ThreateningLasagna



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    “I turned the other cheek every fucking time. I still got tossed on my ass the second I went too far over the line, and threatened by the commissioner, and told to kill myself on just about every social media platform because my nightmare that I’d get outed came true. And you, after everything you did, got to come out to a supportive team and fans, get a slap on the wrist, and have your happy fucking ending.”

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    An exploration of Shane Hollander's struggle against racism and homophobia in hockey, and how others come to understand it

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    24 Aug 2026

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    But, typically, bottoming seemed to be more... exposing to Ilya, Shane whining and panting with his back arched as Ilya all but bullied his way into him, carving a place into his husband with his dick. He was giving himself up to Ilya the best way he could. On his stomach or back or rolled over onto his side. It was beautiful. And it was perfect for them. 

    Which was why the current turn of events had shocked him. 

    “I want to fuck you,” Shane breathed in his ear. 

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    Shane wants to fuck Ilya. Ilya has feelings about it.

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    20 Aug 2026

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    AU where one of Shane’s rookies comes out early on in his career. Organized in chronological order.

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    17 Aug 2026

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    “Can I tell you a secret?” Mom asks.

    Shane nods immediately. He likes secrets. Especially from his mother. She knows everything about everything.

    “It doesn’t matter what they say or do,” she tells him. “The only thing that matters is what you do on the ice.”

    “Score lots of goals?” Shane clarifies, since eleven-year-old boys do all kinds of things on the ice.

    “Score lots of goals.” Mom nods with a grin. “The ice doesn’t care who you are, Shane. So, you go out there and give it your everything. Then nothing else matters.”

    “You promise?” Shane whispers.

    “I promise,” Mom tells him firmly. “If you’re good on the ice, they won’t care who you are off it.”

    OR: An ode to the many layers of Shane Hollander.

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    16 Aug 2026

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    In 2003, Shane Hollander is assigned a PenPal, and gains a friend. A friend who smokes, calls him boring, and gives him ridiculous nicknames.

    Across the world, Ilya Rozanov practices his English with a curious Canadian boy whose name he can't fucking remember.

    Or, before they were Canada's Shane Hollander and Russia's Ilya Rozanov, they were Cat and Elijah. Shane has no reason to suspect his childhood PenPal is his hockey rival, and Ilya has never even considered that the man he's falling for is also the boy he already fell in love with through letters and postcards.

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    15 Aug 2026