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ENTRY 01.
Hi my name is spoke and I wanted to share my pointless life events in this diary since I don't have a lot better to do, I live on the rocky shores, sometimes me and my dad (Sorry I know you don't like being called that by me ): ) sometimes kill mobs but I sorta just forced him to. My mom is the most fun to be around, I LOVE throwing pranks on her!! It's the funniest thing ever. I like hiding in places and surprising her, one time I got in big trouble for it though, HAHA, uh. I'm like 7 or something I don't really celebrate birthdays so I'll have to ask mom again. I don't really know if how much people exist here, my mom tells me not to talk to anyone. I know my dad has a lot of enemies though for some reason. He never really told me why but I think he's a bit harsh. Sometimes these enemies would try attacking me so I guess they REALLY hate him, huh. He also never really helped me when they did, I just ran away and let him deal with it but he doesn't seem to care much about me. I don't know why. I try to bring him stuff to make him impressed but it never works. He tells me im annoying a lot so I eventually just learned to leave him alone. He laughs at my mistakes a lot so he's sorta mean too, and I kinda dislike mean people since mom said it was bad. I just hope maybe one day he'll like me. I guess. Anyways that's all. Byeeee!
ENTRY 02.
Its me once again. Dad actually talked to me this time, we went to the nether together, but he started telling me these uh things about how to lie to get what you want, he said if I'm worthy it'll help me in the future, I thought the way he explained it was a bit mean and said that and then he left and said I was a pitiful creature. It kinda hurt.
ENTRY 03.
Mom tells me not to talk to Dad anymore. She says he's a "nuthead" or something, I agree to be honest he's coo coo crazy. Her taste is awful!
ENTRY 04.
I'm no longer gonna refer to [BADLY SCRIBBLED NAME] as my dad. He's just here. That's all. I don't need him.
ENTRY 05.
Okay I'm sorry I love you dad please talk to me again I'm sorry I just wish you were normal mom says she doesn't want me to become like you and I don't think I ever will. Atleast I hope not. But I hope you maybe love me somewhere in there. I miss you. Come back. Why did you leave? You never said a word. You just left. I'll become more like you I promise just come back I miss you so bad please dad please
ENTRY 06.
Mom yelled at me again, she told me to stop asking if [SCRIBBLED NAME] would come back. And she said she'll lose it if I call that man my dad anymore. I don't really care that much about him anymore. I just feel empty. I think I'm gonna sleep. I don't know what else to do.
ENTRY 07.
She told me to forget that [SCRIBBLED NAME] ever existed. She. Held me tight and told me to never remember him. She said that he doesn't exist anymore. But.. I told her how would I forget my own dad and then she let go and screamed telling me to just learn how to myself. I don't know what to do. I'm just gonna keep repeating to myself he doesn't exist. The person in my older entries was a imagination. Not real. I don't know anyone named [SCRIBBLED NAME]. I don't. I don't.
ENTRY 08.
Mom and me had fun today (well mostly me BUT WHATEVER!!!!!) she and me went exploring and I started hiding in places again but this time I choose a REALLY hard place to find! She started crying though and saying "Spokeishere my baby! He's dead!" And then said something that made me come back "Guess I'll have another child." I came running back saying mom I'm here and hugged her. I still think it was sorta funny. I like hiding from her. I wonder if her jokes about her having another child if I died is a actual joke itself though. Whatever. I'm looking too into things again. We had a very good time!
ENTRY 09.
She's gone.
ENTRY 10.
I'm all alone I'm all alone I'm all alone I'm all alone I'm all alone I'm all alone I'm all alone I'm all alone I'm all alone I'm all alone I'm all alone I'm all alone I'm all alone I'm all alone
ENTRY 11.
My mom Is dead, she's really dead. I can't believe it.
ENTRY 12.
I'm gonna hide in the nether and never come out again. Goodbye, home. I'll miss you. I just can't anymore. I don't feel safe anywhere but somewhere myself.
ENTRY 13.
Today was nice. Everything was okay.
ENTRY 14.
Today was nice. Everything was okay.
ENTRY 15.
Today was nice. Everything was okay.
ENTRY 16.
Today was nice. Everything was okay.
ENTRY 17.
It's been decades and I had enough. I'm gonna go back to the overworld. I don't even remember why I was here for so long. I want to explore. Maybe I'll even make some uh, friends.
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Hey, Spoke, it's Jamato, I found this old book you had, I think you forgot to put it somewhere, I'm always here to talk.
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Yeah I'm burning this book of mine dude