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    After a suicide attempt, Dazai is cast away to work at the lighthouse his great uncle had owned in the north of the mythical Shimane prefecture. He's not even in the town, he's three nautical miles away from the nearest port, always overlooking a populace that he supposes he can never be a part of.

    Dazai finds that this esoteric ward he does not acknowledge offers more surprises than creeping loneliness. When the body of a man washes up on his beach, it seems that fortune has offered him a hand in repairing a piece of himself he has come to tolerate through the eyes of someone who has no idea what it means to be a human.

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    09 Oct 2026

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    "You know, I could drive this thing right through your heart. It'd be so fucking easy without clothes in the way."

    Dazai's grip on Chuuya's arm tightens.

    "With you so pliant under me. You wouldn't even try to fight it, would you?"

    "...Why would I try to fight the sweet embrace of death?"

    Chuuya smirks, leaning down again, knife in hand. He presses it against Dazai's chest, right over his heart. "Because it's me."

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    07 Oct 2026

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    Chuuya feels the air around them shift. He shoots Dazai a questioning glance, but doesn’t move from his spot.

    Dazai looks fucking nervous, and Chuuya’s eyes take that expression in, the maddening unfamiliarity of it. He has the inexplicable urge to reach out.

    He doesn’t.

    ❗️ NOW WITH FANART!!!!!!!1!!!1

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    07 Oct 2026

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    “You were always beautiful,” Chuuya muttered through soft lips, Dazai felt the back of his neck burn and his stomach twisted into something stunning, something afflicted with a dazzling sickness that turned his nausea into butterflies.
    Strangely, Dazai felt far too tall for the look Chuuya was giving him. He felt too old for the gentleness of their conversation, too sick with sin to even be granted this devotion. Too dirty to even be near the brilliance that is Chuuya

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    A few months after Dazai leaves the mafia he starts trying to look for Chuuya
    Ft. Misunderstandings, mild angst, light stalking, religious aspects, dazai being so in love it hurts, and chuuya being sweet(but a little emotionally stunted)

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    23 Sep 2026

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    There was a strange sort of beauty about the way Chuuya's eyes gleamed in the midst of a fight, the way his mouth would split open in a grin as he knocked people away left and right, the way his eyes would occasionally flicker over to Dazai, if only making sure he wasn’t getting himself killed.
    Not that Dazai thought Chuuya was beautiful, because that would be a bit much. He was attractive, objectively. Not that Dazai was attracted to him.

    (Or, more accurately: Dazai was, in fact, very attracted Chuuya.)

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    31 Aug 2026