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  1. Public Bookmark 72

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    Its the week of Irinas death anniversary and Ilya is taking it terribly -- even shrinking down to being mean to his husband in order to get him to leave him alone.. but still cant keep his hands off of him for the most part.

    ' “Off. Let go of me.” Ilya complained quietly, his words coming out sounding more like a whine than anything else—likely because he’d just woken up.
    “What? Baby, you’re holding onto me.” '

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    “aht aht,” Shane tutted, his index finger pressing against Ilya's lips—his gorgeous— ..lips. Shane wanted to kiss him desperately, but that wasn’t a part of his plans right now. He wanted to take him out of his head, it’s what Ilya needed—and no one could do it except for Shane.
    “Don’t talk. Just feel. Let me take care of you, Ilya.”

     

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    "She would have loved you, like I love you"

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    02 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 55

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    A few weeks before running their first camp for the Irina Foundation in the summer of 2019, Shane arranges for him and Ilya to fly to London to meet with some British footballers who run their own charity kids camp. Ilya insists on treating it like their first couples vacation, and on playing sexy stranger in the hotel bar.

    Neither of them could have foreseen that Scott and Kip would also be on vacation in London, and also staying in the same hotel.
    Scott and Kip proceed to drag Shane and Ilya on an evening out, during which Ilya and Shane have to pretend they definitely aren’t in a relationship, and Shane definitely, definitely does not have a plug up his ass.

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    02 Jul 2026

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    Shane loves his husband. He really does! But sometimes, it can be hard to put that love into words.

    So maybe, when he tried to put it into words, he ended up writing a couple songs.

    And maybe he released them under a fake name.

    And maybe they got insanely popular somehow.

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    AKA the one where Shane and Ilya are married and in love and Shane is a little insecure about his ability to love his husband. So he becomes a faceless pop sensation. By accident. Mostly? It's complicated.

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    30 Jun 2026

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    The game starts normally.

    It does not stay that way.

    Or: Shane and Ilya become parents in the middle of a hockey game.

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    30 Jun 2026

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    Shane’s face lit up with recognition at the song. “Oh, wait, I like this one!”
    Ilya watched in amused confusion as Shane stood suddenly and followed a bunch of Metros onto the dance floor. The remaining Metros hooted and hollered after him.
    Hayden grinned at the sight. “Right on the dot, three drink Shane.”
    Ilya looked at Hayden with an inquisitive look. “Three drink Shane?”
    Hayden nodded sagely. “We’ve only seen it twice. Because he hardly ever drinks and rarely more than one drink. But three drink Shane likes to dance.”

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    25 Jun 2026