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    Ilya had thought it was dumb, when Galina suggested it. A code word for when his mental health was bad—he and Shane didn’t even have a code word for sex, and Ilya was regularly tying Shane to the bed and slapping his ass until it was as red as a tomato.

    “Is there a reason you’re calling me?” Shane asks now, voice echoey over the phone. “Or is this part of your strategy to win our argument?”

    Ilya swallows hard. “Constantinople,” he says.

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    Or: Ilya goes through a rough patch.

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    Today, Ilya watches the rain, and he remembers his mother. Remembers how she would screech and nearly curse whenever they’d get caught in bad weather, trying to shield her hair. He remembers the days indoors where his father would drunkenly flip their board game or take cards out of Ilya’s hands, or where his brother would steal and hide puzzle pieces, frustrating Ilya to no end.

    The door creaks softly, bringing Ilya back to the present. He knows he has a horrible sense of time in this state, but there’s no way Shane is back already.

    “Papa?” a quiet voice asks.

    Fuck.

    - or, Ilya has a bad day but his husband and daughter help

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    “You okay?” Shane asks, dropping his t-shirt into the hamper.

    Ilya doesn’t glance over. “Yes.” It’s firm and final. An obvious demand to drop it. And Shane might’ve… if Ilya wasn’t currently climbing into bed in a long-sleeved shirt. Shane stands by his side of the bed, watching Ilya like he’s never seen him before. In all of their years together, he’s never once seen Ilya sleep in a long-sleeved shirt aside from that night their heating unit broke, and they’d had to bundle up until it could be fixed in the morning. But that was three years ago, and it’s the beginning of spring right now. And Ilya runs warm.

    “What?” Ilya asks, finally realizing that Shane isn’t getting into bed.

    “Why are you wearing that?”

    - or, Ilya hides an injury, and it's totally not a big deal (except it is to Shane)

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    He’s standing across from Ilya in his kitchen. Their feet are almost touching, Ilya’s in black socks that Shane also has multiple pairs of, Shane’s in his favourite soft striped ones. The rain is getting louder outside, moving from a drizzle to a downpour. And Ilya is looking at him like he loves him.

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    09 Jul 2026

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    “I’m right here. And you are okay, and you are safe, and healthy, and you are at home, yes? It is quiet, and nobody is there, nobody is bothering you. And the world is full of stupid idiots, but you are not one of them. And I am here. When you need me, I am here.”

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    or: The whole world thinks Shane is gay because of some stupid internet rumors, and he doesn't even have to confirm it. He's losing control of his entire life and he needs somewhere to put what little he does have.

    Ilya has open hands.

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