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  1. Public Bookmark 48

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    Jay returns from 2008 a changed man.

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    14 Jul 2026

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  2. Public Bookmark 50

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    “Y’know?” Matt asks, voice strained and thin like a rubber band ready to snap, “if you don’t want people to think we’re fucking, dragging me into an empty bedroom and messing up my hair probably isn’t the best optics.”

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    Matt tells everyone that Jay’s his b-friend. Jay goes a little crazy.

    For MattJay week!!! day 5 b-friend, miscommunication, academia au

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    13 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 21

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    A week and a half ago, Jay stumbled on an opportunity to write a spec score for the new Madagascar movie. A week and a half ago, he locked in on the knowledge he could actually, really, just be Jay, and not Matt & Jay. So a week ago, Jay was trying to figure out a way to let Matt down easy, un-embed him from his flesh a bit, loosen the grip of Matt’s teeth on his calf enough that they could just be normal friends, who hang out, and aren’t embroiled in a bizarre psychodrama together, so Matt doesn’t think they’re more than they are, that Jay feels the same intense way he does, that they’re going to get buried together and have one headstone: Here Lies Jay McCarrol (1983-2065) and His Best Friend Forever, Matt Johnson (1985-2066), They Will Be Roommates In Heaven :D

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    05 Jul 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 35

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    (Jay storms out of the apartment in a blizzard, gets into a bar fight, and is left with a concussion. Matt finds him and takes care of him. Jay initiates sex. Life goes on.)

    This is wrong, this is so wrong, he has no idea what’s even happening right now– some part of Matt attempts to replay these thoughts like a mantra, louder and louder in his mind, throwing them out like a spike strip to stop the getaway car of this, his deepest, darkest, longest-held desire. It doesn’t work.

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    30 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 79

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    He was freaking out.
    “Matt, listen.”
    Matt was drinking water straight from the kitchen faucet in his underwear and an open flannel shirt, not listening. He was barely awake.
    “Matt!”
    “What?” He turned around.
    “I need you on the best behavior of your life today.”
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    Jay is twenty-six years old and attending his grandma’s funeral. An extraordinarily unfunny story with hand stuff at the end.

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    22 Jun 2026