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    The story of Ninnachel of the Noldor, neither male nor female, but gwegwin - literally 'man-woman', intersex and identifying as outside the binary. Warrior, lover, writer of obscene poetry, giver of hope and defiance, community builder.

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    Fic and poems posted for the Silmarillion40 event.

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  1. Rec 22

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    Hua Cheng returns to him, and Xie Lian must love him, in both words and actions.

    It was overwhelming, overpowering, terrifying the love he felt for this man. A power he’d never known could exist. Something more compelling than fear, something stronger than rage. It was a fire, consuming him from the inside out, and Xie Lian didn’t turn away, he never turned away, even when he should.

    He wanted to burn.

    “San Lang,” he moaned, as Hua Cheng kissed his jaw, his neck, the crook of his shoulder. “I, I, I—”

    He’d wanted for so long, and now he finally had. He was a starving man faced with a banquet, frozen by abundance, unsure where to begin.

    And Hua Cheng? He deserved everything Xie Lian could possibly offer. Deserved to understand how much he’d missed him, how much he wanted him, how much he loved him.

    “Tell me.” Hua Cheng laid Xie Lian down on his sleeping mat reverently, steady and real above him. “Tell me everything.”

    An epilogue to the final chapter, with love, laughter, and multiple orgasms.

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    17 Aug 2026

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    He doesn’t remember his first life; he only has the scraps of stories which Wen-shushu has been telling him. He doesn’t know what he will need in order to come home but he knows he needs to go on this journey if he wants to find it.

     

     

     

    Post-canon, Lan Sizhui travels with Wen Ning as he tries to reconcile his identity and family, and find out what home looks like for him.

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    29 Jul 2026

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    So there was this jar, and it had so much peanut butter still in it, and when his fox nose scented it and didn’t catch any poison or spoilage, what was he supposed to do? Not avail himself of this gift? No. He shoved his delicate little snout right in there and got to licking, but, you know… Elegantly. Definitely not snarfing and making horrible little fox sounds and rolling around on the ground while he went ham on the jar. Sure, he had to work a little bit to get at the last of it, but anything good is worth working for, right? So finally, triumphant, no longer starving, and maybe a little thirsty now from eating half a cup of peanut butter in about two minutes, he’d tried to remove his head from the jar.

    Operative word tried.

    Or: Wei Ying gets stuck. Lan Zhan helps.

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  4. Rec 68

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    [So far, he has deduced that the smooth voice belongs to a man who is: an extremely powerful ghost, friends with another powerful ghost who owes him an ungodly amount of money, the owner of (or at least working in) a casino, in love with someone he calls “Your Highness,” and very very sad about not being able to find whoever he’s in love with. Altogether, Xie Lian thinks this “terrifying creature” was oversold.]

    Or: Xie Lian is cursed to hear the thoughts of "Crimson Rain Sought Flower," whoever that is. He's not particularly bothered by it, but something about the ghost seems familiar...

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    A shadow falls across Xie Lian’s face for a moment, and then the sound of knees hitting the stone rings out in his ears. When he opens his eyes, Hua Cheng is kneeling before him, bent as if in supplication.

    “This lowly servant begs His Highness the Crown Prince to grant him a wish,” he says. There’s a tone to his voice that takes Xie Lian’s breath away, full of reverence, but when Hua Cheng chances to look up at Xie Lian’s face from where he’s prostrating before him, there is a wicked curve to the shape of his mouth, a glint in his eye.

    At Qiandeng Temple, Xie Lian experiences more than one kind of worship.

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    17 May 2026