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October 31, 1981
Time seemed to stretch and distort, each second dragging on as the unbearable sensation engulfed him. His mind grabbed at the edges of consciousness, desperate to hold onto something—anything.
What went through James' mind as he left the world.
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- Part 1 of What Might've Been
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Romulus
all I found is ‘SOB’ on the tag of his jacket
hehe ‘Son Of a Bitch’Tulip
the jacket doesn’t happen to be…
leather?Romulus
…yeah
how did you know? are you in the library too?
are you psychic?
are you a witch?Tulip
fuck.
they’re both here.
why me*****
Started as a stream of consciousness texting fic, now I'm invested in the plotEnjoy my hopeless ramblings as I make myself laugh :D
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In their 6th year at Hogwarts, Sirius and James decide to start a podcast in their dorm room. Chaos ensues :)
Reads kind of like a texting fic, no prose. Just start reading, you'll understand
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"The nursery flashed green as Lily cried out. Her life flashed before her eyes in a second. Images of what could’ve been if she had done only a few things differently."
A look back on what could've been if they'd done only a few things differently. Would anything have changed?
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I know it's tagged Major Character Death, but there is ABSOLUTELY nothing graphic.
[EDIT 27.12.2024 I deleted the Major Character Death warning but PLEASE let me know if I should put it back, it just felt very ominous and the deaths aren't that crazy. I think I'm overthinking it.*****
Guys this is so bad don't read this omg
(Also, I'm making individual fics from each character's POV in the coming days so keep an eye out for them in this series :D)Series
- Part 2 of What Might've Been
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What do we regret in our short lives? What could've changed if we had done a few small things differently?
What started as a one shot of the Marauder's POVs after the first war will turn into a series of one shots about what would happen if they had done the things they regretted not doing.
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“Buck!” Hen calls out, far too enthusiastically for this to be a good idea. “I dare you to…kiss the prettiest person in the room!”
Eddie immediately turns to look at Buck - at the way a delicate smile tugs at the corners of his lips, and his cheeks flush so pink that they match his birthmark. It makes Eddie want to throw up. Because Buck is beautiful, and sweet, and good, and Eddie doesn’t want to watch this happen. He doesn’t want to watch Buck lean over and kiss Tommy, because he thinks it might just rip his heart out.
But then - unbelievably, impossibly - Buck turns towards Eddie.
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30 Jul 2026
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She shakes her head. “I don’t want to play princesses anymore,” she says.
Eddie feels his stomach churn. Why does that bother him? He should be happy. He’s terrible at this game. He’s always been bad at playing pretend. It’s never been fun for him.
So why, he wonders, does the idea of going back to Normal Eddie feel like such a task?
He swallows. “What if I want to keep being Princess Eddie?” he whispers.
Eddie plays princesses with Jee. It breaks him.
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24 Jun 2026
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i wake up screaming from dreaming (one day i'll watch as you're leaving) by instantcaramel
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
29 Jun 2025
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“Buck, stop being so weird, man. You’re scaring the new girl,” Chimney says.
Buck(?) shakes himself out of whatever he’d been distracted by and ducks his head with a laugh, rubbing the back of his neck. And oh no, Eddie thinks. He’s beautiful. Eddie absolutely doesn’t need this on top of everything else going on.
“I’m not being weird. Shut up.” He smiles over at Eddie, and if Eddie thought Buck was beautiful before, it’s so much worse when that smile is directed right at him. This is going to be so bad. “I’m Evan Buckley, but uh. Everyone calls me Buck.”
“Right, Buck, yeah.” Eddie holds out his hand. “I’m Eddie.”
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Eddie is a trans man. It's just that no one else knows yet.
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21 Jun 2026
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Eddie is secretly ashamed of most things.
Like dancing alone in the warm sunlit kitchen and the kid-safe makeup Sophia once messily spread on his face. Like knowing there's something he's missing but never truly had in the first place. Like how he walks and talks and always lets his parents down and isn't the best in school but just alright. Like how he doesn't believe in God but thinks he probably should since that's what everyone else does.
Eddie is so ashamed of himself.
Or, Eddie learns how to not be.
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- Part 1 of transfem eddie
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The credits had just begun to roll when Eddie noticed Buck playing with the hem of his dress, fingers grazing his thigh every couple of seconds, sending sparks through his skin. Eddie turned to face him, finding Buck staring down to where he was fiddling with the fabric.
A shiver went through Eddie as Buck’s fingers grazed his thigh again and Eddie nervously blurted, “What are you doing?”
Buck’s eyes flicked up to meet Eddie’s, looking slightly surprised, like he hadn’t been fully aware of his own actions.
“Nothing, you just– you look really pretty,” his fingers continued toying with the material as he spoke and Eddie felt his cheeks burn.
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Eddie realizes he really likes to feel pretty, and Buck helps him through the complicated feelings that come along with that.