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    Each part of this series has soukoku at a different age, starting at 16 in the first part. Most parts could be read on their own but would make more sense with the context of the ones behind them. (I’m trying to make them as stand-alone-y as possible, though). Also very Chuuya-centric (and from his POV the whole time), so if you like Dazai more I apologize! I do not understand his character enough to write from his point of view.

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    20 Mar 2025

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    During Dazai's heat, Chuuya did everything. He took care of Dazai, fed him, forced him to take a bath and gave him blankets and pillows for a nest. Chuuya knew how to help. Dazai isn’t sure he can do that. He doesn’t have a caring bone in his body much less the ability to use those nonexistent caring bones to take care of someone in a mating cycle. Mating cycles are a lot. He doesn't understand them.

    And with Chuuya being stronger than him, if the redhead ends up not being able to control himself, Dazai can’t do anything about it.

    But maybe that’s okay… it’s only their subgender instincts right? If Chuuya forces himself on Dazai, Dazai can take it. He’s an omega. Aren’t they supposed to be made for that? Being able to satisfy alphas? Aren’t instincts supposed to know what’s best for them; even if Dazai highly disagrees with the urges his instincts have? Maybe if Dazai lets his instincts take control, he’ll be able to help Chuuya.

    Or maybe Dazai really is a poor excuse of a human who can't even help his partner through a rut.

    That seems more likely.

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    01 Aug 2024

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    “Two men stood before him. His gaze fell on a tall figure standing slightly farther away, a white fan hiding half of his face, framed by locks of brown hair. The man was wearing a red scarf which looked like it was there to hide something. Atsushi couldn’t see what, though, from that distance.”

    In his tranquil 18 years of existence, Nakajima Atsushi has led a serene life. However, the decision to search for his missing father propels him into a far more intricate narrative than he could have ever imagined.

    Or the historical-fantasy yokai AU in which Atsushi should have remained at home.

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    14 Apr 2024

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    After Kunikida finds out how dire a state his and Kyouka's dorm is in, Atsushi finds himself staying with Dazai while their dorm is under repair. However, he wasn't expecting Dazai to have a spouse, especially not a spouse that happens to be a Mafia Executive.

    Or; skk relationship reveal but with hurt/comfort cause I'm incapable of not writing comfort

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    04 Apr 2024

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    “Dazai-san, you’re staring.” Atsushi noticed, finding a spot over the railing next to Dazai. “Hm. I guess so.” He replied, not looking away from the rink. Just for a moment, the brunet’s eyes reflected the bright light from the overhead lights, a bright glow engulfing them. “It’s not that often I have the time to see you guys act so barbaric, it’s very entertaining.”

    Atsushi gave the other a light shove. “Is that really what you’re here to see?”

    Annoyed, Dazai moved his gaze with narrow eyes towards Atsushi. Before he could shoot back at him, a loud yell from the rink interrupted them. “THE FUCK ARE YOU LOOKING AT, YOU LOUSY PILE OF BANDAGES?!”

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    Where after losing a bet, Nakahara Chuuya, a skilled but short-tempered hockey player, is forced to train with Dazai Osamu , the most annoying figure skater he had the misfortune to meet.

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    31 Mar 2024