron, Neil decides to make a deal with the FBI to become their witness against his father if they’ll backstop his current identity? What if he could take Riko down with him? He thinks it means signing his death warrant and losing the Foxes. Betsy, Aaron and the Foxes are determined to convince him it doesn’t have to be all or nothing, but his father’s people are coming for him, he’s poked the Moriyama hornets’ nest on Kevin’s behalf and that’s not even starting on what Andrew will have to say about Neil choosing to martyr himself.
Ft. Unlikely bonding between Aaron and Neil. Nicky and Aaron realise Andrew does care and is a protective asshole they should care about, therapy Neil needs but wouldn’t ever seem out and shake-ups to canon focus on healing and redemption for Andrew.
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The rape tag is for canon/past Drake only. Discussed and referenced but never described on page- Language:
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07 Feb 2025
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What if Mary loved her son so much, she took Nathaniel and ran to escape their fates?
What if Stefan met his first friends, Jean and Elodie, in France at age 11?
What if Alex met the perfect stranger, Andrew, at age 12?
What if Tyler met his new neighbor, Seth, at age 13?
What if Abram called on Stuart Hatford again when his mom was killed when he was 15?Or
One big cluster fuck of What Ifs
Neil with DID.
Neil’s life from ages 10-17 while on the run.
Part 1 is before PSU, while Part 2 is during PSU.(Not abandoned, I’m just shit at posting!)
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- Part 1 of Crowded Headspace
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06 Aug 2024
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After awakening from a coma, Neteyam is older, weaker, and desperate to become a warrior again. He trains with Ao’nung, quickly realizing he has feelings for the future Olo’eyktan. As things progress, he is faced with pressure from his family, the clan, and his inner struggle to prove himself. Is it possible to have all of his desires?
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"The world was drowned to nothingness as Neteyam melted into Ao’nung, falling into him like he fell into sleep every night, sinking into the warmth and softness of his mouth. His lips were like the sea, salty and gentle and powerful, and they parted his mouth open to taste him fully until it was like their bodies had become one."
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18 Apr 2024
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scandalous by autumnspostcard
Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga), 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime)
14 Feb 2024
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Although it's admittedly shameful, Satoru wants nothing more than to fuck the brains out of his son's babysitter. He's perfect; intelligent, go-getting, kind, and best of all, innocent.
But maybe Suguru's not as innocent as he lets on. Not that Satoru needs to know that, anyway. As long as they both get what they want, what's the issue?
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17 Feb 2024