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    Little ficlets about Javi Gutierrez and his long-suffering bodyguard.

    Not posted in chronological order so can be read in any order you'd like.

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  1. Public Bookmark 26

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    19 Mar 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 10

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    There was a certainty in Eddie, a stability, a finality – the knowledge that six weeks, six months, six years from now, they would still be Buck and Eddie the way they'd always been. BuckandEddie.
    He wasn't sure anymore what he would do without Eddie, thought if he did lose Eddie, he might just stop existing altogether, the two of them too intertwined to separate in any way that mattered.
    And yet.
    Buck knew he was a little bit in love with Eddie, but he didn't know, had never considered the meaning of it. The implication. Had never thought that there was an implication.
    Not until Tommy.
    And now he wasn't quite sure what to do with that.

    ***

    Buck has a series of revelations.

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    19 Mar 2026

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    “Jackson.” God, even Diaz’s voice was gorgeous. Smoother and more addictive than the richest chocolate lava cake could even hope to be. What an asshole. Just showing up and being so…perfect. Like it was nothing. How dare he, actually? “Who’s the new guy?”

    “This is Buckley, number eight.” Billy reached up to clap Evan on the shoulder, “Our new running back from fucking Pennsylvania. Can you believe we’ve got a Yankee on our team?” The rest of the group laughed. Evan flushed, shifting his weight as Diaz’s mouth folded into a bitchy little moue of distaste he didn’t even bother to hide.

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    When the Buckleys have finally had enough of their son acting out for attention, they ship him off to a relative's El Paso ranch to force him to shape up. Working for his room and board is more exhausting than he could have imagined. Worse, when his work doesn't meet the impossible standards he doesn't get fed.

    Eddie's immediately has a soft spot for the new guy who had to transfer all the way across the country for his senior year. But it quickly becomes apparent that something is very wrong with Buck.

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    09 Mar 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 90

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    When Buck comes out to Eddie it opens up a whole host of emotions, the least of which not being unwavering jealousy. So he copes with that in a totally normal way, by getting on Grindr and screwing men to help distract his thoughts. It's his own dirty little secret, that is until Buck shows up like a sad puppy on his doorstep while he still has one of those men in his bed. Then trying to hide it makes everything a whole lot messier.

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    03 Jan 2026

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    Eddie blinks away the brightness of the morning. When his vision comes into focus, so does Tommy, who's lying next to him, the mattress dipping under his weight as he sleeps with his cheek tucked up against the opposite pillow.

    The comforter is shoved down, low enough that Eddie is able to trace his eyes over Tommy’s shirtless chest, the long line of his side and down to the curve of his hip, which is—bare, all skin, because, Eddie realizes, Tommy’s not wearing underwear.

    Tommy is naked.

    Eddie jerks backwards and falls out of bed.

    “Evan!” Tommy calls as Eddie lands in a heap on the floor.

    Or: Eddie wakes up inside Buck's body. It only gets weirder from there.

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    29 Dec 2025