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Ray pulled away from Pete like he wasn’t even there and fell into his mother like he’d tried to do before and this time Pete did not need to stop him. No guns swivelled and no voice cried WARNING, FORTY SEVEN. WARNING, TWENTY THREE.
Mrs Garraty at last put her arms around her son, and held onto him for a long long time.
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Pete and Ray, after.
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- Part 2 of footsore
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Here is what everyone thinks of you. It’s exactly what you feared. It might actually be worse.
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omens, and all kinds of signs by hiljainen for Edonohana
Fandoms: True Detective (TV 2014)
21 Feb 2026
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There was this one odd day in the ’90s.
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Marty said something, some meaningless hackles up snarl, like: you’re one sick fuck, Rust.
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Hockey and sex aren’t really all that different. Not in her personal philosophy, at least. Both physical; both a little violent, if you’re doing it right. Both require focus, skill—and instinct. You’ll never get anywhere in either field without good instinct. Without a willingness to lose yourself in it, to give yourself up to something deeper than you, bigger than you, wilder than you.
And—most importantly—Liliya Rozanova is really fucking good at both of them.
Jane Hollander is good at hockey. Everyone knows that. Rozanova would like to know if she’s good at the other thing, too.
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“Why’d you have to say that, huh, I was afraid I did something wrong.”
“You like it when you do something wrong ‘cause you’re a sick freak,” Pete says, fondly.
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- Part 3 of just stay alive
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29 Mar 2026
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“Nobody ever has,” Pete murmurs. “Nobody ever touched me but you.” He almost believes it himself, for a moment. He can’t think of anyone else who ever did, right now.
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Clean hands, that’s him. All-American, good mentor, generous, easy with the rookies, liked by the vets, great in the room.
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15 Feb 2026
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Scott can almost understand why they’re willing to take the risk, if this is what it’s like with them.
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Shane had been sucking Rozanov’s mostly soft dick for between six and eight minutes. Since all the most important moments of Shane’s life were timed, he had a good internal clock. He was pretty sure it had been eight minutes.
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01 Feb 2026
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Rozanov was weird enough that copying him would not result in acting normal, so Shane didn’t try.
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Pete had fucked a man two times in his life before he fucked Ray Garraty. It wasn’t a very worldly thing; it had been the same man both times.
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Pete's first times topping.
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25 Jan 2026
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Nobody knew how to walk three hundred and thirty miles without stopping but also get gagged up by a cup of black coffee like Ray.
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Shane watched Ilya tilt his head back and drop some peanuts into his mouth. He gave them all of two chews before swallowing. The totally indigestible peanuts travelled down the line of his beautiful speckled throat. The man was begging for chronic reflux.
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04 Jan 2026
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He felt frightened, like he’d unexpectedly been handed a big responsibility. And he was so turned-on he was ill with it.