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In his last moments of life, Thomas laments the love he discovered too late, now with death separating them, the impossible wish to have had more time sticks out like his last prayer as he closes his eyes.
Thomas wakes up in the most unexpected...
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The weight of the cassock is not enough to silence the heart.
Ray believes his love for Thomas must die in silence, but an interrupted confession exposes him to the one he never wanted to hurt. Between hidden gardens and closed offices, both must decide if their faith is enough to put out what burns in secret.—"Not even hell would be enough punishment if I can look at you one more time."
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Thomas Lawrence, a cardinal dedicated to God, begins coughing up flowers without knowing why. The diagnosis: Hanahaki, a disease that blossoms from unrequited love. What he doesn't know is that Ray O'Malley, his assistant, also secretly bleeds for the same love.
They both remain silent. They both love.
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When little Raymond O'Malley gets lost in a London church, it is a young seminarian with a serene soul and clear eyes who finds him, comforts him, and speaks to him in words that the boy barely understands, but never forgets.
A bond forged in childhood, kept secret, and fulfilled with devotion.
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Erling has always believed that love is something you choose every day, in the small acts of care, in patience, in staying.
But when Jude begins to pull away, Erling is forced to confront the difference between loving someone and being loved well in return.
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28 Jul 2026
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Never Nothing, Always Something by Mawiiish
Fandoms: Superman - All Media Types, Batman - All Media Types
01 May 2022
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Fighting a new villain Bruce gets hit with a lightning bolt in the chest. Clark loses control.
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Clark can’t see, he can’t hear. He can barely breathe. In reality he’s doing all of those things, but nothing registers in his mind. Nothing. Which is what is echoing inside his head. There’s nothing, nothing, nothing. Bruce’s heartbeat is gone.Bookmarked by Nixblue
06 Sep 2025
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ship-to-ship combat by pomeloquat
Fandoms: Superman - All Media Types, Batman - All Media Types
03 Jan 2024
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"Clark. What the hell is this," Lois asks, staring at Clark's Bruceman WIP folder. Clark's first instinct is to fly away, but that would still leave his fic on display for her to see. His second instinct is to blast a hole straight through his laptop screen with his heat vision, which isn't much better.
Clark, in an attempt to make some spare cash, unintentionally stumbles into the world of superhero fanfiction, becomes a prolific writer for Gotham's OTP, and tries his best to fend off rival fans who want him to convert to superbat instead.- Language:
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02 Sep 2025
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Don't Hold Your Breath by frozenpotions
Fandoms: DCU (Comics), Superman (Comics), Batman (Comics)
13 Aug 2025
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“Hey, Bruce,” he said tentatively. “You have a lot of casual sex, right?”
Bruce raised one delicate eyebrow. “Mr. Kent,” he said slowly, amusement curling around the words, “are you calling me easy?”
(or: Not quite fresh out of a divorce, Clark attempts to have a hot girl summer. It goes well until it doesn't.)
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31 Aug 2025
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there ain't no star that shines by amosanguis
Fandoms: Batman - All Media Types, DC Extended Universe, Titans (TV 2018)
09 Jan 2023
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“I'm not the same person I was back in high school,” Clark says, “and I doubt they all are, either. What would be the point?”
“Oh, Clark,” Bruce is suddenly holding Clark's face with both of his hands, “the point is that I'm going to land us in a helicopter somewhere for all your classmates to see.”
Clark sighs and closes his eyes.
“Say 'yes', Clark,” Bruce orders.
Clark doesn't open his eyes, just says, “Yes, Clark.”
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- Part 105 of author's fave
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29 Aug 2025