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Post Lawsuit
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Buck is back to work, but is on the outs.
He goes out, has a one night stand.
What could go wrong?Or,
"Lucas, seriously, calm down. It's just a broken condom. I can get tested for... you know, the standard stuff. It's not the end of the world. Just take a deep breath."
Lucas let out a sound that was half sob, half hysterical laugh. He backed up until his spine hit the bedroom wall, sliding down slightly as if his legs could no longer support his weight. He looked at Buck like he was looking at a dead man.
"Evan," Lucas said, his voice dropping to a devastated, trembling whisper. "I should have told you. I swear to god, I should have told you before we even left the bar, but I didn't think... I've never had a condom break on me. Never. I am so careful. I am so, so careful."
"Told me what?" Buck asked. His voice didn't sound like his own.
Lucas closed his eyes, a tear escaping and tracking down his pale cheek. He swallowed hard, and then he looked Buck dead in the eye.
"I'm HIV positive."
Note: This fic is prewritten, I will upload as I edit.
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VERY HEAVY ANGST.
(It does have a happy ending)Series
- Part 1 of All Based In The Lawsuit Era
- Part 1 of Life Beyond The Wait
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24 Aug 2026
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“C’mon, you don’t think while you were going through your phase, just maybe…” Buck paused. “You were… throwing your punches at the wrong guy?”
“Seriously?” Eddie smiled as best he could. “You’re going to make this about you? Again?”
What he didn’t say was yes, this was about him. Of course it was about him. What else could it have been about? Buck had been gone, his and Christophers makeshift family destroyed, and Eddie was left all alone. He didn’t want to throw punches at Buck, but he needed some way to work out whatever feelings he was having about him.
(Or, the one where we see the 'title' scene from Eddie's POV)
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23 Aug 2026
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you fall apart and redefine what keeps you up at night (take my hand) by lifelessframe
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
07 Apr 2026
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Buck struggles when he develops a dependency to opioids.
Amidst it all, Eddie realizes life's too short to be afraid.
Or something I got an urge to write after watching 9x15 Pick your poison. First part is kind of a rewrite of the scenes we did see on the show with a lot of extra Buck insight, second part has more of the let's say "unseen scenes" so just yk be patient.
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19 Aug 2026
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“C'mere," Buck says, sitting up to scoot closer to Eddie.
"What are you doing?” Eddie asks, and Buck sighs.
"You can just kiss me, get a taste of the lip balm, and tell me what flavour you think it is.”
Eddie can’t believe his ears.
"That is such a stupid way to win a bet, Buck."
“Oh so you concede?"
Eddie rolls his eyes, shaking his head before planting both hands on the sides of Buck's face and hauling him in to press their lips together.
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Buck and Eddie make a bet on whether or not Eddie can guess all of Buck's lip balm flavours, and in order for Eddie to get a taste, they have to kiss.
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18 Aug 2026
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“Would you date me if I was a girl?”
Eddie's question surprises them both, air between them full of breath-held tension before Buck scoffs, eyebrows furrowing but mouth curling into a toothy smile.
“Dude, I would date you right now,” he answers easily, not really stopping to consider the other options. Then, he volleys back, “Would you date me if I was a girl?
Eddie raises his eyes to Buck’s high, dark ceiling and does actually think about it for a lengthy moment, turning the concept over in his hands like a Rubik's cube. He tries to imagine Buck as a woman, dirty blond curls framing his face, muscular build, same baby blue eyes and the pink birthmark. Not much would change in the end and Eddie already likes all the parts of Buck he knows now.
“Yeah, Buck, I would.”
Buck smiles wider at that, clearly pleased, and buries a yawn in his pillow. His fingers go a little slack as their interconnected hands rest between them, clearly inching further towards sleep. “Maybe you should,” he mumbles.
or: Buck and Eddie sleep together platonically through the years of their friendship, unaware they're falling in love.
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