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    "Why don't you make your own birthday, then?"

    His own birthday? Is that kind of thing even possible?

    "How so?" Ivan inquired, turning to try and study Till's full expression. He looked... considering. Deep in thought, like he was working on a composition or a drawing that wasn't turning out exactly right.

    "Just pick a day and say it's your birthday. No one could argue with you if no one knows when it is."

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    or, Ivan gets found by Till while trying to stave off a breakdown. Till helps (in his own way).

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    24 Jul 2025

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    “You don’t want me here,” Dazai laughs. It’s grated, wrong. The truth of it tears through the air in his lungs.

    Chuuya shakes his head, his voice uncharacteristically quiet. “I can’t stand the thought of you anywhere else.”

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    Some lessons are taught through blood and tears, and Dazai is forever burdened with knowing that to love something is to want to watch it die.

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    23 Jun 2025

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    Chuuya suffers from painful aftereffects of Corruption. Dazai suffers from existential depression.

    Chuuya has a god in him that wants to kill his body. Dazai has a mind that wants to kill itself.

    Chuuya is dying. Dazai wants to die.

    Chuuya wants to make Dazai feel alive. Dazai wants to keep Chuuya alive.

    They both try to take care of each other the best they can, bringing them closer.

    Until Dazai leaves.

    That's when it all goes wrong.

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    19 Jun 2025

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    Sakura is a rōnin, but she's good enough with a blade to find work. She's trusted at Fukiage because she's a nameless woman who can't afford to bite any hand that feeds her.

    Shikamaru's awful attitude makes him a favorite in the teahouse. He makes his money on his back but his real trade is information. There is rot in Fire Country. Shikamaru sees it, and he is going to burn it at the roots.

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    09 Apr 2025

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    Shisui wakes up in a forest.

    This is concerning, since he wasn't supposed to wake up at all. Other concerning news includes an eye-stealing village elder still lurking in the shadows of Konoha, and a clan compound that has not been scrubbed enough to hide old blood, ghosts, and bones. Long-term survival seems to lie on the other end of insurmountable odds. Shisui does the math. He counts out his luck like it's made of pocket change and realizes that he has roughly a week before Danzo manages to kill him again. That's only seven days to fix everything.

    It's time to speedrun a fix-it.

    (I will be updating this fic with real time pacing. If Shisui is awake and stumbling his way through an attempt at fixing the nonsense he was an accidental catalyst for, a daily chapter will be posted. This will continue until he succeeds or fails through November)

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    08 Apr 2025