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  1. Rec *

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    Feng Xin and Mu Qing's relationship never made sense to anyone but themselves. No one could understand how they were able to maintain it when all they did was fight. They never saw a problem because that was just how they were. Until the fighting inevitably escalated and things were said that could never be taken back, shattering their relationship completely.

    Four years after their breakup, they're brought back together to assist Xie Lian in planning his wedding with Hua Cheng. Bringing along their usual bickering and buried feelings they could never get rid of.

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  2. Rec *

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    Feng Xin can’t pinpoint the moment when everything fell apart.

    Maybe it would be easier if he could - if there was a single big Event to place fault upon, maybe he’d feel less empty now, standing beside his pickup truck with empty hands, his wedding ring unworn and burning a hole in his pocket.

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  3. Public Bookmark *

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    Two peas in a damned, blackened pod.

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  4. Rec 38

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    And now, on the day of their anniversary all Feng Xin wanted was to cuddle him (completely unplanned) and tell him how much he is loved (absolutely planned, scheduled with fifteen minute time blocks, no breaks). But no, because apparently Mu Qing had other plans: wanting to slip away and cook breakfast for them while leaving Feng Xin behind in a cruelly cold bed as a sort of dual punishment.

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    In which they are both dumb (and in love)

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  5. Rec 10

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    Feng Xin and Mu Qing may have admitted their feelings for each other and started doing the whole domestic bliss thing, but that doesn't change the fact that they're still very much Feng Xin and Mu Qing - which is to say: idiots.

    “If you want me to go back to the beginning, fine, I will: I saw you first.”

    “Bullshit!” Mu Qing exclaims. Feng Xin can feel one of his rants coming on, most probably the “when I was servant no one cared whether I lived or died because I was only a tool in anyone’s eyes and I had to scrape for every second of my life but somehow I also had time to create a daily skincare regime” rant, which annoys the hell out of Feng Xin. Alright, yeah, he had it tough, Feng Xin certainly had that impressed upon him during his own scant years of poverty, but this tragically overlooked angle that he’s been trotting out for centuries? That’s the real bullshit. The day Feng Xin had come to scout Mount Taicang to be sure the new residence was secure he must have seen hundreds of new people, but only one of them had stood out – and it wasn’t Mei Nianqing.

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