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  1. Public Bookmark 8

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    25 Sep 2026

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    “Is just the new routine, okay?” Ilya pleaded, his voice breaking. “The pills were working and now there is more stress so I just need to get used to it and will be fixed, okay?”

    “How bad is it?”

    “Shane, please.”

    “Ilya, you promised no more secrets, no more hiding. How bad?”

    He covered his face in his palms, his elbows resting on his knees, and took in a shuddered breath. “...bad.”

     

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    After Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander get married, Ilya discovers that his depression won't magically disappear just because he finally has love and a real family. He gets to live and work with Shane full time now that they are on the Centaurs, but it's becomingly increasingly difficult to hide his deteriorating mental health from his husband. He's haunted by dreams of his mother and the fear that his depression and the hockey world's eruption about their relationship is ruining Shane's life. He has to swallow his pride and begin taking SSRIs, navigate the side effects of medicating his depression, and learn to accept love and support from those he loves most. Will the shame eat him alive or can he finally learn that he's worthy of love even at his lowest?

     

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    03 Aug 2026

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    After tuna meltdown, Shane had to go back inside. What he saw changed everything.

    (Or, the lovers to friends to boyfriends fic that has eaten my brain.)

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    01 Jul 2026

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    One hundred ninety nine heads bow down. Including four of the chosen ones on the stage, the fifth one on the right stays upright to linger his gaze on the low dip of Satoru’s spine. Suguru couldn’t blame him for looking, monkeys were too curious for their own good.

    A sweet, sickening pop and the man bursts like a balloon, blood specks falling onto Satoru’s back making his eyes widen.

    “Did you just-“ Satoru whispers, squinting at Suguru as if in exasperation “Suguru did you kill him?”

    “He was looking at you perversely” Suguru fakes a chastised tone, trailing his hands up Satoru’s abdomen and making him arch into the touch like he’s starved. He probably was, for apart from Suguru, he seldom drops infinity around anyone.

    (Alternatively: Gojo Satoru gets his guts rearranged lovingly by his cult leader Ex. Oh there's people watching. Wonderful.)

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    25 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 72

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    Willy has no one. Left to rot in the lab after removing his chip he waits for an end to the monotony of his existence.

    Charlie has everyone. But when everyone fades from his memory he reaches for the only person in sight.

    Babe has Charlie. The one person who made him believe in love. But when his beloved boyfriend and the one person he hates more than anything bond right before his eyes he is forced to reconsider what love and connection truly mean.

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    28 May 2026

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