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don't it beat a slow dance to death by solitarydreaming
Fandoms: Raven Cycle - Maggie Stiefvater
18 Sep 2020
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Adam gets trapped in a time loop with a morbid twist and finds an unlikely ally in Ronan Lynch.
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22 Apr 2026
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the half part sees what the other half's got by thechaoscryptid for nerdzeword
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
01 Mar 2026
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"Andrew doesn't have friends," Aaron says. Blurts, really—loud and undignified and not what he meant to say. But like a bandaid from a too-fresh wound, it tears him open. "He has things. He just doesn't like that his things"—he makes a maliciously sarcastic set of air quotes—"play nicely together without him."
If Andrew had been carved from marble, he might have been livelier. Every inch of him now is stone, from the hard set of his jaw to the tension bunching in his thighs.
"I'm right, aren't I?" Aaron continues. There's something dangerous in him, howling down every synapse and nerve fiber until he's shaking with it. He doesn't have it in him to leash it; not today, not freshly off the high of a potential future built on want and not binding contracts. "You can't stand that you're not in control anymore, that we might not need you."
"You don't need me," Andrew says, voice gravel.
"Isn't it enough to want you?" Andrew's eyes go wide, but Aaron isn't finished. "Jesus, don't you get it? It's enough for your pet striker, so why can't it be enough for your own goddamn brother?"
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06 Mar 2026
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They stare at each other, for that long, singular moment. Aaron has this weightless feeling in his stomach, like he’s soaring through the empty skies, or possibly free-falling into something catastrophic. He thinks he sees Kevin’s gaze flutter to his lips, before sliding back up to his eyes, but perhaps that’s just wishful thinking. He has the same distant, lofty expression he uses in his interviews.
“We’re good, then?” Kevin asks hopefully.
“Yeah,” Aaron says faintly, then clears his throat and says a little more forcefully. “Yes. We’re good.”
Kevin searches his eyes again, as if looking for some indication that Aaron is lying. In truth, Aaron doesn’t even know himself. The only thing he feels is shame.
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Kevin and Aaron find something in each other without ever knowing they were looking for it.
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04 Mar 2026
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It was bizarre how much his relationships improved with distance, but they say absence makes the heart grow fonder. Still, he didn't feel them missing like an amputated limb until recently. Maybe it was Matt and Dan's impending retirement, as they had started asking him some uncomfortably pointed questions about children and pregnancy. Maybe it was Nicky's brand new German citizenship, tying him forever outside the country.
Or maybe it was the fact that Kevin Day had been traded to Chicago almost a year ago and he and Aaron still hadn't done more than one stilted coffee meet up three months after he moved.
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Aaron tries to keep his head above water, which becomes much harder once Kevin walks back into his life asking to be friends on purpose.
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07 Feb 2026
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James and Regulus have been secretly dating for 2 months.
This is a story of how each one of their friends finds out about said relationship.
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Based on the Friends episode "The one where everyone finds out."
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04 Feb 2026