Ineffable Partners
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Chuuya had a handful of ideas of what sex with Dazai would be like. Banter, a back and forth struggle for control, and constant annoying quips at Chuuya for a range of things including but not limited to his height. They had okay chemistry with each other, which Chuuya loathed to admit, but ultimately Chuuya suspected that Dazai would do everything possible to keep a grip on everything that happened. Manipulative bastard. Even if Chuuya did manage to take control, he'd probably have to tie him up three times over and still have to hear about how bad his knots were.
He didn't expect this.
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- Part 1 of Ineffable Partners
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Chuuya didn't know what kind of mission needed half of his wardrobe, all of his passports and IDs, and the majority of his money transferred to a separate account, but Dazai told him to.
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Which, admittedly, wasn't a good enough reason on its own, but when it came to mission assignments Chuuya was used to hearing about it from Dazai only, considering the weird amount of time he spent in Mori’s office.
Alternatively; Dazai leaves the Port Mafia and takes Chuuya with him without elaborating as to what they're doing. Chuuya isn't happy about the secrecy but he goes along with it (he's just relieved another person didn't leave him behind).
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- Part 2 of Ineffable Partners
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In a lot of ways, defecting with Dazai had been the best choice Chuuya had made in a long time.
In some ways, though, Chuuya grumbled to himself while bandaging the bite marks his man-child of a partner left on his hand because he didn't want to take medicine, it was kind of the absolute worst.
(In all the best ways)
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- Part 3 of Ineffable Partners
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He’d thought, for whatever reason, that maybe the reason he and Chuuya hadn’t talked about their marriage was because they were busy, but that clearly wasn’t the case.
That was fine, obviously. They were just married. Nothing more, nothing less; just two signatures on a paper for Chuuya’s work. He didn’t want it to be more than that, but it hurt thinking that it was nothing more than that. It was a little, persistent ache that was building in the hollow of his heart.
He shouldn’t care. They didn’t even have rings.
(Dazai kind of wanted a ring.)
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- Part 4 of Ineffable Partners
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When a smile graced his lips at the thought of Dazai’s ring finger adorned with a ruby band, he realized, a little light-headed, that maybe he’d never wanted ‘just’ anything.
From the first time using corruption, to their first time, to his unknowing defection, to buying the rings in the first place, Chuuya had been subconsciously deferring to the catastrophic disaster that was Dazai Osamu. The Demon Prodigy. His partner. His mackerel.
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Osamu.
(He really wanted a wedding.)
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- Part 5 of Ineffable Partners
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Sudden jolts of panic raced down his spine, because he really didn’t want to let Dazai talk for long enough that he accidentally punched him reflexively. Dropkicking the love of his life before proposing would probably be a bad thing.
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- Part 6 of Ineffable Partners
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“I hope you are loved in the way you deserve”
Depending on who you are,
and what you have done,
those words could be the kindest wish,
or the worst curse
-Nikita GillDazai wondered later that night, while lying awake and reminiscing in ways he never should over a serrated edge, if the reason he could never properly love or be loved was because he was not meant to have a body. He had shredded his skin, torn his heart, carved bloody symphonies into his psyche and ripped his own morals from the remnants of his soul with butcher knives and late-nights spent nursing a bottle of gin and his own depression in the after-thought of massacres.
He’d ruined himself spectacularly with all the unforgiving nature of fireworks dashed across inky skies for someone who wasn’t worth it.
Only to find that there was nothing left for the one person he wanted to be worth it.
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- Part 7 of Ineffable Partners
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“Mori gave me so many drugs meant to make me feel things… anger, happiness, sadness. I never wanted any of it. He asked me what I wanted to feel, if not any of that.”
Dazai looked up, emotions flooding his eyes so disastrously that it looked painful. “Nothing. I said nothing.”
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- Part 8 of Ineffable Partners
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“You love Chuuya back!” He said it very accusingly, like it was a wonder and an offense all at once.
Osamu blinked owlishly, putting his ring-adorned hand to his face, then smiled so big his eyes shut.
“You really took so long to figure that out?”//
Ineffable Partners Finale: Featuring four (planned) volumes including their wedding, involuntary pet adoption, snippets from a soft and uneventful life, and their return to Yokohama.Series
- Part 9 of Ineffable Partners
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In·ef·fa·ble
/inˈefəb(ə)l/
adjective
1.
too great or extreme to be expressed or described in words:
Ineffable PartnersDazai leaves the Port Mafia. He won't be leaving Chuuya.
(This is the entire series condensed into a chapter fic. Please keep that in mind!)
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- Part 10 of Ineffable Partners