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    Zanka Nijiku is a freshly graduated psychology student.
    Fresh out of school, it is time for him to get his first real job as a psychologist.

    He takes on a job at a psychiatric hospital, where he gets assigned a key patient, a particularly difficult patient.

    Jabber Wonger is this difficult patient.
    Hes been in and out of the institution since very early on in his childhood.

    Upon meeting, they didn’t think much of eachother.

    Zanka saw a challenge, not a person. A patient to help who others had claimed was unable to be helped.

    And Jabber saw just another know it all doctor, who’d pretend to understand him and of all that bullshit.

    But they couldn’t have been more wrong about eachother.

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    22 Apr 2026

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    He doesn’t speak English.
    He flinches at light.
    He doesn’t respond to his name — because they never let him keep one.

    HYDRA turned Peter into something else.
    S.H.I.E.L.D. found the weapon.
    The Avengers found the boy.

    Now they’re trying to help him find himself.
    But healing doesn’t happen overnight — and Peter’s past isn’t done with him yet.

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    16 Apr 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 37

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    Pain. That’s the first thing I notice when I drag myself out of bed. There’s an ache behind my eyes and an all-consuming fatigue that’s taken over my body. Rubbing my eyes, I sigh, realizing that today is one of those days.

    Everyone knows me as being an upbeat, exuberant person. And I am, for the most part. But deep down, I know that it’s an act. A facade I keep up so no one knows how dead I feel inside. So no one knows the dark shit that really goes on in my brain.

    Days like today don’t happen very often. Days in which I feel like I’m lugging around five tons of weight. Days in which keeping a smile physically hurts. Days in which all I can think about is plunging a knife into my chest. But when they do happen, they suck ass.

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    Peter has undiagnosed depression and is experiencing a depressive episode for the first time since meeting Tony. The latter along with Steve, who Tony is dating, realize something's wrong. (You know the drill) Hurt/comfort ensues. ***Warnings are in the tags and beginning notes!!!***

     

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    09 Apr 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 82

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    Rhodey enters the workshop to see Tony throwing a xerocopy at a hologram which– He shouldn’t even be surprised. It is definitely not the strangest thing he’s caught him doing.
    A xerocopy, a wrench, and a freeze gun later, as Tony is about to throw a teddy bear, he finally notices Rhodes’ and looks up at him.
    “So, what did the teddy do?”
    Tony stares at Rhodey, eyes empty from the lack of sleep.
    He gestures to the hologram display. “Uhm. Spider-Man.”

     

    OR: When Tony Stark discovers that a local vigilante, one that successfully plays on his nerves, is his biological kid he loses his mind. Just a little.

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    09 Apr 2026

  5. Rec 77

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    "I shouldn't be alive…" He hissed, eyes wide and frantic as he stared down at his physical rock bottom, heels digging into the mudded ground.

    It took a few seconds, like the man up there was calculating, before a slow, hollowing voice echoed down. "Are you stupid?" It asked, slicing into Zanka's psyche and opting him out of himself. He couldn't bear to tear his eyes from where his feet sank into the ground, but still, all his attention was on Zodyl now.

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    What if it wasn't Enjin that found Zanka down the well that day?

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    04 Apr 2026