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to all the things left unsaid (and to the days that will come after us) by fallenhalo
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
04 May 2026
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"Cas looks at him, then at the cigarette, and motions for Dean to give it to him. Dean is weak, and he obeys. He sees Cas take a puff, very carefully. It’s weird, Cas is so innocent and pure. He coughs when he exhales and gives it back quickly to the hunter. Dean chuckles.
He thinks about how this is the first time his and Cas’s lips have touched.
Before Cassie and Dean shared their first kiss, she had joked about it. They were sharing a cigarette on the hood of the Impala during a night just like this one, and she told him about how on TV they would often make people share a cigarette to showcase mutual sexual attraction. It was symbolism for a kiss or something. It made sense: both characters' lips had touched the filter and wet it to smoke it. They were indirectly sharing saliva and their entire microbiome."
When Jack doesn't answer their prayers, the brothers rescue Castiel from the Empty. After he wakes up from a six-month coma, the trio reflects on their new purpose in a world that doesn't need them every day.
What happens once the narrative ends and you're left with both freedom and free will?Where is God now?
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27 May 2026
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The dungeon is cold, in his ears there is a ringing, and fear drips into him as he tries to catch his breathe. Cas is speaking and the words don't make sense, this can't be it. Not like this.
Dean's not worth it. He knows it.
His worth is not equal to an angel's love, not equal to this angel's death.
It has to be stopped; he can't let the Empty take Cas. So he does the only thing he know how to do.
He breaks it.
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08 May 2026
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The media goes into a frenzy when A-list actor Dean Winchester's soulmark is captured in a paparazzi photo—especially since he recently started dating co-star, Lisa Braeden.
Hundreds of miles away at college, Castiel Novak recognizes Dean's mark as his own. However, he doesn't feel motivated to do anything about it when Dean's quotes to the press make it clear he doesn't believe in destiny and that he's happy with his current relationship.
And yet, in spite of repeatedly telling his cousin Gabriel that he and Dean live in two different worlds that aren't meant to collide, the book he is publishing behind his mother's back becomes surprisingly successful. He agrees to let it get turned into a movie—a movie that will star none other than Dean Winchester.
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27 Apr 2026
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True Colors Shine In Darkness (And In Secrecy) by mr_fybraghbty
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
01 Sep 2025
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Cas swallows again, selfishly holding a bit tighter around the hunter as he mumbles, “I’m just worried about Jack,”.
Lie, Dean detects immediately. He can tell that it’s a lie. He just came in and found Cas crying with the page about himself—that Dean earnestly wrote—in the Bestiary open on the table; what the hell would Jack have to do with that?
Dean next speaks with a gentle suspicion in his voice, sounding not like he’s accusing the angel but instead like he’s opening the floor for him to tell the truth without judgment. “That’s all?” he says softly, voice comforting and familiar by Cas’s ear.
“...Yeah,” Cas says, lying again.
(TLDR: Cas dealing with his secret of the Empty deal, until he can't anymore. Lots of angsty hurt/comfort, tears, feels, and softness.)
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08 Apr 2026
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Ten years ago, Cas told Dean he loved him before being taken by the Empty. Dean never moved past it, isolating himself from everyone and trying to find a way to bring Cas back. Ten years to the day, and he’s ready to try one last ritual.
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26 Mar 2026