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“I don’t think I can continue being your submissive,” Jeongguk said carefully, making sure the sentence was clear so he wouldn’t need to repeat himself. He was sure that his decision was difficult to digest so he kept his eyes on the kimchi stew in front of him, not wanting to witness the disappointment he suspected was taking over his boyfriend’s face.
“Why?” Jimin’s calm question startled the boy, indicating to the dominant that he expected a much more violent reaction. The truth was that he was in shock, every muscle in his body rigid, his heart making a commotion inside his chest, but that didn’t give him the right to act impulsively. The first thing he wanted to understand was "why" but the answer never came. “There must have been something that made you realise that submitting to me is not what you want to do anymore, right?”
“I – ”
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One year into his romantic and D/s relationship with Jimin, Jeongguk realizes that he might be a particular type of submissive.
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- Part 1 of Alphabet
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“Unfortunately, I’m not a visual learner so there would be no point in me sticking around.” He was sure things would have been very awkward if he accepted the invitation and the reason for that wouldn’t have been the fact that he was inexperienced when it came to BDSM but that he wasn’t a people person. He didn’t know how to react to groups – not to groups who were actually interested in his person, in any case.
Namjoon’s smile widened, causing two dimples to poke at his cheeks.
“What kind of learner are you then?”
“I’ll go with auditory,” Seokjin replied and mirrored the taller man’s smile.
“That can only make me wonder,” Namjoon said calmly and ran his fingers through his dark brown hair. “Would you be interested in having dinner with me?”
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Seokjin's first encounter with BDSM (and maybe with love too).
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- Part 2 of Alphabet
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Kim Taehyung drove Yoongi absolutely crazy.
The dominant threw an arm over his face and let out a shaky exhale, trying to keep his frustration in check. In his fairly long “career” as a dominant, Yoongi usually stuck with transparent, obedient subs who would only ask “How high?” when he told them to jump. He was a busy man and he loved discipline so it was years ago that he decided he didn’t have the time to deal with feisty submissives.
But then Taehyung appeared.
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Half a year into his contractual relationship with Taehyung, Yoongi realizes he might have bit off more than he can chew. He decides to put an end to what they have but his heart insists on reminding him that he's never been good at letting go.
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- Part 3 of Alphabet
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“Why don’t we leave it aside for now, hm?” Jimin asked after a little while and lowered the piece onto the coffee table.
“But won’t it feel lonely?” Jeongguk’s voice was tiny as he eyed the odd piece out.
The question made Jimin’s heart swoon so he didn’t stop himself from leaning forward and placing a sound kiss on the younger boy’s neck before resting his chin on his shoulder. “It’s only temporary, baby. By the time we’re done, it will fit in.” Something was telling him that his sub’s concern was not solely for the plastic chunk.
“Like I will?”
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Jimin and Jeongguk finally discuss the insecurities that have been weighing down their relationship since they changed their dynamic.
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- Part 4 of Alphabet
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“You’ll find your forever, Tae.”
The words made Taehyung’s stomach twist in knots because of how distant they sounded. “I don’t think I want it anymore,” he admitted, a smile spreading on his lips for a few seconds before he resumed eating.
“Falling in love is not scary.” The tone Yoongi had used was affectionate enough to make the other’s brown eyes sting with tears once again.
“Have you seen my face?” Taehyung chuckled wetly. “This is what falling in love looks like,” he continued as he pointed towards the half of his face that was still bruised. “It’s either broken bones or a broken heart for me. I think I’m done with looking for forever.”
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A moment of honest vulnerability sends everything spiralling once again, forcing Yoongi and Taehyung to take a step back and reflect on the feelings they've been denying all along.
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- Part 5 of Alphabet
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“I don’t want your pity,” Seokjin shook his head, a few tears escaping the corners of his eyes.
He adored the side of Namjoon that spoiled him rotten, the one that treated him better than anyone else ever did. He loved the kisses and the sweet whispers, the way their hands would always find each other when they were walking side by side. He loved falling asleep listening to the dominant’s heart and waking up to his soft snoring. But every day that passed by made it harder for Jin to overlook that he was catching real, palpable feelings, and that heartbreak was inevitable.
He talked to his parents and Hoon as if Namjoon was a real option, as if he wasn’t there just because of the contract they signed.
“I want this - this lie so badly that I’m already delusional, Joon.” The submissive whispered and pulled his hand away from the bigger one covering it. “What the hell am I going to do once our deal is over?”
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A couple of months into his contractual relationship with Namjoon, things get really overwhelming really fast for Seokjin.
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- Part 6 of Alphabet
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“Easy, bun.” His fingers ran through dark curls as he spoke. “Daddy knows how nervous you are.”
“I’m sorry -”
“Daddy’s nervous too, Kookie,” Jimin cut him off, discarding the uncalled for apology. “That’s why it’s okay if things don’t end up being perfect. There’s no rush.”
Jeongguk swallowed loudly but nodded, his brain trying its best to ruminate everything he’s been told despite the words being hard to comprehend. There was no way for Park Jimin, owner of Alphabet and renowned dominant to feel insecure in what often seemed to be his natural habitat. And still, lies were out of question during scenes, a capital sin, so the young boy had no choice but to accept the fact that his boyfriend could be insecure too.
“Take your time,” Jimin whispered lovingly, continuing to massage the other’s scalp as the room fell quiet, the button of his jeans finally coming undone.
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Jimin and Jeongguk explore the sexual side of their new dynamic by having their first scene as Daddy and little.
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- Part 7 of Alphabet
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“I brewed some coffee.”
You could have never caught the younger boy drinking coffee; his offering was obviously intended to work as a truce, a white flag Yoongi didn’t have the heart to ignore. “I’ll be there in five.”
The rest of the week passed uneventfully, their game of push and pull being the only one able to influence the general atmosphere, reminding them every once in a while about the uncertainty of it all. There were days in which the writer constantly thought about giving up on his hopes and feelings. But then Taehyung came along, with his round eyes and pouty lips, clinging to Yoongi as if he hadn’t been the one deciding the safe distance they should always keep, climbing under his sheets in the middle of the night as if it was the most natural thing to do, asking him to make up stories to help him sleep.
Keeping your place was a hard thing to do when your enemy was so volatile, asking for soft kisses when he believed soft kisses were due, making sure their hands were holding each other whenever in proximity.
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Another baby step in Yoongi and Taehyung's pursuit of happiness.
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- Part 8 of Alphabet
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“Are you trying to butter me up?”
The sub purred in pleasure when teeth dug into the skin of his shoulder. “Do I need to?”
“Not at all,” Namjoon replied sincerely, his index slipping inside of the other, causing a loud moan to cut through the air. “I don’t seem to be able to get enough of you.” He bit back a curse as he added a second finger, marveling over the willingness of Seokjin’s body to welcome him in. “What have you done to me?”
No sex outside the playroom – that was one of Yoongi’s advices that were supposed to keep his lifestyle from becoming messy. That was also the one rule none of them managed to follow as of late.
Seokjin smiled sheepishly and hid his face in the crook of Namjoon’s neck, trying to conceal how giddy such words made him feel. He wondered if he would ever get used to feeling desired.
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Slowly but surely, Seokjin and Namjoon are getting closer to accepting the feelings they've been harboring for one another ever since they first met.
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- Part 9 of Alphabet
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That’s when he felt Jeongguk’s hands undoing the fly of his pants.
“Koo?” The blond barely recognized his own voice but the little didn’t seem to have a problem with that, doe eyes immediately searching for his face. “What are you doing, baby?”
Jeongguk didn’t reply verbally, instead tugging onto the skinny jeans that cladded Jimin’s perfect thighs until he was satisfied with the amount of milky skin that was revealed. Black boxers were removed just as fast, a big hand wrapping around the slowly hardening member put on display, squeezing it slightly as he directed it to his lips.
“Mine.”
That was the only word Jimin’s ears registered before warmth wrapped around his whole length, making his knees almost give out at the sensation.
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The green-eyed monster manages to change the course of Jimin and Jeongguk's night for the better.
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- Part 10 of Alphabet
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“Were you on your best behavior?” Yoongi asked calmly, cupping a soft cheek and pulling the other’s head against his thigh.
“Yes, sir.”
The reply was barely audible but the dominant didn’t admonish him, instead continuing to play with ash-colored hair. “The only problem we have is that you’re a brat even on your best behavior.” The whine that tried to contradict that very statement was rewarded with a gentle tug of a strand. “You wouldn’t be able to follow rules to save your life.”
“That’s not -”
“You’re making a fool out of yourself already, you dumb pup,” Yoongi said as he removed his touch entirely. “I didn’t give you permission to talk yet.”
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A shared scene with Namjoon and Seokjin makes Taehyung understand that being Yoongi's pet only is not enough for him anymore.
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- Part 11 of Alphabet
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“I hope you do realize that you don’t have to do so much to sweep me off my feet.” His words sounded almost apologetic - as if he was feeling sorry for making Namjoon go to such lengths for his sake. In a way, that was exactly how he felt most of the times the other showered him with affection. He didn’t feel worthy of it.
“I hope you do realize that every time I see something pretty it reminds me of you,” the dominant whispered, his knuckles caressing a soft cheek. The reply was supposed to come out sharp, maybe even a little bit biting, but Seokjin’s bashful expression managed to mellow it down. “Pink, too.”
Namjoon planted another kiss on plump lips before the other could excuse himself in order to find a vase.
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They're in love, your honor ♡
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- Part 12 of Alphabet
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“I’ve been thinking…” The dominant started as he poured two glasses of cider. “Do you remember that conversation we had a little while ago, about moving in together?”
Jeongguk felt his entire body stiffening at the mention but tried not to let his uneasiness show. There was nothing he wanted more than living with his boyfriend - in a way, they already did - but he was afraid he couldn’t live up to Jimin’s expectations. Jimin owned a very successful club and ultimately was a public figure, there was no doubt or wonder that their perceptions of economic matters differed.
“Mhmm.”
Jimin’s smile widened and Jeongguk had to quiet the anxiety he felt rising. He could guess what kind of proposal was going to follow, and he wasn’t sure whether he could kindly turn it down without hurting his partner in the process.
“What if I told you I found the perfect place?”
Jeongguk’s stomach dropped but for once, Jimin was oblivious to his change of demeanor.
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Tensions arise but, as always, love is quick to intervene.
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- Part 13 of Alphabet
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“Taking a break is brave,” Namjoon replied before draping his arm around the other. “And so is trying to figure out how to break a cycle.”
“I don’t know whether you’re really good with words or I like you so much that everything you say sounds like a motivational quote to me.”
The younger man burst into laughter at the remark, and kissed his boyfriend’s pout away before closing his eyes. “I can only hope it’s the second.” His smile widened. “Because you happen to be my favorite person.”
Seokjin felt his heart skip a beat. “All time favorite?”
“All time favorite.”
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Namjoon's love encourages Seokjin to take a step back and look at life from a different perspective.
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- Part 14 of Alphabet
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“Good. You may kiss me now.” Their lips pressed together before any other word could be formed and Yoongi had to keep himself from bursting into laughter at the enthusiasm. He pulled the taller boy in for another kiss the moment they parted, making this one deeper than the one before, his tongue leisurely exploring the willing mouth opening for him like a flower. When they parted, Taehyung’s cheeks were rosy and his member half hard where it rested, against his own. “Good boy. Now go ahead and enjoy your day with your brother.”
“Are you sure you don’t want to join us?”
“Have I ever second-guessed my decisions?”
Taehyung giggled at that, still high on the passionate kiss they shared, and only pretended to be surprised when he got up and felt a swat against his backside. “I’ll spam you with pictures, then.”
“You better.”
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Taehyung's older brother decides to visit Seoul and unintentionally strings a storm along.
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- Part 15 of Alphabet
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“All of our guests have seen you in all sorts of hypostases, haven’t they?”
Jeongguk knew exactly what those words implied so he tried to control his expression despite the heat spreading through his cheeks. His dominant was right - their friends have seen parts of him he would have never dared to share with anyone else. They have seen him crying and begging, with his lips swollen and body bruised, trying to keep his balance on the thin line between bliss and misery.
“Not Jin-hyung,” he retorted with a little smile, surprised when the dominant chose to put a bit more space in between them. His overthinking mind was ready to do its worst but a big smile spread on Jimin’s lips before that could happen.
“Does my Jeonggukie want to impress Jin-hyung?”
The blush became hard to ignore all of a sudden. “A little bit,” he confessed, earning another endeared chuckle and a kiss.
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In the midst of a friend gathering, Jeongguk understands that family is often found.
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- Part 16 of Alphabet
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“I’m sorry for being such a fuck-up today,” Namjoon finally said. “I didn’t act like the boyfriend you deserve.” Regret was eating at his insides. “I should have known better.”
“You had a bad day,” Seokjin reminded him gently, scooting closer and pressing a kiss to his cheek. “We all have those.”
“But I should have done more,” he whispered, resting his head against the other’s. “I should have taken care of you.”
Seokjin chuckled and put some distance between them. “I’m sorry to break it to you but I’m perfectly capable of taking care of myself. Just because I allow you to take over from time to time doesn’t mean I can’t deal with life on my own.” Maybe a few months ago, he wouldn’t have believed himself when saying those things, but a lot had changed ever since they met. “I don’t need you, I want you.”
“I know but -”
“I don’t want to hear it. You had a shit day that I possibly made even more complicated with my confessions. So now we’re going to have another glass of this delicious cocktail, watch one of the documentaries on your to-watch list and call it a night.”
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Namjoon and Seokjin learn to navigate hard times together (they try bondage while they're at it, too ♡)
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- Part 17 of Alphabet
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“Taehyungie,” came a hoarse whisper. “Wake up.” A hand started shaking him gently, pulling him out of his dream and convincing him to open his eyes. “Wake up, baby, you were crying in your sleep.”
He reached out to touch his own face and found his cheeks wet, disorientation making him move higher on his pillow and look around. His heart skipped a beat when light flooded the room, and he turned his head towards the source of it, a sob of relief dying on his lips at the realization of where he was. He was in Yoongi’s and his bedroom, he hadn’t seen Woon in months.
“Come here.” The dominant opened his arms, welcoming him into them and pressing a kiss to the top of his head the moment he managed to make himself comfortable. “You’re alright.” Taehyung tried to blink away his tears at that; he didn’t feel alright. “Do you want to talk about it?”
A shake of his head.
“That’s okay,” Yoongi murmured, his fingers drawing patternless forms on Tae’s back. “I’ve got you.”
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Accepting that you might have an issue is a hard thing to do, but having a loving partner by your side makes the task easier.
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- Part 18 of Alphabet
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“I never thought home could feel like this,” he whispered into the dark, a few minutes after they had turned off the lights with the intent of going to sleep. Confessing to these things while not having to look Jimin in the eye was easier.
The older man was cuddled up against him, his head resting on his chest, a leg thrown over his. He felt himself melt a little when lips pressed to the patch of skin his heart was drumming against.
“Like what?”
“Like I don’t have to feel self-conscious all of the time,” he explained, even quieter. The arm draped over him tightened its hold in encouragement so he pressed a peck to the top of his boyfriend’s head. They both knew their first years of life contrasted dramatically but there were moments when Jeongguk felt the need to talk about it; maybe to make the other understand why he was the way he was. “Like I’m not making anyone mad by existing.”
His father had not been violent, but he had been loud. Jeongguk was still struggling to forget some of the words that had been spewed his way.
“I’m so glad you exist,” Jimin whispered back. “I don’t want to imagine what life would have looked like if we wouldn’t have met.”
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A weekend of love ♡
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- Part 19 of Alphabet
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“I used to hate coming here.”
“I think I’d hate going anywhere with your parents,” the dominant said and pressed a kiss to his temple.
“I love you.”
Those three words came out as a hurried whisper and Namjoon rubbed the tip of his nose against his boyfriend's, his smile never faltering. “Well, would you look at that?” Their mouths met briefly, causing Seokjin’s overworked mind to go blank for a few moments. “I love you more.”
“That’s factually incorrect,” the blond shook his head. “I’d expect more accuracy from a scientist, Mr. Kim.”
The answer to that came in the form of tickles.
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A getaway trip offers Jin and Namjoon the perfect opportunity to explore a new kink and reminds them that things don't always work out the way we expect them to.
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- Part 20 of Alphabet