mxddywater
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For a brief moment, Dori fixed his gaze on Seungmin with his large green eyes before returning to all fours to stretch. Nestled down on Seungmin's left side and the boy remained completely still, not wanting to disturb his peaceful rest.
Minho's hand gently settled in Seungmin's blonde hair, mimicking the slow strokes he had been giving the cat's fur moments before. “Purr for me,” Minho suddenly said with his eyes still closed.
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I close my eyes to fully enjoy the moment. The warmth spreading from his body, his familiar scent, the peacefulness he’s able to convey even by keeping quiet, the safety I feel by being held between his arms. This is Chan. My rock, my guiding light, the love of my life. I couldn’t ask for anything better.
I want this moment to be engraved in my mind, so that I can turn back to it whenever I need it, whenever Chan isn’t with me.
or: Seungmin tries to keep living for Chan.
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Help! I Somehow Ended Up in My Favourite Gay Werewolf Romance Novel?! by h4rgow
Fandoms: Stray Kids (Band)
18 Mar 2026
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Chan’s life is pretty bleak: his boss hates him, his family has disowned him—all he has to cope is his silly little trashy romance novels. Recently, one has become his favourite. A surprisingly well-written gay polyamorous werewolf fantasy novel. It makes things in his life a little less bleak.
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Chan somehow gets transported into his favourite novel and is now surrounded by hot werewolves 24/7.
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12 Aug 2026
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kissing boys, missing work by noonwitching for fensandmarshes
Fandoms: Stray Kids (Band)
09 Sep 2025
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As a boy, Chan’s understanding of what it meant to be a man had hinged on the importance of self-sacrifice. A man takes care of the people around him. Now, Chan doesn’t know how to let Felix see the sore, ragged edges of his own needs without the foundation of himself falling away.
Or: Stray Kids arrives in Sydney on the Australian leg of their tour, Chan is on hiatus and recovering from injury, and Chan and Felix aren’t speaking.
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05 Aug 2026
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comfort me now (i'm still on my way) by starlostinthedark for justalittlebraver
Fandoms: Stray Kids (Band)
23 Oct 2022
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Chris places both hands on Chan’s shoulders. “You don’t have to do this alone,” he pleads. “You aren’t alone.” The older man sighs, and Chan hears him muttering about the future. But then he looks up, gaze determined. “Listen,” he says firmly, fingers digging into Chan’s skin, “you are going to change their lives.”
“Okay,” Chan says dumbly.
“I mean it. But more importantly, they are going to change yours. And I—I know how absolutely fucking impossible that feels for you. For us. And I know it’s not something that you’ll let happen overnight or anything because we’re—” He laughs, quiet but harsh. “We’re not like that. Not right now, at least. But you have to let them, okay?”
It’s so strange, Chan thinks, sitting here with the knowledge of who he is, while staring—quite literally—at the person that he will be, one day. He’s trying to reconcile the differences between himself and Chris, because it seems like such a large leap. Maybe even an impossible one.
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Bang Chan, nineteen, has never felt more hopeless—until the night his twenty-five year-old self appears in his bedroom, hinting at a future Chan never thought possible.- Language:
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Bookmarked by mxddywater
21 Jul 2026
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Chan gets scent drunk very easily, so, when Changbin's heat arrives sooner than expected, Chan is fated to lose control.
But that's okay, Hyunjin is there to guide them both.
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17 Jul 2026
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reach out (throw away the lonely nights) by starlostinthedark
Fandoms: Stray Kids (Band)
17 Apr 2026
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Chan rolled over onto his stomach, the blankets twisting around him. The pressure eased some of his pain. It also meant an instant tackiness between his thighs, and a burst of peach mixed with a fresh sea breeze. Sweeter than it had been last month, at least. Perhaps things could get better. He just needed an alpha.
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It might be killing Chan, not knowing how to ask for what he needs.- Language:
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16 Jul 2026